your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Thursday, May 31, 2007 -

HAPPY VESAK DAY TO ALL.
as if u celebrate. lol

my family and relatives are out on a picnic at east coast.
but im home alone IIII.
))))):
i tell you, i fcuking hate revising POM section A.
the tips are like so vague la.
hopefully, the GSS has punching bags on sale.
need to consider getting one alr.

my lunch is curry and rice.
really sadlife@hotmail.com

BOOO X 18374616364823864.

edit at 926pm:
WTF, I STILL AM CLUELESS HOW TO GO ABOUT ANSWERING THE 16 MARKS QUESTION.
it's like bad day part 2. after yesterday.

where's my superman? ):

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:34 AM

Wednesday, May 30, 2007 -

if you ask me, i majorly screwed up my first two papers.
i see my A flying away.
perfecto.

can i have my blessings back?

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 8:41 PM

Monday, May 28, 2007 -

okay err, i'm really suppose to be mugging for my HRM paper tml.
this entry will be fast and quick.

sat's Aristal date with gin, annie and alex gave me the nice fuzzy feeling in my heart.
gin, yr dance was beautiful and the song made it all the more meaningful.
:DDDDDD
annie, i hope next time u dont encounter miss-smeelllllyyyy-feeeeettt sitting behind you.
alex, we won't forget yr mee pok ta with more vegetables and alil soup to make it less dry.
OH, AND WE ALL LOVE CAO MENG!
AHHAHA. BAO BEI DUI BU QI, BU SHI BU AI NI!

and stayover at yinghuey's dearest place was good!
other than the fact sher kept wanting to eat macs or having maggie.
the very smart asses (yh, boon, sher, shi) happily put 20 candles on my poor cake.
they claimed they won't celebrate my birthday next year.
where got such nonsense! )))):
something bad happened to my card, i need to know how it looks like. LOL.

later that night, i had the whole fish&co crew sang the new birthday rap over the phone for me.
I
WAS
DUMBFOUNDED.
like over the phone?! that was a first. :D
don't forget our dates on sun ladies!

okay, that wasnt very fast and short was it?
peektures will be up sooooooooooooon.
i cross my heart. :)

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:44 PM

Saturday, May 26, 2007 -

N to the I to the N to the E to the TEEN.

18, 19, 18, 19, 18, 19.
EEEEKS. I STILL PREFER THE NUMBER 18. ))):
the only person that could be sulking when they turned 19 is probably only me.
grow up, jean.

this morning saw me answering michael's call at 12.23 am.
i was pretty much O_OOOOOO

michael: "hello jean, err i need help with accounting. can u lend me your 24 questions set? i'm near queenstown right now."
me: " huhh, NOW? u know where i stay anot?"
michael: "yeah, blk 83 strathmore right?"
me: " then okay i'll see u in 10 mins."

i didn't reach much into it. michael has always been the goody two shoes guy.
LOL. so i grabbed my phone, keys and notes, zoomed out of my hse.

gosh, when i reached the lobby, they pulled this lobby-birthday-surprise for me!
followed by "HAPPY BIRTHDAY BARNEY!"
the retarded friends includes emmy, shuping, banana, uncle, kalya, bento and michael.
caught me totally offguard, pretty damn shocked and...high :DDDDD
a yummy chocolate cake awaits me as well. TOP LAYER WAS HEAVEN.
got me the sweetest gifts ever.
a handmade card and scrapbook full of silly pictures and classic moments.
nothing beats the oh-so-dearly-loved company plus the DIY gifts.

damn sorry you guys have to travel all the way to my place just to plant a smile on my face!
I'M SMILING LIKE :):):):):):):):):):):):)

emmy, uncountable thanks for choosing all the very unglam but hilarious photos in the scrapbook! but pls don't write my full name next time okay? you rock big time lady!
banana, the barney softtoy is sitting nicely tgt with my other animals. i reckon they will get along well. you are greatly loved by me!
shuping, i really didnt expect you to come all the way here but hell i'm on cloud nine. you just made my day! lovelove.
kalyaday, u made many frequent guest appearances in my scrapbook. i practically laugh out loud when i see them. always our favourite kalya!
unclederek, before i say anything let me reclarify that i dont grow on fertilisers and i dont have to be 21 to watch R21 shows! growls. but for all that u done, u're entitled to one month of "the couch"!
bento, cold jokes apart i sincerely thank you for being part of the birthday surprise!
michael, my birthday surprise will never be complete without you and yr centreparting hair drawng in the scrapbook!

