your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Friday, March 31, 2006 -

leave me alone.
i just want to be detach from this awful place.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:39 PM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006 -

lets see... mummy cooked yummy vege with fishballs soup today!
*lick lips.
it was OH VERY GOOOD :D
oh mannn, i just realised how much i miss having her yummilicious soup.
okay hi dearest mummy, i love you to bits and pieces.
so PLEASE WOULD U COOK MORE NICE NICE SOUP FOR ME?
i guess i will love u more then now.
HAHA.

all the customers are so @#$%^&*!@#$%^&*! today.
goshhh, i was pissed off to the extent that i badly wanted to point my MIDDLE FINGER AND SCREAM "TO HELL WITH YOU".
yes, im not kidding. hurhur.
ill-mannered, spoilt, rude, unappreciative guests oughta get shot.
RAH! ):
and susan just had to be there at fish&co to SOP lar.
what a perfect day to choose what!
everything just seems to be going haywired.
oh god, help us please.
WE HAVE TO HAVE TO HAVE TO PASS THIS TIME ROUND!!!
i hate it when i get put down by minor teeny weeny itsby bitsy stuffs.

get a grip jean.

why on earth do people laugh their heads off when i told them im going to name my future son/daughter JEAN JUNIOR(JR).
and i get to see the O_O look on their faces.
WHATS WRONG?!?!
now stop laughing you idiot before i break yr jaw! ):
i dont care man, bent on keeping that till i change my mind over a more unique name.
AND NO IT DOES NOT SOUND LIKE A KIDS DRINK, JO!

seee you later alligator!
:D

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:28 PM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006 -

in the last hour, i have gobbled down exactly 7 endearmints.
*dont ask me where i got them, i think i koped them frm fish&co. yeah subconsciously?!?
:D
my mouth is tired frm chewing alr.
sad to say, throughout the whole of today i bit my tongue like TWICE.
GROWLS!
you know, it fucking hurts alright.
piece of shit! WAILSSSS IN PAIN. ):
yeah like that wasnt excruciating enough, i just discoverd a BIGGGG ULCER on my bottom lip.
wahhhh.
TOTALLY made my day what.
tsk!

i should learn that people's rough edges are beautiful.
well, i could need some help?

peaceful nights like this, david tao and jay chou songs slow sad love songs never fails to be on repeat mode.
its like damn addictive though im 80% sure my mood will take a deep plunge down into the pits of darkness.
emotions. those emotions.

now where is the love?

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:03 PM

Monday, March 27, 2006 -

Cute and every thing

ahhahha.
saw this on the web and i thought it was quite amusing.
theres sth abt it that just makes me laugh.
tooo much.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:29 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006 -

impromptu sleepover at ek's hse was awesome!
haha nothing beats hanging out with that girl which totally made me LAUGH OUT LOUD (yeah, literally)
(:
rocks my socks lar.
E for E-diot.
S for S-hole.

oh yes yes, we had a horror fest frm late afternoon to night!
mini cinema theatres with ruffles chips, grape alove vera, ben&jerrys and wang wang!
*drools saliva
shows on the list: SAW 1, FINAL DESTINATION 2 and DIRTY DANCING 1.
HAHHA. okay dirty dancing was the damn extra one cause we wanna get the promotion where we rent 3 vcds for 13.50.
erm actually i wanted dirty dancing 2 but hell no, ek command that i have to watch dirty dancing 1.
it was supposedly classy.
but i thought it was kinda like those grinding sleezy dances u see in clubs.
O_O right, i mean the title explains it all huh? (:
ek really wanna kill me when i kept complaining abt their totally no-sense fashion sense.
wahhhh really wear the pants till SUPER HIGH, just below the chest.
and i was so in awed when she was pratically singing to most of the songs.
hhahaa way back to the 80's babe!
SAW 1 has a freaking good plot. though halfway thru the show i got abit lost and cant find the direction.
there will be blood! (:
loves the show.
final destination super exciting. couldnt sit in my seat properly!
hahha but they actually censored all the gruesome scenes!
WAILS.
ek totally freak the shit out and forbids me to watch the deleted scenes.
WHY WHY WHY!

whenever i think of ek's dad, i can hear his really cute, high pitch laughter resounding in my head!
HAHAHHAHA.
gosh, its like stuck in my head. i cant help stop laughing!
damnnit, my stomach is hurting! :D
okay ek can i record yr daddy's laughter in my phone for future records purposes?

yeahh and we got nice bak ku teh soup for dinner!
with the 10-bucks-worth-a-bottle of black soya sauce to go along with it.
it was THUMBS UP! SLURPPPPPPPPPPPPPPSSSSSSSSSS.
(:
her maid is a pretty good coook leh. i jealous lar.
tsktsk.

we are morbid and sadist friends.
we enjoy watching happy tree friends and joecartoons.
we like to see all the bloood and gory stuffs. *this is really insane but its true.
we are potential pyschopath killers.

i would very much like to open up my pea brain and do some tests on it.
yeah when i die maybe?

