your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Monday, January 30, 2006 -

finally theres something decent to watch on tv.
cause like i totally find the chinese new year special programmes disgusting.
eeew eeeww EEEWWW!

and COYOTE UGLY ROCKS MY SOCKS DUDE!!! :D
one of my all time favourites.
those wild dancing moves.
those friendship.
those passionate love.
the determination to fulfil yr dreams, overcome yr fears.
its a truly awesome show! loves it (:

hahha and tyra banks looks really a tad TOOOO high.
im abit not used to it after seeing her host america's next top model.
like a complete different person.
oh wells. (:

and not to mention ADAM GARCIA was such a adorable sweet guy!!!
i wonder how can a man be soooo damn nice.
must be extinct in the present society. *nods
oh! i just realised i do have a thing for all the Adams in the world.
cause ADAM BRODY IS MINE TOOOOO!!! :D
nonono, dont try to snatch him away i tell u.
lalala.

ahhhhhhhhh!
quick save me, im on the edge of going insane.

anw, i got dragged by my family to the river hongbao at esplanade park.
tsktskkk!
all i saw was food stalls and MORE FOOD STALLS.
wah lao, i could feel my stomach churning when i saw the way they handled the food.
man, trust me. you wouldnt wanna see it.
and i treat my sisters to ice creammm! :D
hahha dont be amazed, i spent the whole of tonight figuring out why i did that.
theres still no ans. (:

just cause its cny, the food court actually raise their usual price by 1 buck!
ITS REALLY TOO MUCH.
growls )):
now jean is an angry girl.

alright, thats all for today.
poooof!

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:57 PM

Sunday, January 29, 2006 -

OH MY GOOODNESS GRACIOUS HOLY CRAP.

the damn cheenapok chinese new year songs playing on radios is making my head swell!
can they DONT play it for say one hour!?!?
everytime i tune in, im bound to hear one without fail.
and i hate it when they try to be creative and put in techno or translate the chinese to english lyrics! (im so not a techno lover.)
all i can say, is they suck to the core.
fucking annoying i tell u. *bangs head on walls.
so now, i always have 2 spare thick cotton balls in my pockets wherever i go.

well, im sure u guys dont wanna hear about my UNexciting day.
i'll keep it short and sweet then.
cousins came over to my place this morn to wish my grandma.
afternoon headed over to uncles place.
fulstop. (:

i know this sounds really weird but yeah, tml is the stay-home-to-study day.
oh hell, during chinese new year right.
i like things this way.

4th feb - gin's placeee.
11th feb - seafood feast :D
17th feb - exra tutorial. ARGH.
18th feb - acjc funOrama.
8th april - crescent funfair.
my memory is lacking terribly. i guess the storage is full, you know like yr handphone inbox full that kind.
right, im having troubles remebering those dates.
its so KANASEI.

okay okay, bye bye.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:45 PM

life.
dont talk to me about life.

yes i know, its chinese new year and i oughta be all cheerful and excited about it like i was the previous years.
but unfortunately, im so NOT enjoying it.
more of like LOUSY new year than HAPPY new year.
sad to say there's nothing worth for me to look forward to.
no nice outfits, no new bag, no new shoes. plus im in a sulky mood today.
so, to hell with chinese new year. oh whatever man )):

however, i still wish u people out there
HAPPY/LOUSY NEW YEAR.
(take yr pick.)

a lot of people I know believe in positive thinking, and so do I.
i believe everything positively stinks.
kiss me twice. i'm schizophrenic.

do you want me to sit in the corner and rust, or just fall apart where I'm standing?

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:18 AM

Friday, January 27, 2006 -

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YIHAN, REYLERE AND MAD!!!
:D beams.
that retro pink guitar bag sure suit u alot,reylere.
and yes u are going to carry it to sch on wed! haha (:
we chose that stylish bracelet watch for u, miss mad!
think it'll look great on u, hope u like it!
though, miss dai said she will try to like it when she saw the mature nine west bag, i still wish u happy ___th birthday. *winks (:
(sorry, the above age was censored to protect the individual's privacy. haha)

well, we sat at Jack's Place for an hr plus waiting for huilin, reylere, mad and yihan to make their grand arrival.
the staffs kept lingering around our tables frm time to time!
hinting for us to take our orders.
goshhh, its highly irritating. stoooopid.
so, in the end we had lunch at erm... THREEE plus!?!
it was a good day i would say. :D
i felt very much like crescent days where after sch we'll rush to town for meals immediately.
and we talk about stupid stuffs and gossips aroud sch.
there was alot of laughter and fun.
that feeling was plain awesomeee. awwww(:
my day started bright and hopeful, it ended nicely too.

