your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Wednesday, May 31, 2006 -

okay work was fucking insane.
lets just say im SHAGGED. hurhur.
i dont even wanna talk about it.
please dont remind me. pretty please!
)))))))))))):

I LOVE CHANGI AIRPORT TO THE CORE!
the feel-like-buying-ticket-and-board-the-plane always comes to me whenever i step into airports.
i could imagine myself in the plane flying to some beautiful place faraway and starting a whole new life.
oh my, that is seriously a very awesome feeling. oh wells.
went there to fetch granny and cousin who returned frm their korea holiday.
cousin: "i really cannot take it. i want to vomit blood through the whole journey. everyday only rush me do this do that!"
HAHAHAAA.
lesson learnt is always think twice where travelling with elderly is concerned.
*winks (:
speaking abt weirdddddddddd, guess who is saw at the airport!!?!
i actually saw emily. the HORROR.
u know emily, the VERY VERY "UNUSUAL" classmates i had during sec1 and sec2.
yes no mistake i saw her!
and i still remembered that at this school celebration where we are allowed to wear home clothes, she dressed up as though she was frm some iraq terrorist groups?!?!
LIKE BLOOODY HELL I WAS SUPER FREAKED OUT!
O_OOOOOO.
frm the look on my mum's face, i could tell she was pretty worried why her daughter used to have such a weird classmate.
hhahahah (: chill it.

IPOD VIDEO IS THE COOOLEST THING EVER INVENTED.
*nods nods

pardon me while i gobble down my Royce chocos.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:26 PM

Monday, May 29, 2006 -

nobody likes me, everybody hates me im going to eat some worms.

jean is better off dead.
this blog no longer exist.
fullstop.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:43 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006 -

it was raining cats and dogs and the whole zoo in the morning!
my jeans and socks were completely soaked with dirty rain water. yucks ):
caught Da Vinci Code today with tiff and fifi! (:
i think the movie wasnt that bad and boring like what i heard.
and yeah tom hanks was like some old ageing bald old man in the show. disgusting.
but i still prefer the book to the movie. i give the book like 10 stars!
wait till u hear the funny part.
when we were buying the tickets, we were told to show the staff our ic.
and i was like "dont we all look ABOVE 16?!"
THE GUY POINTED TO TIFFANY AND SAID SHE DOESNT LOOK LIKE 16!
omfg, i swear i could collapsed on the floor and die laughing. (:
seriously, tiff dont worry too much.
you are young at heart! *winks.
she so going to slaughter fifi and me for spreading it at fish&co.
hahaha. *runs awayyyyy.

had lunch at burger king.
we had a nice bonding sessions (: rocks my socks.
tiff left for her sis birthday party, so fifi and i went back to suntec cause she left her wallet there.
that girl ah! so forgetful. one day she might just forget to take her brains out with her.
we love to make fun of kk about rosy. her actions and words are really worth a few watch!
HILARIOUS SHIT.
damn, i havent got anything frm the great singapore sale.
would very much like a new JUNKFOOD and MOOKS top! :D
quick quick, anyone wanna sponsor aye? pretty please!
junkfood has unique tops. even rosy liked the rolling stones junkfood top i wore today.
okay, i may consider selling it to her at 70 bucks. hurhur! (:

BOOOOO.
im doing bar tml which explains why i'm all jittery!
omg, i hope i dont screw things up. LIKE SERIOUSLY.
i dont want rosy to smack my eye.
HAHAHAHAHAH!

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:54 PM

Saturday, May 27, 2006 -

hohoho, today i discover that my keeping secrets skills are actually kinda good.
right right yinghuey? :DDDDDDDDDD
till now i still cant believe that the plan actually pulled through!
to think i almost had to trick you to the airport.
omg, this is one of the craziest thing i've done this year.
OSH KOSH BE GOSH.
and i bet u had a laughing fit when u read bert's emails.
HAHAHAHA (:
they were HIGHLY AMUSING. and did i mention he replies at lightning speed!
SUPER EFFICIENT!
he was so kan cheong spider... all BECAUSE OF YOU.
so be proud babe! (: hurhur.
erm, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!?!? (i know its damn weird cause its really none of my business but i just felt like saying that so just let me be)
love loveeee.

okay, i just dont fucking get you.
why cant u just stop bothering us?
i mean what do u get each time you make yr demands.
no use trying to dig out the truth, cause the dead dont speak.
so maybe u should step back and stop intruding into our lives.
i could feel my head bursting. STOP IT.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:11 PM