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:49 PM

Friday, March 24, 2006 -

amazing how sher's zara shopping bag got stolen by this bitch in coffee bean just mins after she bought it.
amazing how enmin was sitting opp her all the time and didnt realise that the bag was stolen.
amazing how she actually called me just to scream "JEAN MY SHOPPING BAG GOT STOLEN!!!"
omg, i do have weird friends after all.
(:
what a queer world.

im like having OC marathon right now.
im taking a break after watching ep8.
right right, i can totally feel myself getting into the seth-crazy mood.
but i just cant help it man!
SETH/ADAM IS OH-SO-FREAKING-CUTE TO THE POWER OF INFINITY!
:DDDDD
*beams
his jokes are so corny that nobody bothers to laugh at him.
and tgt with summer they make such a sweet and funny couple. tralala.
hhaha i really love the bimbo-ness in summer!
oh my her body language, expressions and words can make me laugh nonstop.
tooo much!

WHAT THE HELL.
HOW CAN THOSE CONTESTANTS ACTUALLY EAT THE MIXTURE THAT CONTAINS THIS FAT DISGUSTING RAT THAT IS BLENDED.
yucks. fear factor just gross the shit out of me.
whatever man.
another random entry.
seee how i jump frm one point to another?
jesus christ man, the wonders of erm.... jean's brain?
O_O

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:45 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006 -

whats death?
what do I know about death?
its like im being so numb to it that it has become a part of me.
i no longer feel shocked, taken aback when it hits me right smack in the face unexpectedly.
guess all i do is give a sigh and accept the damn fate.

POOOF and then you disappear frm my world.
till today, im still working my way to attainment of coldbloodedness.
slow and steady.
so near yet so far.
but i know i will make it.
and i wont cry for you no more.

im not okay. im not fucking okay.

right, dont tell me all those shit that everything will turn out fine.
and all will return to normal crap.
i dont take that at all.
you and i jolly well know very clear that its bloody not true.
cause things has took a 360 degrees change frm here.
we are not going back to how and where we use to be.

i miss you gran.
i'll still love you more tomorrow.
and you will be here with me still.
this i promise.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:46 PM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006 -

PURPLE IS THE NEW PINK OKAY!

my sudden obsession with purple is so strong its scaring me.
i just keep looking out for purple clothes, acessories and stuffs.
"OH MY GOD, I SEE PURPLE!" is my most said sentence now.
:D *flashes a million dollar smile.
and guess what im going to dye my hair dark purple SOON.
hip hip hurray!

i reckon that random window shopping ends up more fruitful than planned shopping outings.
well, at least to me and boonie. hahaha.
i know boon will totally agree. (:
she hates it how she will always end up getting clothes when going random shopping with me.
ohhh man, pls dont hate me!
right and did i mention that she got all her THREEE GUESS tops today!!!

O_O

*stunned for words. silence for 1 min.

omg, i really admire her courage to enter her pin no at the cashier.
if its me, my hands will most prob be super shaky okay. and spent the rest of the day looking at the numbers (which is less than 3 digits) in the bankbook and weep like theres no tml.
wahhh heart pain leh.
budget buddies for the next week or so. (:

screw it. i really love the Guess bling bling top.
retro rave is hitting me again! :D
how now brown cow lar?
boohooo.
and boonie, the pink berms are freaking cute okay!

theres no work tml means i get to sleep in late.
oh yes man, just the thought of it makes me wanna jump into bed now!
wahhhhh. ZzZZzZzz.
and ek's and mad's common tests are over!
TO HELL WITH THOSE PAPERS.
its party time! :D
yh's and sher's paper ends tml so good luck to u guys though i know u wont be reading this in time.
hahaa. gosh i can barely wait to meet up with those babes, the clique and nienies.
*jumps ard excitedly (:

thats it man.
im going to catch up on my beauty sleep!
panda rings are starting to appear. i can sense it.

