Friday, September 30, 2005 -
met that stupid hc at 515 at ps today.
headed to xsquare straightaway (:
picked metal slug 4 w/o any hesitation! and we completed all the 4 missions! like really fun to the power of 10 million. lol :Done moment we were trapped in snow and became a fat snowman,
the next we happily evolved into those ugly mommified zombies which have a darn powerful bomb power! whoohooo! we have to keep pressing the shoot buttons. so by the end of 1 hr, our fingers went red, sore, tired, swollen and numb.
alright im exaggerating. but you know what i mean eh? (:anw, went to drums lessons then.ohh! and that stupid faggot guy didnt turn up for lessons. goood man. HIP HIP HURRAY!at least i didnt have to worry abt getting all worked up cause of him. no way man! got a feel at going round the drumset. its pretty fun i guess. i accidentally slam on the crash cymbal. ooops. and it produce a sharppppp and piercingggggg sound! HAHHA jean will go deaf 5 yrs down the road. loving drums every wk :Dhad mos burger for dinner. ate my usual ebi rice burger. *drools (:
i gave hc all my packets of milk. therefore, her tea has like 6 packets of milk in it?!? crazy piece of shit i tell u. lol.
crapped as we ate lar. after that, we walked BACK to TOWN...
well my dearest people! hc thinks that ps is not part of town.hc's town= the whole stretch of orchard road excluding plaza sing if u happen to be at ps with her, im sure u will understand what she actually means by going back to town till then. i made myself clear right?
oh no, please dont kill me (:
she bought the old greenday discs at sembawang. greenday is GOOD STUFFS. and so is BLINK 182. *blink blinkwe ran and dodged through the crowd. caught the shuttle bus to gwc. waited for he nice daddy to come pick her and went separate ways.4 Hennessey XO - $300 each9 Hennessey V.S.O.P reserve- $60 each23 Hennessey cognac- $50 each 1 Martel V.S.O.P reserve- $50 each1 Remy Martin XO- $55 eachwondering what the hell was that?well those were actually wines that my late grandfather bought in the past. he was a alcoholic, u see. my dad kept it at home till now.he sold all of the above to a "wine-expert" uncle (:i never knew selling such high end wines is such a lucrative business. gosh. hahhamind you, the alcohal contents are min 40%. like u just drink one mouth can knock out alr . power mama. to my horror, this is only half the wine collection at my hse. omg! i almost fainted when my mom showed me the rest of the wines. its really UNCOUNTABLE. i may need to borrow yr fingers and toes to get a accurate no (:zildjian website is coool! im sorry. i'll make it up to you.
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:45 PM
Thursday, September 29, 2005 -
@%#^$&^*&@(%&^!%$&^*#%!*great. theres sth freaking wrong with my blog acct! i cant even change my settings nor edit my posts. so i can only click on create posts!??!fuck.sorry, that wasnt meant to come out.but heck lar. let me express my irritated-ness alright?finally dragged myself to the gym this morning. man i sure had a hard time! (: it was so nice to slp cause it was gonna rain. so comfy! *beams. then i just did a 15 mins run followed by weights trng.and i concluded my stamina dropped by 45896213799412 times. tskkk.like its such a disappointing thing for an ex-tracker who doesnt attends trng 99.9% of the time. HAHA. hmmm...i'll target 3 km tml! jean is determined to get back in shape. no more lazy excuses!ohhh! before i forget.for the brave and courageous,check this out.jean = timid!i was soooooo freaked out that i didnt even dare to explore. plus i turned off my speaker! wahhaha. tooo much for me alr. guess i'll stick to watching thriller and horror movies instead (:ooops.
dont u find it freaky? just a whisper away,i'm closer to you.
then the air that you breathe,believe me its true.
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:02 PM
Wednesday, September 28, 2005 -
hunting for all the funkaee alternative rock songs on yahoo music now.
getting kinda sick of my current playists that repeats over a godzillion times. i can even tell u the exact sequence of the songs w/o looking at it (:
and it suddenly struck me that i haven't been practising my stick control recently. spell T R O U B L E for me. thnks. alright i have like 2 days left. im so so so deaaad. tsk!
theres this guy who hogs the drumsets like he owns it! goshhh. like damn selfish. he rotates to a diff drumset every wk, hoping that no one will notice. like hello, do we look dumb to u?! the tcher alr said that we had to use the dummies and drumsets on alternate wks la! which part does he not understand? come to me and i will tell u NICELY.
