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Friday, August 31, 2007 -

with a sprained archilles tendon, i'm now home-ridden for about 2 days (doc says 1 week, but balls, i will die of boredom).
WAILS. every step i take is enough to make me go "YEOOUUUCHHH".
))))):
hmmm, no favourite geek, i'll go entertain myself with guitarhero and ms.

*limps away.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 2:57 PM

Thursday, August 23, 2007 -

my ulcer is huge, red and swelling. its getting on my nerves.
the best part is i have to bit it. not once. but TWICE.

on a good note, OTQM notes are almost done.
only MRP chapter is left.
but not exactly very keen to do it. hurhur. ):



so it gets to you.
and it gets to me.
maybe, i'm not good enough.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:59 AM

Sunday, August 19, 2007 -

Today is a super duper good day.

the last few days were perfect and flawless. (:
i'm beaming from ear to ear.
:DDDDDDDD

today is a very damn super duper good day.
today saw me had madam poon's lunch made with lotsa love.
today saw us finish the entire capital budgeting chapter. ( wah, that's one huge chunk mind you)
today saw favourite geek attain the highest level by not sweating a single bit. even after reaching the busstop, even after waiting for 10 mins or so at the mrt plateform, even after walking to redhill market, even after having meals at market, even after the walk home. i would say, its the MOST AMAZING THING that happened this week! :D
today saw us had yummilicious black carrot cake.
today saw disgusting hot (NOT) auntie who sits outside the toilet hit on favourite geek. a flying kiss! ewwww. HAHAHHAHHAHAHHA.
today saw me almost caught my family having dinner at redhill market too. they sat at like the next row?! favourite geek likes the thrill though o_OOO.
today saw us had hello grizzly at usual void deck.

the night looks exceptionally beautiful. :DDDDDDD


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:00 PM

Saturday, August 18, 2007 -

watching Murder By Numbers on channel 5 right now. not the first time catching it.
its about 2 high school kids go around killing random peeople to feel powerful and free.
HAHAHA. :D
a very interesting, full of twist and turns show, i pretty much liked it.
i love smart plots!

and today is the 2nd consecutive day we spend the evening at zion road hawker before heading off to macs at gwc.
FINALLY GET TO SAVOUR THE LONG AWAITED CHENG TENG. :)))))
damn giam siap cause we didnt order anything from macs (but got some serviettes instead) and still hog the tables for 2 hrs plus of BF mugging. LOL.
we even contemplated stealing some abandoned tea from the old lady sitting next to us when she left.
in any case BF calculations are almost more or less nailed.
the only part left hanging is prob where the terminal cash flow falls under in the NPV, i'm sure we'll get pass that.
omg, i think i cant rem the calculations i did in the first few lectures. O_OOOO
definitely gotta look through a 2nd, 3rd, 4th or even a 5th time.

hell yes, me very kan cheong about OTQM. *shudders at the thought
lim siew choon is a bitch, he "narrowed down" the lectures for us to focus.
but if you look close enough, they are pretty much everything we alr knew existed in the lectures.
WAH LAO,TELL ME WHAT KIND OF TIPS IS THAT.
really make me vommit blood. argh.
no wonder i had no appetite for dinner back then. all that asshole's fault la ):

haha madam poon is so cute.
her "still look at mei nu" words cracked me up good.
and the over enthusiastic lunch she offers to cook. nice :D

today feels like a long day. hmm.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:44 PM

Thursday, August 16, 2007 -

my throat hurts every time i swallow my saliva, its dry and itchy.
so i had two generous spoonfuls of PI PA KAO!!! :D
i love the taste of pi pa kao. almost went for a 3rd spoonful but decided against it.
and to make things worse, i can sense the not-yet-full-blown flu coming back.
urghhhh. ))):

favourite geek thinks that jovial has some weird crush on him.
but i totally beg to differ. HAHAHHA.
if thats the case, i might as well divert all favourite geek calls to my home number so jovial can get to know u better.
you would very much like that, don't you?
hurhur :)

ZOMG, everybody has gone into the BF red alert mode.
its very brain taxing. stressful. scary. nervewrecking!
o_OOOOOO
well, at least we made it to lecture 6. will finish tackling time value of money tml morning.

lastly, WHERE THE HELL ARE MY THREADLESS TEES EVF AND ESHOPAHOLIC!
those suckers.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:38 PM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 -