oh oh! we bought a blackforest cake frm jack's place and sang them birthday song.
we even made them play the birthday song throughh the speakers!
hahha, it was really quite hilarious to see their espressions.
and everyone is willing to work very hard to find a rich/handsome boyfriend for our dearest miss dai!
yeah man, dont worry cause our expectations are kinda high.
so i assure u they wil be top-quality!
hilarious shit O_O

after lunch, it was shopping time!
YAY! zippadeeeedoda zipadeeeeaye!
some of them left half way so its down to yihan, ek, yinghuey and me.
our legs were giving way though we didnt walked much.
right, IT MUST BE THE DAMN CROWD!(seee, im claustrophobic)
sat at coffee bean for break time.
left town at ard 915.
WOWWW, it was sure a long day eh.

and i realised that we took like a gadzillion photos today.
those people are so going to die uploading them!
lucky for me (:
but i dont deny that i do LOVE taking photos.
ssssshhhhh, dont tell anyone.
-hides-
i'll post the nice nice pics up tml.

pray sincerely for me that im able to find 2 tops and bottoms tml.
pretty pleaseeee....

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:01 PM

Thursday, January 26, 2006 -

the clock shows twenty mins after one.
okay, i have no idea why im still up at this ungodly hour.
oh wells, blame it on those insane and unusual hormones.
its disgusting.

been trying to download all american rejects latest album.
but all im getting is funny and what-rubbish-is-this looking sites appearing that happens to have the words 'american' and 'rejects'?!?!
omg, turning nutters real soon.
GRRROOOWWWL.
sometimes i think i was a lion in my past life.

fine fine, u wanna go look for a cheaper one.
go ahead. go, gooooo.
just dont complain when i ask to upgrade it 1 yr down the road.
there is no doubt abt that.
let me tell u something.
its mentally and physically draining to settle stuffs with youuu people.
and all of this nonsense shld end now.
i mean, just give me a break.

god damnit.

i must have felt pretty holy these days.
or maybe deep down inside i know i have committed lots of sins and obviously i need to make up for that.
ohh, it could have been both. *wonders
cause i actually walked into this christian shop.
almost bought modern rock worship cds.
right right, they are one bunch of rockers.

bye little humans of the pathetic world.
and WHERE's MY PILLOW!?!
ahhhhhhhhh!
*hurries off to search for darling.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:28 AM

Monday, January 23, 2006 -

JEAN LOVES WATCHING FASHION SHOWS! :D

well, i just thought i enjoy the normal fashion shows.
but i happened to love watching LINGERIE fashion shows too. haha.
now, thats interesting.

and OH MY MAMA MIA.
the Victoria's Secrets fashion shows was one great awesome event!
its better than ever man! ((:
u can spot tyra banks, heidi klum, gisele bundchen, alessandrea ambrosio and mnay other hottt babes.
when i saw their figures, my eyes almost popped out of their sockets.
its like...perfect.
freaking sexaaayy baby! (:

my favourite was the candies theme. haha *beams
the lingerie looks so darn cute lar.
with all the bright exciting colours and designs.
anw, has tyra gone insane or something?!
she actually retired from modelling so she can focus on her television career.
dammnit. no more 'lets do it the tyra style' runway walks anymore.

sulks ):
why why WHY!

my sis refused to believe i cut my hair.
now is it her or is it my hair?

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:33 PM

Sunday, January 22, 2006 -

Saturday
alright, meeting time was 1pm at cityhall control station.
turns out only i was punctual again! growls. )):
ching arrived only like 130?!?!
so, board the damn train towards Changi airport.
they were pretty much shocked with jap black hair.
its really WOWWWWWWW to the power of 10 million.
i realised she like to hop frm one extreme colour to another. O_O
oooh and i refrain frm looking straight in her eye cause i'll turned into stone. those possessed grey looking eyes are scary!

