your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007 -

you knew what you were doing to me,
and i guess I was too blind to see.
well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad.
but I'd do it again to relive what we had
Damn thats sad.
if you call me today,
i'll say that Im fine.
but I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice,
its just a lie.
you knew what you had
you still walked away leaving me in this mess.
my love for you is deep and meaningless.
i am having panic attacks. -__-


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:55 PM

Saturday, February 24, 2007 -



HAHHAAAAA
for your info, i still cant remember my pin no to my debit card.
heheh :)))))))
i know, even i want to slap myself.
maybe i should learn from him starting from 000001, 000002....

thanks mich for yr secret recipe treat!
i love your bf's mum. not kidding :D

okay, i cant believe my papers are actually in 5 days time?!
FIVE DAYS. FIVE DAYS. FIVE
DAYS.



jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:03 AM

Saturday, February 17, 2007 -

all my bags are packed, i'm ready to go.
i'm standin' here outside your door.
i hate to wake you up to say goodbye.

but the dawn is breakin', it's early morn.
the taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn.
already i'm so lonesome i could die.

so kiss me and smile for me.
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go.

cause i'm leaving on a jet plane,
i don't know when i'll be back again.
oh, babe, i hate to go.

watch this space. i'll be back.
and err GONG XI FA CAI!


i still am pretty much traumatised by the fact that guys think girls making out are hot.
ZOMG. *shudders.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 2:13 AM

Friday, February 16, 2007 -

till time stands still.

my ponning of lecture didnt came true in the end. ):
extremely grouchy. growls.
but at least the company in school made it all better.
tralalala.

boonie ended all her papers today!
so we sakae-ed for dinner tgt. LOVES IT.
they have new menu and dishes. like... er pumpkin chawanmushi?!?
*raises eyebrow. no pumpkin for jean.
and we unwilling settled for the 'pian lang' plates, more specifically the 1.90 coloured plates.
yes, the soft shell crabs and unagi red plates looked SO SO SOOOO TEMPTING.

retail therapy for both of us shopaholics.
boon walked into NUM, intending to get only one david&goliath top.
but she saw another one that caught her eyes.
in the end, she bought both!
ZOMG, both from the 'happy camper' series.
HAHAHAH. HELLO HAPPY CAMPER BOON! :DDDDD
got 10 bucks off thanks to my membership card. happy not?

headed to isetan lido. due to the festive season, they were opened till 10.30.
goodie good good :))))
and i got a grey pair of jeans from topshop!
last size leh, of course must grab!
the staff gave me this scratch and win card for my purchase.
the good news: 8 bucks off next purchase.
the bad news: expires on 17 feb
really, osh kosh be gosh. ten much!
i mean, none of us will be going back to topshop.
at least for a week or two, im sure.
SO WE WENT BACK IN, TRYING TO PICK OUT TOPS WE CAN BUY TO GET RID OF THE 8 BUCKS.
HAHHAHAHAAAA.
i felt very silly. *hides :)
hahha guess what? each of us bought one top la.
okay, at this rate i'm spending. my bank account will show a negative value SOON.
somebody please, safekeep my card. preferably one who's not a shopaholic.
*looks through my-friends list.
wah, really abit hard to find a non-shopaholic. LOL.

macs for supper!
our mcflurry turned out to be two students meal.
O_OOOO
boon, u oughta get shot. bang bang!

hope yr tummy is all well now love. :D

die la, i havent packed my stuffs.
my middle name is lazy.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:24 AM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007 -

cheers to singlehood

yes yes, HAPPY VALENTINE to couples, singles and semi-singles out there.
:)))))
enjoy getting ripoff by the ridiculously expensive roses bouquet and pricey valentine dinner specials. may god bless yr wallets.
while i try my best to save my nose and throat. *coughs blood.
this may very well be my last day on earth.

feeling lonely and sad on v-day? look no further.




jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:07 AM

Monday, February 12, 2007 -

yesterday saw fifi, tiff and i celebrate shubabe's birthday! :DDDDDD
fun like the good'o fish&co days. three cheers man!
reminder: jean's brain cease operation after 7pm.
so i'll gladly let the piccas do some sweet talking aye? :D
take a deep breath, here goes...












suppose to head to Settler's Cafe at north canal road for dinner and games.
but luck wasnt on our side. tables were all fully reserved?
u mean people actually book the tables to PLAY BOARDGAMES!
errr okay, that's a first.
















we execute plan B then.
another boardgames cafe "Pitstop" near clarke quay.
and i really have no clue regarding shu's pose. honestly.
HAHAHA.




