Friday, May 26, 2006 -

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! :D
its time to grow up, jean. u have to start behaving like an 18 year olds.
like michelle said im now half legal?!?! wth.

dinner at Swensen's with dearest clique.
and like everyone was present except jowei!
its like DOUBLE HAPPINESS. (:
ek, yihan michelle, and huiyi were all late but i'll forgive them. haha.
then i had the grilled sambal fish. *i think fish&co's sambal fish is more delicious.
DROOOLS.....

seriously that silly bunch of people are ultra sneaky okay!
reylere gave me this BIRTHDAY CHAR SIEW PAU! the pau had a candle on it!
omg, i was very dumbfounded.
O_O my very first CHAR SIEW BIRTHDAY PAU IN MY ENTIRE 18 YEARS ON THIS FACE OF EARTH.
ahhaha. my friends are totally amusing.

oh! then they surprise me with the swensens Firehouse ice cream. (:
it was gone in like 5 mins. too much!
yeah baby, ice cream makes me wanna flyyyyyyyyy.
my birthday present was this adidas bag that i vowed to use it for the rest of my life till it INTEGRATES?!?!
erm right, they forced me to make that promise.
wah is this crazy or crazy?

oh! thanks ek for yr really heartwarming birthday card!
awww, dont worry im very touched. (places my palm over my heart)
cheeerios!
and its abit off that kevin, samuel and carol actually shook my hand and wished me happy birthday! hahha.
cause i dont really talk to them before?
its always awesome to see everyone comes tgt despite all of our commitments and schedule.
and how we never fail to have common topics to talk and laugh over, though we dont see each other that often anymore.
friendship never fails to amaze me. honestly.
that sense of familiarity is just unexplainable.
what can i say?
you people are serrr-weeeet, LOVEEEE.

jean thank the clique for being there to celebrate the "end-of-my-sillyness day"!
jean thank ginbabe and annie for being the first two who wished me happy birthday!
jean thank fifi, tiff and others who really made my day with those birthday wishes!
JEANNNN LOVES ALL OF YOU!!!

my mum is damn cute, she called me in the afternoon to apologise for forgetting to wish me happy birthday?
okay, MUMMY I LUB YOU TOOO.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:51 PM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006 -

KANASEI.
i have to forfeit watching Project Runway cause my ohveryclever grandma loves to watch Dachang Jin.
its just plain brilliant. perfect timing hur.
*rolls eyes and SULKS.

oh oh my fringe is now highlighted DARK PURPLE! *crap, dont remind me of those attempts when i tried to diy and it turned out red instead of purple.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
sense of excitement is overwhelming. loves it.
then i made a new discovery while bathing just now.
omg, the shampoo foam was P U R P L E.
seriously, i never seen such a purplish purple in my whole entire 18 years on earth?!?
okay what the hell am i talking about. hahah.
i guess i must have scrubbed my fringe so hard. totally forgot i got it highlighted.
OOPS.
shit! what if i scrubbed too hard, washed the purple off and my hair reverts back to old colour?!
NO WAY, I WANT MY PURPLE STREAKS! ):

WHATS UP WITH PEOPLE BEING SO LAST MINUTE?
THIS IS SUPER SCREWED. I CANT BELIEVE THIS IS HAPPENING.
you have no idea how sorry am i for all the trouble i caused.
@#$%^&*@#$%^&*@#$%

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:26 PM

Tuesday, May 23, 2006 -

When she tells you size doesnt matters, she's lying.

carl's junior bbq chicken was good as ever. (:
it got abit messy though.
*thumbs up! their crisscut fries is seriously ZOMG (invented by dearest christina boon) fantabulous.
i love it more than the normal fries.
cheerios :D

oh yeahh i saw the three new trainees today. sweehee, marisse and priscilla.
they are looked pretty stoned during work.
it worries me man. well, i hope the only reason is cause they are new and still getting used to the whole job.
i'll pray hard and cross my fingers aye.
they had better buckle up before rosy explodes due to overload stress.
awwww, our pooor manager. my heart goes out to her. ):
well, i still strongly believe all those by the names of angels are total bitch.
bloody hell, left rosy when the ex bf appeared.
okay, whatever i think im going bonkers.
BOINK BOINK.

its so fcuking amazing how people dont treat me seriously.
i only come across as amusing, comical, silly and whats not.
oh god damn it, i dont bloody give a damn anymore.
what comes out from my mouth is crap in any case.
i dont seee any meaning of my existence here.

mr devil is my new best friend.
at least he takes my words for real.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:29 AM

Sunday, May 21, 2006 -

im in a i need jay chou song therapy kind of mood.