*i will try my utmost best not to scream into yr toot face (: *
okay, i think we need a plan. a foolproof one.
we come early for lesson this fri. then we take the 2 sets right in front of the tcher! if hes gonna take the real set means he will take one that he did the last few wks. and hopefully the class will notice. SET AH, hc! (:
damn, im hungry! againnnn.
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:37 AM
Tuesday, September 27, 2005 -
oh my oh my. *shakes headthe 'poisonous' jelly taste terrible! YUCKS! all these thnks to my dad who insists that the particular brand of jelly powder is nice. like i dont seee how nice is it lar. plus it only cost 70 cents a box?! inferior products i must say (:its rasberry flavour and so its BLOODY RED in colour. i happily popped one scoop of jelly in my mouth...for a moment i thought i was eating solidified detergent. swear it was uber gross! the damn manufacturers used so much red dye tooo! my pooor mama had a hard time washing away the red stains on the pot used for mixing the jelly. argh.and so now i can imagine the walls of my stomach stained red.like how cool is that eh?I AM NOT A GOOBLAH!I AM NOT A MONSTOR!I DONT HIDE IN PEOPLES' CLOSETS!fullstop.goshhh jean is stupid.not exactly looking forward to tml.firstly theres loads and mountains of stuffs for me to do at wrk. that simply means lesser sitting down time and going-out-to-buy-kinder-buenos breaks. the latter is definitely something to be sad okay? ): oh, then gotta go sch. aye at least i did all my maths tutorials! far ahead of the lecturer! (: yay!anw i shall go off now. got a date with my beloved management bk.totally loved it with all my heart. like serious.somebody just shoot me pls.i will still think of you but i wont love you anymore.
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:20 PM
naima is so attitude lar. i love (:
kahlen is really chio tooo. but she seems to be so damn afraid of every single LITTLE thing. i kept thinkin that if i happen to 'boo' her, she might just freaked out and go unconscious! AHAH. cant help it if im so imaginative lar (: hehoh she accidentally lost her balance and fell on the crocodile during the photoshoot. this was what she said " Damn. The crocodile's gonna eat me up. " wth! omg lar. i almost died laughing! too cute to be true man.hmmm im falling in love with janice dickinson. so sarcastic, so drama, so straightforward. (: like she really crack me up big time pls! to portray passion, she went to kiss tyra banks?!?! my face was o_O. on the lips somemore lar! power mama. totally on top of one another with that supposedly 'lust and passionate' expression.
it was just plain hilarious!and sch was alright today. as usual vive brought lots of sweets and chocos to class. guess im gonna put on like 10 kg after my course.
NONONO. JEAN STOP EATING. CONTROL....aye, vive bought her guess wallet. cost her freaking 55 bucks. tsk! so rich why dont want to donate money to me? how mean ): i wanted to dig a biggggggg hole and hide in it forever. best duddy actually wrote a note in my bk on sat during study outing. gosh lar. my friend was like' aye jean u got secret admirer.' when i lend her my bk. baskeeettttt. sooo malued lor. lucky it wasnt like a admire note or sth. pheeww. yh u should be grateful that u are still living on this earth cause u almost got yrself killed. praise the lordd.shucks. i spent 10 bucks on kinder buenos for the past 10 days?!? ahhhh. this is a terrible way of spending my money. plus make me put on weight! gosh what was i thinking. neverthless kinder buenos are super yummy still (: i feel like i've lost everything when you're gone.
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:14 AM
Sunday, September 25, 2005 -
it was kinda entertaining and funny at the beginning.
however i got irritated, not to mention furious.
then things gets overboard. it gets too much...
gaining laughter form mockery and criticisms just wasnt right.
i have no comments. shut the hell uppp
numb is the perfect word.
check this out. no offence though.
jean loves black pepper crabs! (: finger licking good alright! perfecto.
but like we got cheated. the damn crab only has one pincer lar? wat on earth happen to the other. tskkk. kope our other pincer. grrrr.
and i managed to finish watching the WHOLE OF LOST today!!!
wahhhh. feel super accomplished i tell u.
boone died! how can my cute guy die!?!? a tragic death but in the most courageous way. he was no doubt a brave man. it was the saddest moment throughout the season. but my eyes wasnt watery and no tears streamed down my cheeks. i wonder why.
but theres this funny feeling within me. indescribable emotions. my heart felt for him.
wahhh, how to not love(:
afterall, life sure is unpredictable.
my greatest fear is uncertainty
and so be it.
you really know how to start fixing a broken heart.
