your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Wednesday, November 29, 2006 -

"Oh! okay erm...i have to tell you something. You know, i'm really kinda not suppose to tell you."
"Fight the urge."
"But...but i can't."
"Try."
"But its hard."
"Oh no no... try it."

MY GOD DAMN PAPER IS IN 10 HOURS TIME.
HOW NOW BROWN COW?!

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:40 AM

Monday, November 27, 2006 -

okay, if 7-11 is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year,
why are there locks on the doors?!
seriously, they could save padlocks money.

and if a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked?

then if feathers tickle people, do they tickle birds?

43 hours to my paper. i believe i should get back to my notes.
instead of trying to come up with answers to the mindboggling questions i came up with.
what the hell!
am i even making any sense?!
i think i saw the letters N and O.

okay, jean is out of here to see a psychologist (mentally ill)
plus get some studying done.
ARGHHH ):

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 3:29 PM

Saturday, November 25, 2006 -

when you see someone you haven't seen for awhile.
you realize all the good times you have missed with that person.

and it hurts.

sometimes you have to get to know someone really well to realize you're really strangers.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:11 AM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006 -

Auntie, yi pan ji fan.

was down at suntec/marina with yh, huiyi and sy after lecture today.
headed down to fish&co for lunch!
manage to catch SHU BABE. well, she had her fair share of annoying the crap out of me.
shu : "aye put mayo on top of the food, so jean cant eat."
shu : "okay so just order 2 drinks can alr. jean no need to drink la."
STARES HARD AT YOU.
i suggest u watch your back shu.

OMFG, WE SPOTTED A FCUKINGWIGGLINGTINYCOCKROACH HIDDEN UNDER THE HEAP OF FRIES.
whats the best part?

by then i alr finished up like half the pan, u know!
goodness gracious. O_O
i can feel it crawling down my throat into my stomach.
AHHH YUCK MAN. utter disgust.

maybe its the weather. maybe its marina. maybe its us.
but nothing caught our eyes today.
once again, your vision of carrying alot of shopping bags on both hands and walking down the street like a filthy rich taitai, hasnt come true. :)))
hahhaa. and we kinda just stoned at Macs.
Miss whose-name-must-not-be-known and her "auntie yi pan ji fan" really perked us up.
hysterical crazy laughing for say 5 mins! HAHAHHAHHAHA
i tell you, her actions coupled with the way she orders ji fan is highly entertaining la!
I SWEARRRR! :DDD

the sudden impulse to wanna cut hair made us bus down to far east at 745.
but awwww, supercuts was alr close for the day.
wah lao, spore shops close damn early can! SUCKER.

impromptu supper at Makansutra was good :D
our heartfelt talk left me feeling fuzzy but depressed inside.
i'm proven an oddball.

all that satay and carrot cake in my tummy. THUMBS UP!
we shld have more supper outings. HAHA.

the number 746614846th shot of the exact same sitting and pose.
perfectionist speaking here.

AND DID I MENTION WE SAW MISS WHOSE-NAME-MUST-NOT-BE-KNOWN AND BF AT MAKANSUTRA TOO!
like what are the chances man! so fated please!
and the whole " auntie yi pan ji fan" scene starts over all again.
BAHAHAAAA. i was laughing like some "gila" woman at that pt of time.
we can laugh at this bloody thing for weeks. im serious.

yh: " omg, i just saw her kiss the bf." *can hardly contain her excitement but tries to stay calm
the camera snapped and thus the above shot.
aren't you very proud that i capture this shot to rem this historic moment forever!
hilarious shit :)
awwww, HORSE U MISSED OUT ON ALOT! :DDDD

i wish. i wish i can marry mr choco.
at least he makes me happy for a while.
before throwing me back to reality.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:57 AM

Saturday, November 18, 2006 -

Running Tap
today saw me with a nose as red as rudolph the reindeer.
with liquid flowing out occasionally.
today i dont have the ability to stay up and hit my books. crap ):
today wasn't the best among the worst days.

yesterday saw me laughing at the most retarded people in the world. :D
yesterday wanted to catch the movie Step-up. and i still believe Channing Tatum doesn't turn me on.
yesterday we bused from cine to ps to cathay and back to cine. BUT DIDNT WATCH THE SHOW IN THE END. ta-ma-de.
yesterday mich didnt wanna see her "fake good friend" at cine. (which is why we went cathay too)
yesterday yh's blister almost killed her feet. omg the distance we walked is @#$%^&*
yesterday huiyi made me look like a fool. i said craig david instead of daniel criag.
yesterday reminded me of the "salesman" at heeren.

yesterday i felt a little better than today.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:53 PM

Thursday, November 16, 2006 -

My name is Jan.
stay-homie and proud to be one.

erm, its a JELLYbean. JEANbean.
what the hell, i know.
hc, i'll whack yr ass on sat. u wait and see ah.

dorothy kwok's "My husband and i go to Las Vegas very often."
and "oh, because we go shopping in the States often." really really annoys me.
i'll give her the finger and derek will probably go *toooot" her.
*censored for mature content.

pardon me, i'm learning the fine art of swearing.

cover me in cyanide
cover me in ink
cover me in formaldehyde
and leave me here to think.
cover me in carpet
cover me in tile
cover me and evict me and put me in a file

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:00 AM

Wednesday, November 15, 2006 -

the O.C is finally back in action. :)
just watched season 4 ep 3 on youtube.

the mood for the new season started off pretty heavy and dark.
i dont like it one bit. at all.
though i dont really fancy marissa, its very true that everything feels different without her.
ryan is screwed up, trying to get revenge on volchok who's guiltstricken.
adam's of course still cute geeky boy but due to the summer-having-difficult-time-letting-go-marissa problem, the golden couple relationship is def strained.
awww, not much of adam's humour. BIG BOOO.
and and OSH KOSH BE GOSH.
saving the trees, protecting chickens, helping the homeless is now what summer roberts ever talk about! O_OOOOOO
DAMNN. whatever happen to the chic, hippy, bimbotic, sarcastic summer!?
bloody hell.
omg, please dont make me comment on her fashion sense now.

lectures at 9.30 and i'm still here blabbering nonsense at 1.30am
good job jean. hurhur.

nostalgic. nostalgic. nostalgic.

oh fuck. i hate it.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:20 AM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006 -

its like they don't know me, i don't know them.
not anymore.

i'll let myself feel everything its suppose to feel.
even if it hurts.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:17 AM

Thursday, November 02, 2006 -

HALLOWEEN/ ROSY'S BIRTHDAY NIGHT

decorations at fish&co suntec!

the hard work of fifi, tiff and shu :D
DAWN OF THE DEAD.
on a random note, i dig gory bloody shows.

the pirate bar.

the not-so-scary blind skeleton.

the note says " EXPIRED CHOCOLATES! DO NOT TAKE!"
HAHAHAHH! wtf!
singaporeans are so kiasu. see free chocolates then take.
wait till they learnt that it was expired. (:

At acid bar.

tiff, i dont know why but u seem to love doing that action ALOT.
O_OOO

okay, shu pls dont come after me!

we had lychee and strawberry margaritas and this unknow blue drinks (which was surprisingly nice).

reef purple shirt and roses for rosy!
erm ROSY = ROSES. get it?
HAHAHAHHA.

thats what i call cheeky. :D

hoho, the three purple musketeers!

jean : " aye tiff can u make a normal face?"
tiff : " okay."
VERY FUNNY TIFF. VERY FUNNY.

BOOO. i dont wanna take pic with fifi! ):
you reminded me of baby blues! haha

SHIT WHERE'S THE LIBRARY WHEN I NEED IT.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 4:22 PM