highlight of the day is singapore idol. like seriously they should change it to make-a-fool-of-yourself idol.
HAHAHA (:
i love the 'mirror boy' that sang true to yr heart, wore heelys and crashed uncontrollably into the sound system.
WHAT THE HELL WAS HE THINKING MAN!?
oh goddd, Kungfu Rapper VS Singapore Cowboy.
it was awful but SUPER DUPER FUNNY.
well, i really appreciate them for bringing so much laughter and joy on a sun night. :D
and now im irritating gin with the 'NONG NONG AGOOOO' guy!!!
aye hes like MY IDOLLLL!
i think she cant hold on longer anymore. shes going to die frm excessive laughter.
:)))))))))))
*lets out evil laughter.

i walked past the pet shop today.
and OMG THE GUINEA PIGS ARE DAMN CUTE!!! SO IRRESISTABLE!
i almost bought them but u know, my mum went to stop me.
RAH RAH! ): speaking abt annoyed, the best example is look at me.
wth.
one day i will get myself a airticket to bangkok and buy the puppies there!
scare the shit out of my mum.
non animal lovers (like my mum) oughta get shot. BANG!
jean wants her guinea pig.

this would have turn out good if it wasnt for her shaky hands (:

this is really uncalled for, putting up my self portrait on my own blog?!?!

i thought of a really awesome idea, that explains that lightbulb next to my head.
DO U SEE IT?

the rest of the pics will be updated in the flickr album!
i hate to say this but i love my orange jacket like to the moon, round the planets and back to earth.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:07 PM

whoohooo! i just caught COYOTE UGLY on channel 5! :D
like AGAINNNN. tsk.
but the guy is still cute as ever! awww. (:
and i thought the bar was freaking coolio bananas. yeahh baby!
my dad laughed his ass of when violet put his very adorably fat dad up for auction.
hoho. hilarious shit.

you know what, its 3.15 so its NAP TIME.
sayonara. i need to catch up on my beauty sleep first.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 3:12 PM

Friday, May 19, 2006 -

i never fail to feel refresh after a nice foamy bath.
HAHA. (:
its like i could stay online for any 3 hrs despite how strained i am.
cheeers to myself?!? wth.

yeahh, i just came back frm Jurong JC talentime at NTU. went with ginbabe :D
considered a pretty happening thing in the school calendar since its their anniversary or sth.
and i felt like a 'WALKING SUN' wearing my orange adidas jacket and holding this yellow flower.
O_O seriously, i could sense that im attracting alot of unnecessary attention. but oh wells.
ORANGE ROCKS MY UNDERWEAR.
anw, we realised that sally was one of the contestants in the talentime.
LIKE OH MY HOLY CRAP, she cant sing for god's sake!
i dont mean to put her down. but she was really being very drama with her hands actions.
plus her singing sounded kinda terrible.
*this is super off, but her friendster pics are worth a look. go at yr own risk!
i think her friend can sing much MUCH better.
this is where my hood comes into handy. to protect my ears. (:

then we saw that zhiwei in the jj modern dance club performing.
all i can say is she looks WEIRD. hahha OOPS.
it must be retribution cause i ended up in the same mrt carriage as her on the way home.
speaking abt reverse karma huh. tsk.
oh and then gin took the WRONG BUS HOME AND ENDED UP AT COMMONWEALTH!!!
thats like the ULTIMATE.
seeee gin, we shld have just shut up and not criticise them. u would have reached home safe and sound! (:

hmmm i thought yuko's dance group "No Vowels" was good.
but the other grp fan base was far too strong. awwwww.
its alright, 2nd place is not that bad either. heee.
then we saw alison tooo! she seems to be doing very well.
hahha we forgot to buy icecream on the way home, so now my stomach is rumbling like earthquake.
ROAR!

sometimes i wonder if i was better off alone in my own world.
honestly, nobody will notice. so whats the difference.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:51 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006 -

hc was being so hilarious by coming up with an itinery for our ubin trip.
my eyes really O_OOOO when i saw the cycling part.... which erm includes "teaching/ferrying boon". directly quoted frm hc.
HAHAHA.
that woman even put down the things we have to bring for the trip.
of course not forgetting to bring UNO CARDS. well yinghuey is in charge of that.
wth. who on earth plays with uno cards now? i cant rem when was the last time i actually touched it.
but what can i say, hc is getting the hang of being an efficient organiser!
hey hey thats like a FIRST IN HISTORY. (:
POWERRRRRRRRRRR.

im having second thoughts about piercing my belly.
cause according to shi and yh, it gets infected very easily and u have to clean it almost everyday.
BOOOO! ):
what a big turn off.
right, and u cant move vigorously for THREEE MONTHS! ITS THREEEE MONTHS.
nonono, jean doesnt wanna stay bedridden.
goodness gracious, i'll feel like an fragile old woman.
how now brown cow?