LOVE YOUR TO MARS AND BACK! :DDDD

its only right that i mention some other impt pple *take a deep breath, here goes.

boonie, the ever first to wish me happy birthday. on isketch somemore! :D i'm so sorry i had to leave halfway thru the game and made u wait for so long. yr contagious laughter always cheer me up!
shi, i must give u credit cause u were the most on the dot! cheerios my friend!
ek, your favourite jeanbean wants some peanut and chocolate cake ya? i heart you!
mich, thanks for reminding im older by one year! lets all hang on and get pass the god damn exam papers! can't wait till i see you.
yinghuey, the heartless creature who refuse to give me a birthday sms. reason? she was busy playing mahjong and trying not to lose her 17 odd bucks. tmd. and you could really brush up on yr singing of happy birthday! LOL. awww.
sher, i bet u were playing mahjong with yh thus send me a late msg as well! but forgiven cause friendship wins everything hands down.
tiff, that was a really heartwarming msg and you know i want to see you like right after my papers! better make some time for me.
fifi, you're so comical and so is yr birthday wish! how can i not love you?
gin, dont worry too much on getting a gift. u just focus on getting yr health back okay? we're way pass the getting gifts for each other stage. you know it, and i know it. that's all that matters. tight big hug just for you!

man, that was one long entry. :)))
my marketing textbook is calling out to me.

wah lao, spoils everything.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:03 AM

Thursday, May 24, 2007 -

every night you cry yrself to sleep thinking why does this happen to me.

it's not over tonight.
just give me one more chance to make it right.
i may not make it through the night,
i won't go home without you.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:18 AM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007 -

awarded Most-Bitchy-Sentence-Of-The-Day:

"suddenly i feel like my thighs are very small."

WAHHAHAHAAHA.
*curls up into a ball and laugh my guts out.
:)))

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:53 PM

awarded Most-Bitchy-Sentence-Of-The-Day:

"suddenly i feel like my thighs are very small."

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA.
*curls up into a ball and laugh my guts out. :D

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:52 PM

Saturday, May 19, 2007 -

Carry on wayward son.

this is what got me busy for the past one week or so,

MY GUITAR HERO 2 for xbox 360! :DDDDD

rocker wannabe guitar and game cd.

i'm telling you, guitar hero totally kick butts and ass!

even my sis is pretty amazed at the controller's tilt sensors. LOL.

now, i sorta mastered dead! on medium difficulty! woots :))))

besides this, there was marketing presentation (which we only had 4 days to prepare, wtf) and MA test that may kill my results.

there's nothing much left to say, good night.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:10 AM

Thursday, May 10, 2007 -

i have no idea how my week went by.
SERIOUSLY.
pretty surprised that it's alr thursday alr!
can you believe it?! err okay, you can. ))):

and freaking blogger is so screwed la.
i cant even post madtv ms swan videos frm youtube.
bhen di sholi!
HAHAHHA :D
anw, if you're really luka/jobless/nothing better to do, pls go check out ms swan on youtube.
i cross my heart and hope to die that you'll fall off yr chair laughing too hard.
esp the one at the movies and the atm. :)
her "thanks to you" and signature bearing teeth action are really to die for! lol.

oh, looks like i've extra followers now.
joining kalya and derek, is shuping. lagi best alr lor!

they are so so gonna DIE tml.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:07 PM

Wednesday, May 02, 2007 -

It ends tonight.

MA test was a breeze, i think.
omg, we did like a whole day of managerial accounting the previous day
so it has got to be a breeze or i can go knock my head.
daniel tan wrote "the test must be easy, hoh?" on the board 10 mins before the test ended.
HHAHAA. he must have seen me stoning at my table. O_O
then, queensway with the rest cause vish's wanted his squash racquet.
kalya really damn troublesome. every once a while, go queensway.
TSKTSKK.

off to meet BOOOONIEEEEEE :D
practically combed the whole of town.
and yes, i still cant find a suitable gift for my sister.

suitable gift means
1. no bags, no pouches, no wallets cause she has too much of all these shit that it spills over into my drawers.
2. no items that needs to be displayed as that will mean having to showcase it and invading my personal territory.
3. no softtoys, you should look at the amount of animals i have on my bed O_O

okay, yes i'm picky.

we had our our must-have bacon and prawn aglio olio at Pastamania.
SLURPS. :)))
boon, YOU GOT TO DELETE THAT HIDEOUS PHOTO OF MINE FROM YOUR PHONE, IM TELLING YOU.
its totally spoiling my image!
*bawl.
my head is still hurting from boon's "special massage". seriously!
now and then, i could feel that throbbing sensation at the back of my head. ouch.

i so love your mentos, commonwealth and microwave riddles!
LOLL. :DDDD
you made my wednesday sky high man.

now i only want to live if i can find somebody to die for.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:53 PM