HELLO PITSTOP CAFE! :))))
very cosy and homely feeling. i love.
tons better than Settler's Cafe.
highly recommended by jean and friends!
and boy do they have lots of games there. O_OOO















fifi, you know the cupid heart that tiff drew on our hands?
i freaking can't wash it away! ):
everywhere i go, i get weird stares from the kaypoh pple.
HOW AHHHHH?














the non-intellectual-game-that-requires-very-little-brain-cells.
basically you have to take risk and raise the hotair balloon as high as possible.
oh yes, that bbq pit like thing is the HOTAIR BALLOON!
it might go crashing, so you gotta be decisive and careful.
and maybe its my seat fengshui, i conclude that they always refuse to take the risk and leave the hotair balloon while im the pilot!
zomg, more like the-abandon-jean's-hotair-balloon game. ))))):



















every table has that penguin water dispenser.
AWWWWWW.
pretty considerate huh? :D
we don't have to bug the staff for water.














MY BEST PICTIONARY PARTNER!
i can totally read her mind.
















shu seriously cannot, I REPEAT CANNOT, draw for nuts.
when she gets hold of the word to draw.
she will like ponder, think, wonder how to get the drawing or rather word, across to fifi.
and thats followed by another few mins of consultation with tiff.
HAHAHAHHA.
just when tiff and i assume she got the whole picture of drawing,
SHE DREW THE ABOVEEEE PIECE OF ART.
can u make out what is it?
ALRIGHT, ITS A HAMBURGER.
wtf la, where got hamburger look like that one!!!
a very distorted hamburger i wouldnt want to eat.
hahah, the "M" sign means macdonald's la.
goshhhh, tiff and i were laughing like hysterious hyenas can!
HAHAHAH.

















our group photos on their alr very packed walls.
pretty pretty. :D















we manage to tricked shu and sent her home.
immediately got down to business.
wah lao, these women busy doing still can smile for pictures one!
constructed the words "we love you" on the field directly underneath the corridor of her place.
probably squashing one or two snails in the process.
tiff: " aye jean, careful the snail is right behind yr feet!"
jean: " oh okay.O_O"
five mins later,
fifi: "OMG, jean you squashed the snail!!!"
jean: "huhhh, eewwwww!" *raise feet to reveal the dead snail on the grass
what a yucky squishing feeling!
*pukes














bluffed shu that tiff fell down and need lotsa tissue and ice!
hence that box and blue bag while she hurried out.
hilarious shit la!

















it was a failed declaration of love.
the candles never managed to light up thanks to the strong wind.
SOOO SAD RIGHT!
it'll be very stunning if the candles were to light up!
sorry shubabe, but i hope u love it the same.















our princess for the day.














white mask perfume from all of us.















sparkles fun.
errr, im abit afraid of sparkles.
sssshhhhhhh.

okay, thats all for tonight.
don't worry uncle poon, you will see yr zoo pics up tml.
:))))))
wo yao qu shui wo de mei jiao.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:16 AM

Wednesday, February 07, 2007 -

2 goners, 2 semi-goners, 2 sober, 1 mr nice guy.

wah lao, we took a total of 117 pics and 3 videos at chinaone!
its like 202MB WORTH OF HILARIOUS PICCAS. :)))))
i had some carribean cruise which i cant rem what it contains.
1st round of bottled heineken beer and FOUR JUGS OF HEINEKEN.
goodness, and thats enough to make emmy and rashmi (the goners) highhhhhhhhhhhh.
trust me when i say high. SERIOUSLY.
rashmi was just blabbering nonsense, telling shuping where she stays in case she cant get back home herself?! HAHHAHA.
emmy couldnt walk properly from one end of the pub to the other.
she expects pple to shut the hell up and listen to her sing her favourite tunes.
oh, not forgetting that she loves to dance. like out of the blue?! :)
i think the drinking game kinda got them high on beer?
ohhhh yes, i kicked derek's ass in drinking game. WOOOTS!
he down like almost half his glass of kilkenny beer! :DDDDDDD
both vish and derek was semi-high la.
they just kept going "HEYYY BARRRNEEYYYY! WASSUP!"and "where're going barney?!".
then came more arm wrestling of my neck.
i couldnt stop laughing when i saw their oh-so-cool dance moves.
WAHHAAHA. okay, i think i'll get it from them. :)))))
shuping was happily drinking her weird banana drink (say YUCKKKK in kavish style) and showing her most unglam side in front of the camera.
i mean what's with the meditation and cigarette pose! damnnn.
that night, ben's cold jokes were truly appreciated by the goners and semi-goners.
they laughed at practically everything and anything ben said.
and ben was being so sweet cause he ran all the way to liang court to get emmy her cuttlefish!
ZOMG, liang court is quite farrrrrrr. O_O