DAVINCI CODE IS OUTTT!
:D wheeee!

okay okay, back to bugging my mum to sponsor my guitar lesson.
tata (:

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:17 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006 -

omg, its been 984651254864729 years since i last blogged.
awww, dont u guys just miss reading my oh-so-entertaining nonsense (:
it feels weird blogging down. im losing my magical blogging touch.
hurhur.

had ben&jerrys chocolate fudge brownie after dinner today!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD. couldnt stop grinning frm ear to ear.
chocolates cheer me up like no one else does. YUMMY :D
whenever the chocolate melts in my mouth on my tongue, i seriously felt so SHIOK and thought i was FLOATING.
hhaha. whatever man.
loves loves loves it!

all my mum got me from bangkok was this ORANGE shirt with an elephant printed on it.
convert to sing currency only cost her 16 bucks!
thats like SUPER CHEAP.
my sis has like mountains and heaps of new clothes purchased frm the central shopping centres while i only have ONE MISEARABLE ELEPHANT SHIRT ( my mum is damn proud that its elephant cause it symbolises luck in thailand) that was bought in the AIRPORT.
okay, now u seeeeeee the difference. how come i feel cheated?!?!
): *sulks.

oh did i tell u my mum was being very amusing. she called me from bangkok to tell me she picked up 200 baht frm the floor.
LIKE HYUHHHHHH?!?!
now i can totally understand why the long distance calls can sum up to 1200.
how unbelievable. goodness.
my mum bought ALOT AND I REALLY MEAN ALOT OF CANDIES AND CHOCOLATES.
if i bring all of them tgt, i can open a candy store at my hse. hahah.
hershey, meiji, hello panda, gummies, prawn crackers and blah blah.
the price there is like half of the price in spore! AHHHHH!
i can go there and get buried in candies. O_O

i looked in my mum luggage and figured 1/4 of her money was spent on buying lingerie and underwears in all shapes, sizes and colours.
HAHAHHAHAA.
again cause its very cheap.
my sis has this panty with a small bear printed on the front with a mini pocket at the butt area.
i just go hysterical when i see it!
HAHAH. what the hell right?

another sentimental argument and bitter love.
fucked without a kiss again and dragged it through the mud.
yelling at brick walls and punching windows made of stone.
the worry rock has turned to dust and fallen on our pride.

a knocked down dragged out fight.
fat lips and open wounds.
another wasted night and no one will take the fall.

where do we go from here?
and what did you do with the directions?
promise me no dead end streets
and I'll guarantee we'll have the road.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:43 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006 -

YOU GUYS HAVE TO WATCH THIS!
ITS JUST JAW DROPPING. (?!?!?)
i can only gasp in horror when i saw him do his stufs.

ohhh and this tooo! (:

his name is cyril takayama.
and gosh the street magic he does are seriously unbelievable!
hail to the next david blaine! :D
i keep repeating the video to watch just so to see if i can spot any loopholes.
well, i guess u know the outcome huh.
so now i shall leave u guys to enjoy while i battle with mr maths.
trust me, mr maths is tougher than i thought.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:51 PM

Saturday, May 06, 2006 -

finally town-ed with sher and boon today.
havent seen SHER for donkey years!!! :D
it was a good day.

sher went to cut her hair at clippers today.
digress abit, i WANT MY HAIR TO GROW LONGERRR!
#$%^&*#$%^&*
PURPLE. I WANNA HIGHLIGHT MY HAIR PURPLE! :D
after that we just randomly walked ard town.
oh oh and i got my DAVID&GOLIATH YELLOW "PEAS ON EARTH" boxers short!
goshhh, its damn cuteee man. im loving it! (:
my mum eyes went O_OOOO when i flaunt it in her face.
shit, now my wallet really pathetic.
dont ask me how much i left. JUST DONT.
i feel like getting another one leh. HOW NOW BROWN COW.

anw, heartfelt thanks to our dearest sher who introduced us to the stickers section at kinokuniya.
booon and i were highly amazed at tha range of popup stickers there!(:
seriously, they are sooo irresistable okay! i was kinda tempted to get.
we picked out like THIRTY BUCKS worth of stickers. *aye one strip is 3.80 okay.
then fickleminded sher picked out two of them to buy.
its this sationary and food series with different smiley faces on them!
u guys should go check it out! super cute. (:
hahha can u imagine three girls ooohh-ing and ahhh-ing at the stickers in kino!?!?
how bloody stupid can we get lar. OMG.

