your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?
Sunday, April 29, 2007 -
Sesame Streets
took the afternoon off to finish editing the HR movie.
i must say, its a huge load off my shoulders. PHEW. :)
but it was loads of fun!
say hello to our dearest BENNY RABBIT aka THE ASSASSIN.
LOL.
omg, the whole movie is like 75.4 MB o_OOOOO
the whole week was shit to the max.
and i can forsee it will be carried forward through this month. ):
its those bits and pieces here and there that rolls into one big freaking snowball, landing right smack in my face.
so thankyouverymuch huh. KNS.
it's funny how much people can change in a matter of weeks.
they bring you higher than before, and leave you there feeling high and dry.
you know, i think sometimes you forget where the heart is.
but i know i've a heart cause i can feel it breaking apart.
i certainly have no idea how you do what you do, but damn you sure got me dumbfounded.
come on, somebody give me some courage.
jeanthemean cried her heart out at 7:28 PM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007 -
Call it karma earlier on, i was listening to my ipod when i had a sudden urge to listen to Lately by stevie wonder. but well, i figured i should just finish the current song first since it was on shuffle mode. and osh kosh be gosh, just as i was scrolling through my playlist for Lately, the song played on my ipod! it happens that the next song on shuffle mode was Lately! HOW FREAKY CAN THIS GET. o_OOOOO
like i said, those emotions can really fcuked you up, don't they?
i'm going to speak at a very minimum level. been there, done that.
damn, those muscles are so gonna ache tml. i can feel it.
jeanthemean cried her heart out at 11:53 PM
Saturday, April 21, 2007 -
daniel tan, together with MA, killed my pathetic brain in the morning. all that CMR, CMU and numbers gave me major headaches. i thought i got everything figured out but he says something and then my mind goes blank. bloody hell. oh oh! HE STOOD ON THE TABLE JUST TO ADJUST THE CLOCK 10 MINS BACK, TO PUNISH THE LATECOMERS. hell yes, in front of like 80 students. LOL i was busy snapping shots of it caused he looked amusing. but hyun got caught for taking photos and was made to destroy the evidence. that poor guy! wahaha.
lunch at megabites. queensway with vish, bento, banana and emmy. fussy vish got for himself a casual jansport backpack to dump his kalya stuffs. HAHAHA. we all kind of decided to cook dinner together at banana's place! headed off to jelita cold storage to do some grocery shopping. which i have no idea how it went up to 45 odd bucks?!
bento fried the harshbrowns beautifully! :D and i cooked my own "rojak spaghetti" for the pigs who are basically vish, emmy and banana. i chopped the onions and garlic, slice the tomatoes, mushrooms, corn and cucumber, boiled the brocolli. well, i told you it was rojak didnt i? why the hell is there brocolli and cucumber in spaghetti! i love the prego mushroom pasta sauce! rocks my world. :)))) hmm, lets just say my "rojak spaghetti" turned out pretty decent. LOL i dont remember seeing disgusted looks on their faces after having their first mouth. :))))) singles out there, bento make a promising chef, he's up for grab!
seriously, i never knew playing Heart Attack was that physically draining. ZOMG LA, THANKS TO VISH AND POON MY HANDS WERE ALL RED FROM ALL THAT SLAPPING. banana was on the lookout for the capital B and capital C taboo words. there were ocassional doubtful stares and punches on the back! HAHA. throughout the night, emmy had great time pinching vish in whatever place possible. its just your luck, vish. :) bento seems to be keeping his cool, but deep down he's actually the most scheming one! tsktsk! you bet, my ears are oh so polluted now with that poon and his hokkien dialect. damn cheater, keep trying to grab others hand down. i curse you rabies!
wahhhh, i need to drop on my bed. NOW.
shit, why do i keep forgetting to preorder my guitar hero 2. ARGH.
jeanthemean cried her heart out at 11:31 PM
Thursday, April 12, 2007 -
sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. and when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. the world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. we can only lie to ourselves for so long. we are tired, we are scared, and denying it doesn't change the truth. sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world, head on, guns blazing...