ALL IN ALL, I HAD A FREAKING FANTASTIC HELLUVA GOOD TIME.
it was just great. fullstop
we should do this sometime soon again.
LOVELOVE GUYS!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

















































































































HAHAHA. WHY DO EVERYONE LOOK AMUSING?
osh kosh be gosh.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:28 AM

Monday, February 05, 2007 -

"hey, 930 at kap macs tml. remember to bring your laptop!" has become such a routine.
i think i can call KAP as my second home o_OOOO.
vish woke up at only 945?! very power, i know.
anyway the highlight of the day is ...
READ : WE FINALLY FINISH THE FREAKING 3 DAMN PROJECTS!!! well, sorta.
now, i feel like jumping on my bed to celebrate can?! *turns on rock music.

WHEEEE! WOOOTS!:))))))))

teo chua chin is seriously mentally unsound.
he smiles to himself and is trying to hard to come up with jokes to perk us up.
and bloody hell, he wont let us off till like FIVE OCLOCK SHARP.
really super ngeow to the power of 10 million.
but we still got over his "hypnotising session". thank god.

vish was actually hunting for a housewarming gift for his friend.
so being nice, emmy, derek and i accompanied him to town.
we asked him what is he going to get for his friend.
guess what he said?

A SOFT TOY.

HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAAAAA.
who on earth gets a soft toy as an housewarming gift?!
*bangs head on my anti-stress therapy plate.
omg la, i dont know what that fish was thinking man.
boys are weird la.

dinner at village was super entertaining.
waffles with chocolate icecream still taste bagus!
my jaw was stiff from all that laughing talking. :D
then we went into crazy phototaking mode.
and like we played the table hockey thing at cine arcade.
gosh la, it has been donkey years since i last played that!
suddenly i miss my table hockey khakis -boon, hc, sher and yh.
*sulks ))))))):
aye guys, WE NEED TO POLISH OUR HOCKEY SKILLS!
hahha anw, the dudes won us in 2 games.
uncle derek, if you happen to be reading this, YOU SUCK AT THE GAME!
vish and i trashed emmy and derek. 11 to 1.
ole ole ole oleeeeee! :D

tomorrow is the day where i'll laugh my ass off.
i'm going to charge my cam batt full!
I HOPE I'M SOBER ENOUGH TO WITNESS ALL THOSE SHIT MOMENTS.
pray for me, will you? *beams


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:48 PM

Saturday, February 03, 2007 -

Fridays with chocolates

yesterday night, i kena tricked by that derek/uncle while msn-ing.
he made me believe there was gonna be a project meeting at KAP at 930 today.
well i stupidly took his words for real.
so idecided i shld pack my bag and transfer all the files to my thumbdrive before heading for the bed.
then a msg came in.

"Eh barney teo, unless u fancy breakfast alone at KAP macs at 930 in the morning, i suggest u dont turn up =)"
I WAS LIKE !&#^$(%&!$(%&^.
i couldnt get to sleep after that. *rolls eyes.
all i wanted to do was strangle that piece of shit!

ohhh dinner with hc, carmen, yh and sher today!
we went to this Earle Swensen's restaurant at Vivo :DDDD
sth like a more high class version of swensens? haha.
yh and i shared a Fisherman's Catch. theres like fish, mussels, fries, calamari and prawns.
but the portion could be a lil bigger. O_O
as usual, sher was abit incoherent and still loves to mumble her words.
hc and i failed the "hearing test" but wow that semi-bimbo actually passed with flying colours.
AHAHAHAHAHA. semi-bimbo = loh ying huey.
and hc i never bully yr carmen, did i? :)



















sorry, dont have pictures of the couple.
their very GIGANORMOUS chicken baked rice will make up for that.
i swear its the biggest baked rice i ever seen. really.
you must see to believe!

hc and carmen left for their driving lesson.
so the 3 broke-but-still-dying-to-shop babes walked around. :))))
for the past few stressful weeks i've been having, i thought i deserve some therapy.
so i settled for this white esprit top! WOOTS.
still got 18% discount from the lucky dip.
jean is happy but jean's bank account is not.
then, yh and i zoomed off to meet the clique at food republic in wisma.


















MY LOVES :DDD
we talked about everything under the moon and stars.
finally, our hongkong trip is making some progress.
not much but definitely a good start. slow and steady.
here's something for you to drool about,



















A SUPERHUGE HERSHEY KISSES AND REESE PEANUT BUTTER CUPS!
specially from canada okay. thank you ek! and err chloe! :D
hmm, no thats not the end of my presents.























ZOMG, just exactly what i need now ek.






okay, don't wake me up if you see me unconscious on the table.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:05 AM

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