your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Sunday, October 29, 2006 -

as much as i want to post nice beautiful photos to at least keep this blog alive, i couldnt find any.
sadly, i couldn't.
cause i was in the STAY-HOME-AND-DO-SERIOUS-SELF-EVALUATION mode the past months.
okay, maybe i should say i am still in that mode.
but guess what?
i'm actually starting to enjoy this out of touch feeling. wow.

its weird. i don't know.
my biggest fear is that i'll become too comfortable with the idea of being lonely.

and my lips are raw as hell, from biting on them just to stay awake.
but its not like i'm gonna need them
cause you won't be around to see them bleed and break.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:53 AM

Monday, October 23, 2006 -

waiting here with hopes, the phone will ring.
i'm thinking awful things and I'm pretty sure that few would notice.
and this apartmentis starving for an argument.
anything at all to break the silence.

so don't be a liar.
don't say that "everything's working"when everything's broken.
and you smile like a saint,
but you curse like a sailor.
and your eyes say the joke's on me.

but I'm not laughing and you're not leaving.
who do I think I am kidding?
when I'm the only one locked in this cell.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:17 PM

Sunday, October 15, 2006 -

wahh, i havent touch my silly blog for a week.
basically i had the best week ever.
TOTALLY GREAT.

1) overloading projects are driving me up the walls. literally.
2) mr printer doesnt work anymore (since i change my desktop system to XP).
i think its on better terms with 98.
and so now i'm having troubles printing my survey and essay!!!
mr printer, YOU SUCK ): thanks mich for offering to help.
3) all of a sudden, my tagboard is just not functioning!
dont laugh at me, but i really have no clue how to change it. ):
4) down with awfully serious cough and flu the past 3 days.
the skin on my nose is peeling after excessive rubbing.
oh, i have a very low sexay voice now :)
5) my thunbdrive is MIA.
its like magic, POOF and its gone. grrrrrrrrrr.

so, how was yours?

EK'S 18th BIRTHDAY!

THEN THERE IS SY'S BIRTHDAY.

LASTLY TIFF'S SPECIAL ONE AT THE ZOO!

THIS TIME WITH THE NOT-SO LOVELY ANIMALS.

OKAY, thats like a hell lot of photos. O_O
well, just thought u might like a closer look at this.

OMGGGGGG!
HAHAHAHHA.
EVERYONE IS DOING SOME FUNNY WEIRD STUFFS!
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:29 PM

Sunday, October 08, 2006 -

october sucks my money dry.

its like birthdays after birthdays AFTER BIRTHDAYS. goodness.

jill's place for her 21st birthday party on fri.
retro theme aye! WOOTS.
bright colours.
shimmering disco lights which rotates to produce beautiful lights on the walls.
nice spicy meesiam that burn my lips.
more streamers and ribbons.
funky 80's music blasting.
wonderful retro pple to end it off.
but the best part was seeing the teo cousins. HAHA.
oh godddd, love them la!
will post the peektures up...soon (i hope). ((((:

OHHH HAPPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TIFF!!!
YOU SHOULD BE PROUD IM LOVING U ALIL MORE THIS YEAR. :D

okay, super uber exhausted. YAWNS.
i need my sleep for 9.30 lecture tml.
REALLY KANASEI.

stay tune for tiff's birthday part2. (:

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:51 PM

Saturday, October 07, 2006 -

JEANISONEBIGSTUPIDIDIOTCAUSESHELOSTHERKEYSFORTHE
MILLIONTHTIMEALR.
SHEISGETTINGREADYTOBESLAUGHTEREDBYHERMOTHER.

MYLASTWORDSAREDONTEVERLOOSEYRKEYS.NEVER.

OH,HAPPYLANTERNFESTIVALTOALLLIVINGTHINGSOUTTHERE!!!

:DDDDDD

ANDTOYOU,ANNIEBABE,HAPPY18THBIRTHDAYLA!!!
IWILLCONSIDERLOVINGYOUMOREIFYOUCOULDSTOPJOINING
FORCESWITHGIN.
REALLY.ITSAGOODOFFER.
DOTHINKOVERCAREFULLY.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:02 AM

Friday, October 06, 2006 -

THE STUPID HAZE IS GETTING INTO MY NOSE, THROAT, LUNGS, EYES.
I'M GOING TO DIE. ):
gosh every morning i look out of the window, i thought i was in indonesia.

its not helping when i have 2 group projects and 1 individual assignment breathing down my neck.
GROWLS. @#$%^&*@#$%^&*.

are u expecting something exciting?
well, sorry to disappoint u again.

i figured its time for me to turn in.
so long folks!

ps: todays a good day cause 3 pple initiated to talk to me on msn. hey, that doesnt happen to me often. so, you know what i mean.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:36 AM

Wednesday, October 04, 2006 -

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away,
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do.
Time Square can't shine as bright as you.
I swear it's true.

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance.
I'm right there if you get lonely,
Give this song another listen.
Close your eyes,
listen to my voice it's my disguise.
I'm by your side.

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard.
But just believe me girl,
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar.
We'll have it good.
We'll have the life we knew we would.
My word is good.

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say.
If every simple song I wrote to you,
Would take your breath awayI'd write it all.
Even more in love with me you'd fall.
We'd have it all.

Hey there Delilah.
You be good and don't you miss me.
Two more years and you'll be done with school ,
And I'll be making history like I do.
You know it's all because of you.
We can do whatever we want to.
Hey there Delilah here's to you.
This ones for you.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:30 PM