i'll never go out off style on you.
nothing really feels the way you do.
nothing is this world could ever make me look as good,
when you fit me like you do.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:53 PM

Monday, March 20, 2006 -

have you ever loved somebody so much i made u cry?
have you ever needed something so bad you cant sleep at night?

purple! PURPLE!
boon told me that bishan ran out of purple hairdyes ):
its alright, theres always taka! YAY!
:D
i shall go check out tml.
thats what we do when we dont have enough cash to go to the salon to do our pathetic hair.
tskkkk!
yeahh boon go and try to striking BLUEEEE this holiday season! its time for something real bold :D

you know what, i gave up finding vans slip ons in spore.
its like very few places sell them and its really limited designs.
i just get so upset looking for them. ): *sulks
so i got hc to get my vans frm new york!
hhaha yeah shes going like this wed.
wowww i cant wait lar, i do hope that they have more funkaeee designs and colours there!
but where is that hc?
hmmm shes not online and i need to tell her abt the shoes.
for the whole of today i have been locating retail shops that sells vans in new york city.
im so glad that yahoo maps exists. (:
and now, i feel like i have been to every shop in nyc.
esp around st marks place. cause that girl will only go to shops near her hotel.

YO QUIERO MY VANS SLIPON!
YO QUIERO MY VANS SLIPON!
YO QUIERO MY VANS SLIPON!

okay, what the hell.
im so highhhh now.

dear god, pls let hc find nice vans slipons in nyc and bring back to poor jean.
AMEN.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:32 PM

its so weird to be slacking at home on a monday morning.
hmmm. it must be the moday blues.
*wonders (:
its like i feel so ...off and detached frm the world?!?!
OH WELLS.

will u faint if i say im going to take a NAP right now?
HAHAHAHAHHAA.
yeahh i mean a MORNING NAP.
:D
seriously, my eyes are hurting like shit and i can hardly open them.
god damnnit.
urghhhhhh.
lack of sleeepppp.

right so i'll pop by later or sth.
dont miss me guys!
tralalala (:

oh oh!!! i finally caught final destination 3 yest!
i know im really slow in catching but who cares.
overall i thinks its not bad. just that i think final destination 1 plots the death in much cooler way. rocks more.
huhhh aiyar i dont know how to explain alr.
what the fish.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:26 PM

Saturday, March 18, 2006 -

oh fcuk, i miss Pearl Harbour on channel 5 just now.
):
wahhhhh, how can i forget to watch! tsk!
stupid jean.

had lunch with tiff and yunqian at carl's junior today after the course.
i reckon i might have divided loyalties after all.
MOS BURGER used to be my favourite.
but im afraid CARL'S JUNIOR will soon overtake and ranked no 1 in my list!
hahaha (:
wowwww, the serving size is like H U G E.
u heard me? I SAID HUGE.
seriously, my mouth cannot open so wide. so i ate it in erm... parts?
though its more pricey than other places, definitely worth the $$$$
:D
and i like their packaging and logo too! STAR!
the way they pack their burgers is very considerate.
you wont have to dirty yr hands unnecesarily (:
ROCKS.
when i attempt to kope the food order card thingy, tiff and yunqian were highly amused okay.
wth. im like providing free entertainment for them
THE BEEF CHILLI FRIES LOOOKS DAMN MOUTHWATERING.
if i take beef i would have tried it!

staff meeting at 830 tml.
GROWLS. i bet the managers are going to be late again lor.
right means i have to be there by 815.
means i have to leave hse at 745.
which indirectly means i have to get out of bed at 715.
WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT?

hell.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:44 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006 -

the nienie has a MAJOR ISSUES with MY OVER ABUNDANCE HAIR.e*as much as i wanna donate it or put it up for auction, its not exactly working.
):
dont yr ever dare to discriminate pple with alot of hair okay!
yr hair actally protects yr damn sculp and brains.
SO APPRECIATE YR HAIR DUDES!
hahaa.

and they claims that i will live longer and die the last among the 3 of us.
and why is that so?

JUST CAUSE I HAVE TOOO MUCH HAIR!!!! *okay at least more than them
its really rubbish! haha (:
thats like so unfair alright!
gin says the ageing process takes MORE to cover.
omg, really laughing like no tml!
crazy people gone wild.

we decided that if we become spinsters, we will live tgt under one roof.
hahhaa, actually i dont mind. i think it will be really interesting and fun.
i mean just look at Friends! :D
what a exciting and adventurous life. loves it.
JENNIFER ANNISTON ROCKS!(:

annie and me is so not bringing hot guys home, gin!
i bring back beggars for u okay?
deal? yes deal!