Hide no more, mug my ass off.

last night was a big disappointment. i knew it was a great deal to you.
she was busy doing her laundry, helping out with the sister's stupid artpiece and wants to sleep early.
i had no chance to speak to her, prob a part of me wasnt THAT prepared as well.
but i wasnt about to let it drag any longer.
didnt had a very proper sleep cause i kept waking up at unearthly hours ( 7 plus 8am) to ensure i won't miss the time she leaves for work.
had a brisk walk with her to the mrt station where i attempt to "confess".
though i gathered all my courage, pulled myself together, somehow the words can't come out from my mouth when i see her face. omg.
then i thought since i cant speak to her, i could try breaking the news to her through a msg.
well, she received it and when asked if there's anything specific she wants to ask, she just giggled!?
like what the hell.
but at least we both knew the giggle signifies some sort of approval. lol. :D
wahhhh, i suddenly feel so ....freeeeeee. woots!
and best of all, i get to see you smile like you used to. sweet.

exams are like in 2 freaking weeks time.
MUG. MUG. MUG MY ASS OFF.
*frowns ))))):
omg, don't get me started on OTQM.
this semester may be one where i break my beautiful record sheet.
basket!


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:15 PM

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 -

good old 2 months just flew by like that. osh kosh be gosh.
i'm very thankful for all that you've done, all that you've been.
i don't know how you do what you do, but it just keeps getting better :DDDD
every single thing you do (even the smallest tiny-est ones), amaze me and i couldnt ask for anything more beautiful.

*takes a deep breath and shout at the top of my voice.
I FCUKING HEART THE FAVOURITE GEEK! :))))


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:09 AM

Sunday, August 12, 2007 -

If ever you're in my arms again, this time I'll love you much better.

thats peabo bryson's 'If ever you're in my arms again' for you.
very beautiful lyrics. i love :D
class 95 from 9pm to 1am plays really good shit, thanks to fav geek. haha.

anw, i was late today in meeting the clique for kbox.
turned out no more kbox, cause all the uni freshees were too beat to scream and singalong to funny 5566, F4, BSB and nysnc tracks. LOL. :)
settled for billy bombers at heeren. ordered our shakes, fries, mash potatoes, potato salad.
as usual, talked about hostel life, og groups, irritating boys that kept hanging ard not interested girls, what to get for their 2 weeks old loverboy birthdays.
then everyone was too full to sit, so we walked around town to scout for potential presents before yihan dismissed the gathering ( it's always her!) at ard 530.
and chloe have a safe trip back love!!!
see you SAME TIME SAME PLACE next year. HAHA :D

zion road for dinner.
but but we were a step too late.
CHENG TENG STALL CLOSE FOR THE DAY alr!
which was why we were so bent on having the char kway teow though theres a queue.
it was not bad, they used to be better. oh wells ):
longan with mango ice for dessert, so SHIOKKKK. ooh la la :D
wah lao, with you around my meals always seem more...expanded now.
haha, and i mean in quantity!
never want to step onto the weighing scale in the near future. the horror.

checked out Gap, yes again i know!
got a pretty bad scare when we saw the what used to be 5 tall stacks of colours became 2 small stacks today. O_OOOOO
the new stock will be arriving sometime next week. goodie :D
i gave the blue and purple stripe formals a shot, and i knew i was dead.
they were awesome (though the front was abit long).
BASKET. i need to stop spotting nice clothes!
very tempting la. but bo lui $$$$$$$. ):

i should have known never to tell you a single word.
but apparently, i still went ahead with it.
who's to blame other than me. growls.
i'm still damn sorry for ruining the day.

the void deck. my lifesaver.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:57 PM

Saturday, August 11, 2007 -

i know i'm a little too late but,
HAPPPY BIRTHDAY GINNNNNNNNNNNNY! :DDDDDDDDD
i wished you had a blast on the 11th!
you always deserve the best and nothing else.
and i lub chew, so you better call call call me out soon. haha.


omg, i cant believe i played ms just now. O_OOOO
bored to the max.
sayonara!