im still figuring out why i cant fit into a size 27 jeans.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:08 PM

u should have known better.
stay away from me.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:00 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006 -

ohhhh gosh. my eyelids feel super heavy lar.
damn freaking tired. O_O
i just came back frm SA GUITAR CONCERT!!!
how can i miss it man! cause dearest ek huilin was perfoming!
like one in a lifetime chance.
hhaha she looked really nervous and amusing when she go "ooops" silently after playing a wrong note. (:
and we all agreed that she seemed composed throughout the whole perf!
COOOLIO. no worries babe, i think u played yr pieces fantastic! :D
yeah, but the volume really spoils it all.
its far too soft. but i guess thats just a minor problem.
and i just have to comment on yr weirdo conductor.
whats up with that sleek combed centre parting hair!?!?
with all that vigorous hair shaking action during his solo piece, i almost mistook him for some wanderer (liu lang han).
omg i know my chinese sucks lar!
right, we gave ek this BIG NICE GIGANTIC SUNFLOWIEEE(:
she loves it alot as she believes its a measure of love. wth.
its all in the heart babe.

being hungry animals, the whole clique went to the macdonalds for supper! wheee!
yihan's outbreak of pimples didnt stop her. alright man!
i dont know whats wrong with them but like all of them like their burgers doubled!
hhaha mad wanted her burger(i forgot what burger) doubled but didnt in the end.
the funniest thing is yihan insisted on getting a mcspicy double though its like no longer available! crazy shit.
yh and huiyi went gaga over the SHAKER SEAWEED FRIES.seriously.
whenever i see reylere, it reminds me of the way she loooked at kevin frm top to bottom. and it totally cracked me up!
she had the "wowwwww, my prince charming" face! super funny.
did i mention hes damn TALLLL. i wished i was half his height.

i have lovable friends! :D

tml's BAND CONCERT WILL BE OH SO GOOD.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:49 PM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006 -

GINBABE IS BACK IN SUNNY ISLAND SPORE:D
awwww, nienie miss you so much!
hhaha that girl almost suffered frm extreme lung disease in bangkok.
the air was THAT polluted! oh gosh.
cant imagine everyday u just breathe in carbon monoxide. it must have been unbearable huh? (:
no worries gin, spore has abundance of fresh air.
TAKE IN ALL YOU WANT!
right, i cant wait to see what shirt u got me.
*u spoiler lar, tell me its a shirt. tsk

fish&co suntec city is MAJORLY SCREWED UP.
F-C-U-K-I-N-G screwed up will fit better.
we are like totally understaffed okay!
there were only THREE MISERABLE PPLE ON THE FLOOR TODAY. *including me.
thank god, i survived. RAH.
cause poly started alr so fifi, tiff, kk, yuan, ali have to return to school.
BLOODY HELL!
wait till u hear the WORSE part.
LIKE ALLLLLLLLL THE MANAGERS AND SUPERVISORS IN SUNTEC ARE GOING TO RESIGN.
no im not kidding.
rosy, jacky and angel leaving in 2 weeks time or even earlier.
travin alr got transferred to wheelock.
back of house, catherine and stanley are saying sayonaro soon.
then there is sheila, beth ending their attachments.
tiff and fifi will be quitting prob. im 80% sure.
WAH LAO THIS IS THE ULTIMATE.
i just lost all my motivation to work. congrats.

okay like Tioman island is still the best in terms of accessibilty and price.
we would very like Redang but i think we will die on the torturous journey there.
but shit, i think redang is a damn pretty island! (: go SNORKELLING!
in any case, always keep shi's equation in handy. hahhaa.
and no yinghuey, theres no pests there!!!
oh noooooooo, I REALLY DONT WANT SENTOSA AND KL!
*prays hard.

WHOS GAME TO GO MALDVIES ISLAND!?
IM GOING TO START MY SAVING SCHEME NOW.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:49 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006 -

im in the mood for some of my all time favourite shows.
armageddon, romeo and juliet, pearl harbour.
(:
but shit lar. i have to go grope in the dark for the discs.
have no idea where i last placed them! bleahh.
TELL ME THIS SUCKS.

frankly speaking, i have nothing interesting to blog abt.
shame on my boring life.
anw let me show u the balcony scene in R&J that i really love.

my heart melts each time i watched this scene.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:13 PM