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:41 PM

HELLO WORLD!
guess where am i!!! haha GUESS GUESS (:

*drum rolls.
im at the national library!
oh mann, i feel so freaking intelligent okay. maybe abit nerdy tooo.
sad thing, i cant find my Sarah Waters book!
its getting on my nerves cause i have been searching for it at all the different libraries!

national library wireless network is kinda cool
the signal strenght is like EXCELLENT. hahah (:
speed like shit though.
and my laptop's batt is officially dying in 2.07 hours.
can cheers for me alr.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee im going off to read my book!

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 7:07 PM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006 -

yihan makes a potential efficient gatherings organiser!
like seriously leh.
u know she actually went to the market in the morning to get the food. ALONE.
even bought the sambal chilli frm the stall auntie where she got the stingrays from.
ONE MAN SHOW.
everything also provided lar.
sausages, crabmeat, BACON!, sotong, STINGRAYS, SATAY, marshmellows, potatoes, chicken wings, drinks, cutlery, utensils.
and the stingray was really well liked! loves it.
but abit too spicy for me to take. i thought i had sausaged-lips. HAHA (:
the function room was airconed too! that is a pretty major point to take note of considered majority of the clique just cannot survive the heat and humidity.
ermm i think im one of them
:D
oh! and the bbq pit is like electrical griller that kind.
SO PRO! spare us so much trouble okay.
fire was really STRONG AND CONSISTENT so our food cook very fast. (:
yihan this kind of funky pple, condo also so funky lor. hahha.
she told us that the bbq was her treat and didnt have to pay her any money.
goshhhh, thats really awwwwwwww sweet of her.
considering how much effort she put in the whole gathering frm organising it to.... err implementing it!?! (:
ROCKS MAN.
only thing was i couldnt tap into her house wireless networks! tooo much. tsk!

anw, jane is damn super hilarious.
i think she was the joke of the night or sth.
her reaction was really slower than normal human beings by a few notch.
she was asked to pass the SATAY in front of her.
however she only response after say 5 secs and her actiooonnnnnnn wassssss slowwwwwwwww.
wait till u hear the best part.
she took the OTAH INSTEAD OF THE SATAY!
" people mental breakdown after a few weeks of studying. mine a few days. "
omggg, really laugh until i wanna die.
" i knew u will say that so i didnt bring alot of money."
when yihan said shes treating us this gathering.
HAHAHAHAHA :D
plus she started the catch-the-marshmellow-with-yr-mouth game with songyi.
there was so many wasted marshmellows on the floor!
wowwww, we were so HIGHHHHH! :D
i caught one successfully! *looks proud.
right, when we were talking abt buying birks online. she got real excited man.
starting coming up with the idea that one day after common tests go someone hse to settle it.
told her that buy online got much more unique colours and she goes "really! okay okay! i go and check tonight then i tell u okay!"
totally sounds like a small kid who just receive a new toy :D
hmmm im just really glad that jane came today.
i miss catching up with her! there so much laughter when she's present (:
that old familiar feeling is back. great.

and i met up with songyi and jowei too! (:
hadnt seen them for a long time man. so it was really GOOD!
hapy happy HAPPY.
sorry for the limited vocabulary but i really cant find another better word than plain happy.
i know its such a primary sch word. aiyar dont care.
hahaa.
i failed my spelling bee in primary six.

and as usual i had alot of stupid photos.
): theres even with me looking like i wanna commit suicide okay.
what the hell!
okay, from now im going to be serious alr.
NO MORE UNGLAM SHOTS JEAN. NO MORE!

today was one of the day that made me believe my life was not that dull and pathetic.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:56 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006 -

dearest boonie i couldnt find yr mr ezlink at my house condo.
it has officially went missing in action.
the security guards said they didnt see mr ezlink lying around lost and lonely.
awwww ):
i feel totally sorry for mr ezlink okay.
poor girl, my condolences.
cheer up dude! :D

sometimes i really wished MS server was down.
secretly wish.
so that everyone cannot play! YEAHHH BABY.
its so fcuking crowded in the channel cause it was the march hols if u didnt realise.
rahhhhhhhh.
to hell to those who ks low level characters like me.
SUCKERS.
): oh whatever, im going to find a nice book to read.
haha im so intellectual. its so amazing im actually going to read a book O_O

AND I STILL HAVENT TRANSFER MY SONGS AND PICS FRM THE @#$%^&*!@#$ DEKTOP TO MR JAY!
whose fault?