denial. it's not just a river in Egypt. it's a freaking ocean. so how do you keep from drowning in it? tell me about it aye.
ah fuck it.
jeanthemean cried her heart out at 11:40 PM
Tuesday, April 10, 2007 -
You're crashing but you're no wave. the day has been...heartwrenching, and mindboggling. but that slow afternoon walk in the light rain did clear a little space in the corners of my mind. it's always nice to feel raindrops falling on my bare skin. however, it's being very hard on my nose. i feel like i'm still in a constant state of semi unconsciousness. oh wells. to hell with the freaking cold. to hell with the pills thats so NOT effective in chasing my cold away. and sorethroat, bring it on. i couldn't care less anymore.
when fate comes into play, choice sometimes goes out the window. maybe Romeo and Juliet were fated to be together, but just for a while. and then their time passed. if they could have known that beforehand, maybe it all would have been okay. love is about choices. it's about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending... most of the time. and sometimes, despite all your best intentions, fate wins anyway.
if Juliet was stupid enough to fall for the enemy. drink a bottle of poison. and go to sleep in a mausoleum. then she deserved everything she got.
whoever said 'What you don't know can’t hurt you,' was a complete and total moron.
the dating, the friends and the family, if you ask me, it's all overrated.
p.s: on a happier note, after travelling to msia and japan alr, mr ipod charger's next destination is london.
I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.
(i hope my entry looks less emo now.)
jeanthemean cried her heart out at 11:05 PM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007 -
C-C-C-Cinnamon lips
for now, Peter Petrelli and Claire Bennett are my motivation to chiong home and watch Heroes.
i still have like 9 more eps to go, baby! :DDDD
wheeee!
my 11 year old sister and i had a "emo talk" just now.
sister: "aye da jie, do u listen to My Chemical Romance?"
me: "err, yeah i do."
sister: "orh hor, means you are EMO KID!!!" *eyes big like marbles
me: "WHAT!? WHO TELL YOU ONE?"
sister: "I read the straits time and they say people who listen to My Chemical Romance are emo kids. My teacher told us that emo kids slash themselves with penknives, keys and scissors!"
me: "oh please that's nonsense. you can't be emo kids just by listening to them and emo kids doesn't equals to slashing yr wrists! your teacher is total shit! DO YOU EVEN KNOW WHATS EMO?!"
sister: "oh, very emotional la!" *answered with such confidence.
me: "NOOOOO. emo is like......*pause for 5 secs. aiya, you won't get it anyway."
sister: "haha, you're still an emo kid!"
me: o_OOOOO *rolls my eyes.
it's amazing what primary school teachers teach the kids during lessons now, isn't it?
omg, my sister is even more deranged and deluded.
jeanthemean cried her heart out at 11:26 PM
We're at the top of the world,
you and I.
We've got alot of time
and it sure feels right.
Cause you reached in your pocket
and pulled out a pass
that says you can take me anywhere.
American pie: The Naked Mile made me disgusted and slightly uneasy in my stomach.
basically, its just sex, naked women, high school guys with burning desires and MORE SEX.
really total crap! O_OOO
but but, i chanced upon a nice Juliana Theory song.
:)))))
jeanthemean cried her heart out at 1:34 AM
Sunday, April 01, 2007 -
You just got Punk'd.
err yeah, HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY. thank god, no one pulled any major pranks on me today. :) tml marks the start of my semester again @#$%^&*!@#$%^&*! i'll barely have qualilty time to be deluded and deranged anymore. that's so unfair. anyhows, i have to wake at freaking 7 to hand over yh's harddrive and collect lecture notes in school. how come i keep having this feeling i'll oversleep. O_O hell no, i can't afford that! now, i had better move my lazy big ass off my chair to my bed and catch up on my sleep.
to end the night, here's a treat for you.
the most beautiful video i've ever seen in a long while. :))))))) oh yes, thats Cancer by My chemical romance.