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:36 PM
Saturday, September 24, 2005 -
When you try your best but you don't succeed.
When you get what you want but not what you need.
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep.
Stuck in reverse.
And the tears come streaming down your face.
When you lose something you can't replace.
When you love someone but it goes to waste,
could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home.
And ignite your bones.
And I will try to fix you.
i let the words speak for themselves.
absence makes our heart grows fonder.does it?
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:19 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005 -
like i said, i went to snip my hair off today(: reach far east at ard 310. waited for boon to come cause she forgot to hang the laundry!?! AGAIN. wth. yeah thats her job at home. in charge of hanging laundry.ahha
meanwhile i cut my hair. guess the lenght is still the same. just thin it down ALOT. before, it was 10 cm thick. and after its 5 cm thick? wah tts freaking alot of hair i realised. kidding lar. tsk (: plus my SUPPOSEDLY tail didnt seem like a tail as it was almost the same lenght. *wails. looking forward to my nxt haircut. grow hair, growwwwww! then boon and hc came along. tt hc wanted to have another piercing on her lower lip! omg lar. u will look totally like a fierce bull i tell u, hc! growls. and the process is so gruesome, horrifiying, terrifiying, disgusting. wonder how theses pple can tolerate all these rubbish. thumbs up for u guys man. high threshold of pain. im scared of needles!!! AHHHHHH*MISS LOH YINGHUEY, if u are gonna pierce yr tongue. i swear i will disown u dudette. strip u off yr best duddy position. be a good girl and remain piercing-LESS! (:unfortuantely her piercer wasnt in at the moment so we left far east and headed towards tangs, taka and wisma. basically just walk ard aimlessly. we look like dead lost souls. since theres nth to do, we all went to eat at taka foodcourt! food is all we think abt 24 hrs a day u see. (: haha. yummy! we even ate frm the same stall lar! how united pls. all for one and one for all!oh did i tell u. hc dreamt that her whole family was killed! it was hilarious. i laughed so hard till i lost my balance and fell frm the chair. ALMOST. wait till u hear this part pple. she actually woke up at 8 cuase she was so god damn pissed for not being to track the killer! can imagine her fuming and irritated in bed lar! power mama...
booon dreamt that she owe someone 10 bucks. but couldnt rem who was it. is it me or my friends have 'interesting' dreams? (: hhaa btw i dont dream. which is a kinda good thing. i certainly dont wanna end up like them.had lots of time left after that. we thought for a while. decided to go back far east and try our luck if hc's piercer is back. thus we happily stood in the middle of the passageway and discuss. yes i know we have no road ethics(: so sorry.digress and got amused at how hc's hair looks grey under the lighting too. how random right? and we just had to flip a coin to make up our mind! WHAHA. but actually its quite an effective method. try it guys! (:please try to refrain drumming with yr left hand right after yr right, hc. its bad in the long run dude! now chant with me: R *rest* L L.....oopsy daisy(:PAY ATTENTION TO THE FOLLOWING CONVER BELOWice cream man: "not pain?" *points to piercingsme: "aiyar, she say not pain lar!"hc: "i'll pierce another here too!" *points to lower lipice cream man: *shakes head* "er... girl not good....."pause for while
ice cream man: "aye! u boy or girl!?" proceeds to looking at her chest. okay i shld use the word staring instead. its more appropriate! AHAHH.ice cream man: "if u boy handsome." *smiles proudly
the ice cream man is pervetic!!! eeeeeeewwww. trying damn hard to decipher her gender. what a challenging thing to do eh? funny with a capital F! (: well the main pt abt this whole thing is the handsome part. she insits that i blog abt it so that the whole bloody world knows she is handsome??! o_O u toot lar.tsk to the power of 10 million.before i forget!gwc shuttle buses are ultra comfortable. im afraid that it'll soon be my second home. LALALA.