ROUTER. DAMN.

right chill it jean.
breathe in. breathe out.

but on a lighter note, theres clique bbq tml at yihan's place!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD
whooohooooo.
bbq= i can cook *provided i dont poison them
so its HIP HIP HURRAY. (:
maybe i should aspire to be chef after all.
i can cook my life away. huhhh!?!
gpsh, cant wait to see them.
IM EXCITED. HEEE :D

one day of work just drains my energy away.
bye people.
dont miss me, i know u will (:

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:16 PM

Sunday, March 12, 2006 -

singaporeans are actually quite into IT gadgets and stuffs.
like the IT Show 2006. goodness, there were so many walking humans! O_O
i was totally greeted by the many brochures frm nec, canon, isus, toshiba, acer, kingston and blah BLAH BLAH when i toook the escalator up.
my poor eyes were so confused, didnt know where to look.
awwww, it must have been a hard day for u.

BUT I GOT MY NEW ACER LAPTOP ANW! (:
plain happiness. unbelivable.
my cousin slash the price frm 1898 to 1720!
hmm thats quite a big diff. POWER BARGAINING SKILLS.
i thought my day will turn out great....
but hell no.

i got reminded of my sappy and rock favourite tunes in my desktop.
and my precious snapshots too!
):
how am i going to transfer them to the laptop!?!
HOW HOW PLEASE GOD TELL ME HOW.
*sulks.
theres like no cd burner in the desktop. and it bloody hell cant detect the thumbdrive!
can i scream f***?
i hate the desktop.
i love the laptop.

like thats not enough huh.
the network was so busy that i couldnt even configure the router!
my head is actually hurting cause of this.
mentally exhausting okay.
right im not going to try to work it out today.
TOO MUCH TOO SOON.

oh whatever man.
maplestory is taking such a long time to dl.
booohooo ):

MR JAY is my dearest laptop.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:26 PM

Friday, March 10, 2006 -

I HEART GIN AND ANNIE BABES multiply by 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000 times!
:D
though its just a short lunch meet up, it was enjoyable and nice.
loves it. great!
oh! plus we updated our neoprint collections.
i shall let the neos do the talking....

-WARNING : may cause excessive laughter resulting in fatal death-

HAHHAHAHAHHA!
look at the darn funkaeee hair. whoohooo:D
its so damn cutesy okay.
punk rockers in the house, yo!
*gosh, neorpints machines functions are getting so amusing and cool. its like u can actually use this tool to spike yr hair. theres one where u can enlarge yr eyes and mouth even!

WAHH I TOTALLY DIG THAT SHADES!!! (:
omg, check our gin's nostrils.
it must have been hell of a big sneeeeze. AHHHH CHOOOOOOO!
and what is that bloody thingy on my head!?! must be that stupid annie put one.

having a dressed up party!
oh goddd, i realise that gin's mask fits her PERFECTLY! hahha
introducing you our very own COMMUNIST! *looks at annie.
seriously that girl just CANNOT TAKE NORMAL PHOTOS.
dont believe? you will regret right.
scroll down to see the evidence. (:

THIS IS MY OWN PERSONAL FAV!
holyyyy crap, annie's pose and expression is like CLASSIC.
(:
super hilarious shit! i cant stop laughing!

alright, thats enough neos for the day.
i will show u guys the rest tml or sth.
its bad for the faint-hearted! hahha (:
annie bought her Vans shoes toooo!
quite coool i would say.
now, where is my Vans Slip Ons?!?!?
ARGHHHHHHHH !@#$%^&*(

at ps i saw Derrick, that project superstar guy! like AGAIN.
his hair is no longer botak, growing back.
hmmm thats goood. (:
but wait, i thought he's still in army?!?!?
okay, whatever lar. i dont really care.

you know that hc was being such a asshole/moron/idiot just now.
*take yr pick :D
cause she couldnt decide if she wanna eat pastamania anot.
then she wanted to have ice cream. 10 secs later, she was ordering me to get her an ice cream.
couldnt decide if she shld have lollipops or lackerol.
gooodness, she is so driving me to my grave! fickleminded woman!
tsk tsk.......