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:23 AM

Friday, August 10, 2007 -

Happy maroon/national day.

grocery shopping at KAP cold storage and bukit timah wet market.
spent a whooping 25 bucks thanks to the salmon (which were super red, fresh and thick) and teriyaki marinade sauce.
and potatoes are dirt cheap. 70 cents only!
marinated the salmon slices generously with teriyaki sauce and left to chilled for an hour.
i tried to slack around, catch abit of taiwan drama on tv but was called back several times to watch the chips.
and gosh, the grilled homemade chips were sure time consuming but very crispy and tasty!! :DDDD
needless to say, the teriyaki salmon was cooked so beautifully with shades of pink and white.
the grilled black marks left on the flesh makes me go "oooooh, omg omg."
when i put my fork through it, i can totally see the juice oozed out slowly between the flesh. it was heaven man!
if u could see my face, i was grinning from ear to ear!
sweet, perfecto. :)))))
i rated the chef and teriyaki salmon errr 8/10.
lol, pretty amazing for a first timer. haha.
















SEEE HOW THICK THE SALMON FILLET IS!
SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL THE COLOUR IS!
the bomb la!





















dpzw homemade recipe grilled chips.
never ever cooked them in this way before.
it was surprisingly good.




















final product, so very damn proud!

evening, rush hour 3 with mike, juliana, kalya, bharana, emmy and ben.
i thoroughly enjoyed the movie, cause chris tucker is the funniest man!
his actions and words really made me laughed like hell. zomg. :)
after that, kalya finally introduced us to the famous vrinda, gokul and sid.
they seemed like a very nice bunch of pple to hang out with i say.
vrinda is really W O W .o_OOOOOOO.
HAHHAA.

i know pple like to read post with alot of pictures, so thereee. doing yr a service.


okay, what the hell. blogger takes ages to upload one stupid photo.
if i'm in a good mood, i'll post more tml.
stay tuned (if you're really that desperate) :DDDD


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:09 AM

Wednesday, August 08, 2007 -

zomg, i totally forgot i had your keys.
and your cough strepsils. o_OOOOOO.

all 3 projects and over and done with. whao.
i waited so long for this day to come la.
BIS presentation was a breeze (that's cause less than 1/2 the class was present).
jitwei's speech caught me dumbfounded.
i dont even want to elaborate, i may just have nightmares tonight. ))):
then, off to bharana's place to drop off the laptops.
had power naps, hello grizzly and nate de coco.
at 7 plus, kalya bharana mike derek me headed off to town for dinner.
after much elimination and discussion, we settled for nydc and village.
the blacks chose nydc and the rest tgt with emmy and ben almost ate the whole village.
pork steak. potato wedges. chocolate icecream cone.
the belly is easily satisfied.
and because the night was young, those pple went to clarke quay for drinks.
but thanks to my cold thats such a bitch and not forgetting my tight budget, we decided to give tonight a miss.
well, i hope those crazy bunch of idiots don't get wasted and start giving me prank calls.
O_OOO

a little bumpy ride tonight.
it has been close to 2 mths and high time i end this issue thats eating us alive.
hate to put you through this, now what was i thinking.
gosh i'm so selfish.
if i really sit down and think it over, it all links back to me being the root of the emomomo nights. sucks.
and it fcuking hurts when you realised a private blog post might beat you in getting first hand experience with the thoughts and emotions.

time. time. time.

you're still my favourite geek.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:33 PM

Sunday, August 05, 2007 -

I feel wonderful tonight.

woke up bright and sunny on a feel good saturday morning for my haircut therapy :D
i thought Clipper's Salon was still closed for renovation.
turned out they shifted to opp Image 2001.
Clipper's looked so much more funky and attractive with the new outlook.
probably explains why the increase in 2 bucks for my haircut as well. )):
boon was late, so i went ahead first.
wahhh, haircut therapy never fails to make boon and i feel "light and new".
cheerios! :DDD

first half of OTQM lecture was emo-momo. stoning. sudoko-ing. yawning (oh yes, duh).
honestly, it wasn't the best. urgh.
but the crazy drive to macs during break (with mike trying to drive properly,emmy and bharana gone nuts screaming, kalya crying for dear help), freaking cheap double cheeseburger, ice cream cone, chicken nudggets did cheer u up. thank god.
was so damn relieved :DDDD

vivo-ed after lecture ended at 5.
stepped into Gap and spotted 3 sweet long sleeve formal tops.
i don't know why but these 2 days we're very much into the "formal but casual" outfit.
oh god, i love la :DDD
wah, the material and touch of the top is just ZOMG DAMN GOOODY GOOD. really.
but sadly there's not a size 16 with the length of size 15.
if not you're so going to spend a whooping 297 bucks! LOL.
i can almost hear your mum go "why you keep buying clothes this month?!"
HAHAHA.
suddenly, i realised i can go for you in "formal but casual" anytime anyday.
oh yes, i absolutely agree i have good fashion sense. :D LOL.