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:22 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005 -
EKKKKKKKKK!u MUST teach me how to play more then words on guitar k?the Westlife version ah. not the Frankie J one. haha
pretty please with ice cream on top! (:now i have a reason to count down to the end of promossss.oh btw, i used to love westlife when i was like p6! yeah. i said USED. reminds me of those times back then. the only common songs we sing in class is definitely by westlife. no doubt abt that. hilarious shit!
wahhhhh, westlife rocks our socks!mark was my fav guy(:my fringe keep irritating my nose. its that long. and the back keep tickling my neck. U G L Y. i shall snip them off tml. now hair, say bye to the world!crap, my stupid ulcer is hurting like mad lar. OUCH.i cant eat properly.i cant drink properly.i cant talk properly.ARGH.this is getting on my nerves man.so for the nxt few days, i'll be jay chou and mumble my words.whatever jean.so i say why dont u and i get together,and take on the world and be together forever.
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:47 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005 -
feeling greeeeeeeen today (: cooola.and i really wanna CHANGE MY FREAKING JOB. i had to clean the whole god damn shelves on the train all by myself! like really tooo much lor. so may staffs there u dont wanna ask. PURPOSELY ask me wat! though im the youngest there doesnt give u any right to crawl over my head. u could have lend a helping hand but all u did was stood there and yakkkk yr fcuking time away. tsk! theres a certain limit to my patience. cross the line and i will shoot u regardless of the consequences. dont push me.plus wont u feel embarassed and rude by not offering the food u are eating to the pple that surround u?! i mean its like basic courtesy but i clearly see u dont possess any of that. yes unfortunately. too selfish to be true. yr stinky attitude puts me off.pls stop ordering pple ard the place like u are the queen. everything also ask others to do. 'aye jean do this' , 'aye jean do that'. im not yr slave for yr info. sick and tired of yr rubbish.okay fine, prob i need to learn more so i do lar. then explain why u treat liz the same way?! basketttt.HELLO! her position is the same as u lar. wth. no wonder shes leaving alr. and im proud of her for being able to tolerate u for 2 bloody yrs. NOOO im NOT gonna work with u for that long. my blood will overboil. i will die before i turn 20. thnks alot huh. seriously go reflect man. shut up and give our poor ears a break. let us have the peace we deserve. i love hiding flip phones into ribena pastilles box.all you had to do is close yr eyes
and just reach out yr hand, and touch me.
hold me close dont ever let me go.
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:46 PM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005 -
i hate papayas! i screamed, i squirmed, i dodged, i shook my head violently but my mum stil forced the damn smmmeely disgusting papaya into my reluctant mouth! YUCKS ): and now the horrible taste remains in my mouth after half an hr. tsk. im trying my best not to swallow my saliva so often. *pukes .bet pple eat papayas only cause they believed can boost their boobs. HAHA (: mum: 'aye use the pomelo skin to rub yr face. i heard its an effective way to get rid of the dirts.'
me: ' huh?!?! wth!'yes thats my mum for u. really rubbish lor. where got such thing one! gosh lar. before i know my mum was alr using the skin as a facial scrub. wonder how creative my mama is (: i stood there and mock at how silly she looked. my mum is scrwed up. serious.all the puzzle games are sapping away my energy and killing my freaking brain cells! darn hard. good entertainment when one is bored (:
www.eyezmaze.comgo figure this out.i dun wanna get back to my books. *shakes head ): if only solving puzzles are my exam questions. tell me how cool is that eh?i'll never get over you getting over me;
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:36 PM
Monday, September 19, 2005 -
left hse at 1130 and reach boon's hse at 1210. called her hp but she din ans. so i was like trap outside her door!?! wat if she was slping or wasnt at home? then i sit down and chat with her bro meh? then like so weird lor. but i was sweating profusely so i picked up courage and press the bell. the moment i saw boon i PHEW. HAHA. tt stupid hc was late *as usual (: me and my crazy thoughts man! watched our all time fav! south park! (: its unbelievable stupidly funny i tell u. can just laugh our ass off lor! kenny died in a rugby game cause his opponents rip his hands off? o_O kenny ALWAYS dies in the most crazy way. those insane producers. and cartman bought pubic hair frm his friend scott?! omg can u believe that?gosh he was even proud abt it thinking he reached manhood. till he realised pple dont BUY pubic hair. tsk! so sick.dirty.mad. overall it was just fcuking hilarious (:had lunch then. boon ate duck rice. ching ate her fav hokkien mee w/o the prawns,sotongs and vege. like she shld just eat plain noddles right?oh plus we finish boon's supply of yakults! ooops sorry boon (:btw booon is amazed when pple can finish the whole yakult in 4 mouth. how amusing.tried to figure out wat the hell was wrong with boon's router! cannot connect to the net at all! damn sad lar. cheeered when we finally connected but that power hc happily kicked the table lar. growls lor. dc again. yes her router was THAT fragile. bleah hc got so sad cause she couldnt talk to her *ah hem* (: just kept whining and pouting man. hc u act pathetic only lar. boon and i just ignored her.oh! and i solved the codec prob on media player. smart jean! (: so we watched oc SEASON 3!!! hahha. jean loves! okay i can sense the OC fever back again. lalala. quick booon go dl season 2 to watch. dun lag behind me! im off to dl season 3! wheeee(:HAPPY BIRTHDAY HORSEY!!!