mummy came home with a tablet PC this afternoon!
the company gave it to her free?!?!
RUBBISH LOR. like that also can!
some ulu brand called Ladder, i never hear before.
but im somehwat fascinated lar. (: cause touchscreen what.
ooooh, exciting baby!
say bye to my lousy and screwed up desktop. LALALA.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:48 PM

Thursday, March 09, 2006 -

eeeeee, i dont like the new organices shampoo.
):
i want the Lavenus one back!!!
its weird when i smell different.
oh well, im like in the complaining-whining-bitch mood now.
can just go on whining and complaining abt every single shit around me.
u guys had better be mentally prepared eh.

received a msg frm best duddy just now.
it was really sweet and loving i would say :D
that indescribable feeling u get when someone just drop a note to see how u are doing and make sure u dont forget her prescence (tsk tsk, yh i bet only u do that).
its f***king awesome.
obviously in my memory i still remembered you toot.
oh right GOOD LUCK FOR YR GP PAPER TML!
(:
dont let me down huh, cause i transfered all my powers to u alr.
i miss you duddy! :D *beams
*better be proud, i actually announce to everyone i miss u. now thats very rare.

hc and i both agree that Canada is such a cool country to live in.
that girl wants to migrate there. and so do i.
we are like totally imagining it in our heads right now.
*dreams (:
my house will be build with glass panels only.
i just have this thing for glashouses! heh (:
it will be by the exotic secluded beach and my private yatch.
tanning out at the beach is what we will do all day long.
WAHHH, my perfect lifestyle.
:D
guess what does hc wants in her hse?
she just needs a bloody fireplace, gf and dog!?!? hahhaa wth.
and never ever address me by 'ah teo' in canada.
everyone is just going to HUHHHHHHHHH and stare at me.

seriously, i cant stop dreaming.

lifehouse is so addictive.
my daily dosage is insufficient.

and i dont know why i cant take my eyes off of u.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:04 PM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006 -

actually potong pasir isnt as far as i thought.
its only a 8mins ride frm dhoby ghaut.
so i was really really early okay! to think i kept rushing, worried i'll be late.
wah i reach there at THREE O'CLOCK! too much.
i was kinda lost, like macs was nowhere in sight!

but nevertheless, being the brave and courageous jean, i managed to meet up with dearest ek unharmed. (:
hehh. arent u proud of me?
hahha. and oh oh! halfway my earphones died on me lor!
now, only side is working and the other side is officially nonexistant. wth.
anw, thats not the point.
cause i swear ek is one of the funniest people alive in this planet called earth.
awww babe, dont be sad. im truly happy to see u too though erm i was obviously denying :D

well, i finally start to see why all of us have been taking maths since primary one.
how maths is actually so important in our academic studies and daily life.
it all boils down to equations and venn diagrams! (:

A=B
B=C
A+C= mathematical error
AHHAHHAHAH :D
secret code between ek and i, right?
the equations make perfect sense.
darn, blogger should have drawing tools so i can show off my drawing talents.
booohooo, i would have drawn a nice ABC venn diagram!
stupid blogger, RAH! ):

okay we DID STUDY.
like STUDY ABIT. (:
aye means still got study what!
omg, i just got reminded that ek thought Final D was Inital D part 2 when it was suppose to mean Final Destination!
its damn freaking funny!
wah lao i burst out laughing and i almost fell off the macs chair!
one hilarious shit. (:

ahhhh, damnnit!
that piece of ek/egg toook alot of stupid shots of me.
(yeah, her camera reacts like at lightning speed. we have a love hate relationship)
i think its going to be the end of world for me.
cause few wks down the road, i can be expected to see those unglam shots on mich's and ek's msn display pic.
hmmm u mean i didnt tell u guys?!
they are currently having a DISPLAY PIC WAR. where u steal the other party's UGLY SHOTS and post them up.
professional photo stealers i tell u. holyshit.

but nevermind, i wont give up taking photos!
:D
how can anyone not like it? i mean its so highly entertaining and high (HUH?!?!)

right right.
I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS :D

fuck piece of shit, my toenail just broke off!
YELP! ):
and dont u dare say i have no toenails to begin with.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:44 PM

When you have to look away,
When you don't have much to say,
That's when I love you, I love you, just that way.

To hear you stumble when you speak,
Or see you walk with two left feet.
That's when I love you, I love you endlessly.
And when you mad when you lost a game,
Forget I'm waiting in the rain.
Baby I love you, I love you anyway.