maxwell for dinner and peanut ah balling to end the night!
hawker food are always zeeeeee best :DDDDD
so much for your i-never-sleep-on-buses.
wah lao, slept like a dead pig all the way to the bus interchange la! hahah.
tsktsk!

and i have no idea what went wrong at night.
just couldnt fall asleep though i was beat. i hate it.
i got pretty pissed off when all i can do was toss and turn in bed.
@#$%^&!@#$%^&
crap, so sorry for keeping you awake and robbing yr precious sleep.
making you chat till 6 plus in the morning wasnt exactly what i planned for.
pillow talks always make me smile but hopefully not at that time.
good gosh.
i never heard myself snored before, must be interesting.

on a side note, still believe that the queen sized blanket caused all that sneezing and runny nose.

today must be the longest proper conversation i had with 'the sis'.
from online sprees to my fat baby pictures to peanut butter addiction to her work.
i think i secretly can click very well with her :D
gain an extra weapon to deal with you, better beware.
again, her "bastard, tell derique (her bf) to pick me up at 230, now still at home" was classic.
the gung ho red tee fits her to the T. :)

for the 2nd time in 2 days we visited Gap.
*i know, its crazy.
just that this time round, we attacked the polos.
and the maroon was awesome. time to ask father poon aye? :D
somebody needs to tie me up so i can't go shopping! ARGHHH.

the carrot cake at redhill. can never get sicked of it!
yummilicious.

please flu go away, come again another day.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:47 PM

Thursday, August 02, 2007 -

Old skool polos are cool.

BF was a torturous awful 3 hours lecture.
probably killed like 300000 brain cells in the process of understanding the concepts. ):
so i'll just fastforward the day to the evening, keeping it short and simple.

we began our hunt for lacoste polos from Centrepoint to Suntec.
was hoping to get or at least try the lime green one but the colour was last season so sizes are damn limited.
WAILSSSS! me really liked the lime green la ))):
so in the end the maroon was our best bet. a very classy dark colour, i love.
:DDDDD
to play safe, reserved the one at Centrepoint before some idiot fights with me for the suitable size. LOL.
digress alil, you do look sweet in maroon. major wardrobe revamp is working! :)
saturday come quick, come quick please!

in the last 24 hours, i think i heard 'Time after time' 3 times alr. O_OOOOO

oh god, i miss ginny.
i havent seen her in the longest time.
she told me i could sit at the eating places in her school and count windows since i can't exactly go all the way into SMU.
tell me what kind of friend i have?!


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:59 PM

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 -

Everything's good, everything's well.

for breakfast, i had macs hotcakes.
nothing can go wrong when you start your beautiful day with hotcakes, harshbrown and icemilo.
as promised, we left those haunting depressing thoughts and emotions far behind us.
and slowly picked things up from there.
it was all worth it.
as the saying goes, what doesn't break us, make us stronger.
i feel that we can't go any stronger than we already are.
:DDDDD
thank you so very much.

BIS lecture today has been slack, slack and slack.
listen to him tell stories, talk shit for 45 mins, go for break, watch a 20 mins video (which i totally didnt follow, haha), note down the tutorial question, lecture ends!
wahhhhh, mr allen lok is the man! HAHHA :)
we racked our brains over the BF project 2 again.
the calculations, figures, "higher or lower better?", formulas screwed the five of us upside down inside out.
growls.
but thank god, at least 6 out of the 12 analysis are considered completed.

maxwell dinner with the usual peeps.
BUT NO ZHEN ZHEN PORRIDGE, NO SWEET POTATO BALLS!
and pooor you, couldn't satisfy the chicken rice cravings.
but zomg, fried rice and curry chicken noodle should make up for it eh?
hahhaa. :)))
*rubs the huge round belly
food was so-so, company was excellent, what more can i ask for? :D

root beer.
non-current liabilities.
duxton plain park.
just unexplainable.


and it feels like the first time i fell for you.

edit:
AYE STOP READING THE POST, YOU WANNA READ HOW MANY TIMES?
lol.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:56 PM

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