cannot go out celebrate with u cause yr must mug for promos lar. tsk. nvm after promos we go xiao long bao feast! YAY! (:hang in there man. a few more wks before independence day! have hella great time today k? ROCK ON BABE :D
henri fayol, max weber and carl marx are my idols now.
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:52 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005 -
ek wants me to say tt i love her. so there u go ek! (: you are one amusing thing.BIG ENUFF RIGHT?
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:42 PM
went to my grans place at night to celebrate lantern festival. all my aunts, uncles and cousins were there too (: man its been while since i last saw them. the guys are like damn freaking tall and skinny?! gosh i feel so morally depressed abt my height there. bleah. ohhh the kids were like playing cards games in the rm, my aunts were busy cooking in the kitchen. the fragrance frm the food was so overwhelming that i couldnt take it. ended up eating 2 slices of pizza, 4 fried dumplings, 1 plate of fried rice, fries, 2 chicken wings, 1 bowl of soup. AND a wonderful ymmilicious chocolate-overload cake to end of nicely!!! jean is really satisfied! *beams. i love man. omg i was suppose to be on a diet. growls lar ): no wonder i bit my upper lip while eating pizza. must be a sign to stop be frm eating! hahhathe fishes at my gran's hse is utterly weird pls. theres one that purposely swims upside down!?! wth right? make life miserable for himself/herself only. another ate up its own babies! just eeeewwww. hate fishes. they are so NOT adorable.oh of cause not forgetting i accidentally burn my sis precious fish lantern! wahha. who ask her never hold the lantern properly.come so near the lighter that was in my hand. and BOOOM it caught fire.really was an accident!though i cant deny that it was fun seeing it on fire.(: like orangey yellow flame lar. super coool. well im sorry sis! yr lantern was fated to be detroyed in my hands. ooops.omg!the buckle on the heels that i bought for my mums bday came off today. she wore it for like less then 24 hrs!? tskkk. and she didnt even do anything to it lor. URS has pooor quality products. they shld include quality control circles in their management to avoid pissing my pooor mama off. so $*^#)@&%@(!%$)*
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:01 PM
yays! blog is finally done! haha. hilarious shit. all the credit goes to mr hc and boonie(: *claps. ching made the nice funkaee orange template for me though i drive her up the walls by asking her to change this and that. ooops. and constantly bombarded her with questions regarding the html and everything. damn. i know im a complete idiot when it comes to such IT stuffs. lucky for me i have 2 com experts here. oh! and boon taught me abt changing colours, resizing and links. wahha (:
thnks alot dudes! jean appreciates it all!
*see hc i got mention u leh. be honoured k.
and tml is mid-autumn festival...nonono wait. its TODAY. haha. my sis was so excited abt carrying lanterns lar.
sis: 'yay! tml i can carry my lantern!'
me:' can i burn yr lantern, purleeeese?'
oops! (:i swear my sis and mum stared at me with the wat-the-heck-are-u-trying-to-do face.
but dont u think burning lanterns are more fun then carrying lanterns?
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 4:06 AM