Cause here's my promise made tonight.
You can count on me for life,
Cause that's when I love youwhen nothing you do can change my mind.
The more I learn, the more I love, the more my heart cant get enough.
That's when I love you, when I love you no matter what.

So when you turn to hide your eyes,
Cause the movie made you cry,
That's when I love you, I love you a little more each time.

And when you cant quite match your clothes,
Or when you laugh at your own jokes.
That's when I love you, I love you more than you’ll know.
And when you forget that we had a date,
Or that look that you give when you show up late,
Baby I love you, I love you anyway.

sweet song (:
anw, i better start packing my bag!
if not i'll be late to meet ek and she is so going to chop of my head.
for yr info, i have to go potong pasir lar!
SO DAMN FAR!

shit lar, BYE!

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:31 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006 -

all thanks to oscar awards on channel 5, they bloody postponed Desperate Housewives to nxt mon.
hell of a irritating man! ):
SULKS.
no Eva Longoria for a WEEEEEK?!
oh god, i dont know if i can survive that long.
latino and spanish babes can be so freaking droolicious hot. haha (:

anw, ek huilin better take out all yr daniel wu and jay chou posters now!!!!
STARE AT THEM AND MAKE SURE DEEP DOWN FRM YR HEART U ADORE THEM.
:D
hahhahahah *winks.
my day was totally awful but what u said cant make me stop laughing!
stupid fool!

i wonder hows their 'maplestory camp' going.
imagine 3 people side by side looking so intensely into their laptop screens with their fingers dancing on the keyboards in the wee hours of the morning.
omg, its so comical. AHHAA.

i've been thinking of a safe place to have the tattoo.
away from my parent's vision.
in fact, everyone's vision.
only for my private eye to admire to be exact.
and the first thing that came to my mind was the butt!
what rubbish lar.

my mum says i smells like a fish. and very fishy indeed.
O_O
EEEEEWWWW.
huh, do i really smell like a damn fish?
*sniffs my shirt.
right, no comments so im off to take a bath.

LALALA.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:46 PM

Saturday, March 04, 2006 -

thats the way uh hur uh hur,
i like it uh hur uh hur.
:D
saturdays are the best days of the week where i realise that 'oh i may have a life after all'.
totally rocks my world.

my brilliant mum thinks i have psychic powers . like hidden within me.
she made me go to the tao payoh Popular to search for this cookery book lar.
and the best thing is, there's no mention of the bloody title and author?!?!
like WOWWW, boon and i were like looking for a needle in a haystack can.
how to find it when all we know is that its suppose to be a cook book abt chinese food.
i ended up empty handed and got real fascinated by this particular cook book abt EGGS alone.
really HUHHHH right? whatever.

headed down to fcuk at tangs then.
boon got her 'lucky as fcuk' black top!
she was one happy-tralala girl (:
well, i couldnt take my eyes off the 'hot as fcuk' one. but nonono, im going to be budget buddy.
lets all save $$$$ for the rainy days yeah.

received a call frm hc so we went down to far east Primitive Art shop.
omg, it was insanely crowded i tell u.
shi and hc were confirming the designs of their tattoos.
and i was really O_O when i heard that each of their tattoos cost 600 and 900 plus respectively.
thats a hell lot of money! crazy.
hmmm paying others to get poke yr skin with needles. sounds wrong to me huh.
but OUCHHHHH, jean is terribly afraid of needles.
my legs will be like jelly and start wobbling. *shivers ):
aye, i MAY (theres the parent and money issues involved) consider getting a small tattoo on the back of my neck on my 21st birthday.
hey its my 21st birhday after all! its a huge thing for me.

went to eat chicken rice after that, cause there were 2 hungry monsters.
OOOPPPS *looks away.
sher came shortly after getting her new hockey stick.
she looks really shag and tired frm training. plus she was carrying 3bags?! pooor thing.
anw we figured out that we are a bunch of fickleminded assholes who just likes to sit at cafes to talk rubbish and drink coffee.
seriously, i bet no other pple can beat us in that.
we wanted to play pool at cine but unfortunately there was a queue.
so we wrote down our names, waiting for our turn.
after aimlessly waiting for say 30 mins, we got super bored and cancelled our names.
cause we decided to try out luck at the pool place at somerset.
but apparently we walked out of cine and headed to the bus stop.
and all of a sudden, we just decided to head home?!?!
TSK! LIKE WHAT RUBBISH IS THIS CAN?
like i dunno whats happening, 2 mins later we decide to go have coffee at starbucks?!?!
HAHAHAHAHHAH! its damn spontaneous can.
our priority is going to cafes to slack rather than going home!
*take note at this period of time, all of us were somewhat high!
like on ecstacy like that. kept screaming and shouting on the road like mentally unstable pple.

oh right, i met SORRY-I-FORGOT-WHATS-HER-NAME ex fish&co staffs working at starbucks! :D
its great to see her again. one of the few who was very nice to me when i started working.
she treat me to mocha ice blended and hot latte though i kept refusing.
oh man, shes such a sweet friend but i actually cannot rem her name.
freak, i feel so awfully bad! ):
darn jean, you oughta get shot.
BANG BANG!

what a weird day...
our talking subjects revolves ard 3 things today.
firstly, maplestory maplestory and MORE MAPLESTORY.
omg, can u believe that they actually came up with a 'maplestory camp' at hc's hse this mon.
its scary how obsessed they can get over this. too much!
secondly, tampons and pad. this is highly entertaining.
we even debate abt which brand is the best.
ulitmately modess wins the most no of votes. hahha.
and im really amazed how hc can stuff that tampon down there!
i mean doesnt it hurts or something? YUCKS!
lastly, sherilyn's small eyes and eyelids.
we were examining her eyes the whole time and concluded that her eyes are sunken in (compared to mine) instead of portruding out.
plus her eyelids are almost insignificant!
seee we have good analyse skills (:

WAH i need my comfy bed right now!
so bye people!

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:41 PM

Thursday, March 02, 2006 -

alright, today was a good day well spent.(:
caught BIG MOMMA'S HOUSE 2! hahahha
its like uber fcuking hilarious.
and oh-so-adorable andrew who enjoys climbing up to high places and jump down(?!?!) falling flat on his face really cracked me up big time!
gosh, he even ate sand and scotchbrite sponge! O_O
considering the fact that i havent step into a theatre for close to 2 mths (yes, i know its pathetic. dont rub it in) i think this show was pretty worth the money.
yeah, NO ONE MESS WITH BIG MOMMA'S KIDS :D

then we just went random window shopping ard town.
sad to say, there isnt any nice new dunks that captured my attention.
nor is the new fcuk season goood. it was disappointing. ):
discovered a pretty retro bag at far east too.
you know, im so into the retro mood. loves it (:
but i saw the funky esprit white jacket again!!! omg, i so wanna get it but its so going to burn a hole in my pocket.
wah lao, sucks lar. RAH RAH.
unless u ever used up/withdrawn 1200 bucks at one time frm yr bank acct, i dont think u are in any position to talk to me abt being thrifty and all.
i can imagine my heart breaking into a 101 pieces.
piang piang *glass shattering.

i hate it when im so hesitant.
esp when it comes to shopping.
bloody hell, jean.

anw, A level chinese results was out alr.
and ek huilin got a freaking A1!!!
A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 A1 leh! hahha
good job babe, im proud of yr achievement *beams
so i assume u are going to treat me soon right?

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:43 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006 -

poor kenneth broke the dry mop handle by accident today.
and so he had to pay 5 bucks for that.
its only his first week at work and such incidents happen.
oh god, he must have felt pretty tramautised huh.
but, im still wondering how he manage to break that thick plastic handle?!?!
POWER MAMA. :D

front of house staffs all agrees that im actually very gullible and easily fooled.
sheila constantly bluffs me that i keyed in the wrong order or the wrong table no.
oh yes, take note i used the word CONSTANTLY. tsk.
till today, im still believing every word she says.
fifi scared the hell out of me when she said i was scheduled to work at 10 when i stroll into the restaurant at 1130.
and just today, angel went to hide my bag! she was so freaking fast lar.
i just turned ard to talk to rosy for say 5 secs. then i turned back to my locker and POOF MY BAG WAS MISSING.
eventually i found it on the pantry ice cream freezer. wth. what a place to hide. haha.
they are really a bunch of sly and cunning people.
wahhh, i must really be on my guard.

the world out there is dark black. trust no one but yrself.

anw i went ikea shopping with my parents just now.
omg I MISS THE CHOCOLATE TRUFFLES THERE!!!
:DDDDDDDDDDD
:))))))))))))))))))))))))
fullstop enough said.

okay, i know its still god damn early to say this.
but GREAT SINGAPORE SALE IS REALLY WORTH LOOKING FORWARD TO.
im like counting down. hahha fine im just kidding.
sighh, where's my retail therapy? ):

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:33 PM