POPEYE'S HERE I COMEEEEE!!! :D
gosh, the fries were ooohh lala heavenly.
thumbs up! (:
the meal made me totally full and bloated lar.
but of course it was worth it.
during lunch we discussed why sher calls her mother "mother".
HAHAHHAA.
like "yes, mother" or "im going out, mother"
omg, i swear im not lying.
all of us just thinks it damn weird can.
and so, through thw whole day, we were playing with the mother thing! plus we came up with the "friend version".
goshhhh, such a laughing fit. (:

shi came along after that.
saw a trolley and got alllll HIGHHH.
okay, im never going to step on the trolley if hc is the driver.
I SAID NEVER. understood?
oh man, i didnt knew i put my life in such great danger.
anw it was photo session.
SUPER DUPER FUN.
u guys shld try standing on the escalator with yr photographer running on the steps beside , getting a best shot.
it sure does take alot of skills, right friend ching? (:
boon's classic look when she realised she's going to die first when taking a photo inbetween 2 pple was really cuteee. haha.
joke of the day.

restaurant hopped to sakae sushi.
they totally had like 7 chawanmushis!
*faints.
loves it :D
spent like 100000 mins trying to get all of us into a picture using a selftimer.
the staff was there but we just refuse to seek their help!??!
ohh yes, we are weirddddddd people (:

the not-very-long bus ride to town turns out to be very-long.
haha. i slept my way there!
hc went to cut her hair. so boon yh sher and me shopped ard far east.
the crowd was just highly annoying.
did i mention that im claustrophobic.
RAH RAH!
dinner at pepper lunch was cooool bananas and exciting.
cooking the meat and adding the sauces.
and the fucking security guard chased us out of taka departmental store at closing time.
what an asshole!

Sunday
hmm, best duddy and i checked out kyna's church today. True Way Presbyterian Church.
it was alright i guess. at least the priest dont preach like for 1 hr non stop. thank god.
but im quite sad i dont get to sing One Way.
so much for 'honour yr family and love yr neighbours'.
bleah. parents drives me on the road to insanity.
they are the cause why i do things that i didnt knew i would.
the sensations overwhelming. i cant take it no more.

ahhh. FUCK the world.
*pardon my vulagrities. dont judge me.

anw, at ard 10 plus we headed to bugis for little food treats.
then went to sim lim square.
their range of notebooks there is limited compared to funan.
but yinghuey saw the Lumix digicam.
NICE SEXY BABY. (:
get it girl!
back to bugis for some shopping but end up emptyhanded still.

its alr 1.30 when we reached orchard.
i think puncutality is very important. and im starting to sense my blood boiling when pple are late.
well, my reaction wasnt that strong last time. but its a diff thing now.
anw, only huilin, michelle, yinghuey, huiyi, sy and me were there.
walked around trying to find mad, reylere and yihan birthday presents.
that bling bling retro guitar bag is one uinque thang!
all of us agree its so herrrr.
raining like dogs and cats and pigs and rabbits and hamsters when we left town at say 5 plus.

my love for walking in the rain still exists.

michelle ate crystal jade at GWC so i accompanied her.
arcades are like the best place to kill time! (:
i emerge victory when we compete in basketball.
i got trashed at Daytona.
my gun was freaking lousy and spoilt at Time Crisis!
but its was hell lot of wild time man.

thats all folks.
this is a LONGGGGGGGGGGG entry.
bye for now.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 9:54 PM

Thursday, January 19, 2006 -

omg. are my eyes playing tricks on me?!?
aye i actually scored full marks for annie's quiz! (:
wah its the VERY FIRST TIME i scored full marks for anyone quiz.

((:
*BEAMS

arent u proud of me, u nieniefied thing!
yeah i know u inside out, upside down.
you dont try to be funny and hide things frm me. haha :D

i love airports.
i love the trolleys used for moving luggages.
i love to push the trolley from one end of the airport to the other while doing short sprints.
i love the frowning expression on mr policeman's face when im caught doing that.
i love the sky train.
i love Popeye's fries.
i love to see planes land and take off on the runway.
i love the emptiness and erm...huge-ness(WHAT!?!) of the airport.

quick make a trip down to the Changi Airport today!

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:47 PM

Wednesday, January 18, 2006 -

that ek huilin is being such an ultimate ponner!
she had a mc letter saying she was running a fever.
oh right, i totally believe u toot (:
but guess what, she was shopping at suntec!
wah laooo, really TOO MUCH.
not only her mum came along, but both of her sis too!
its like immobilise the whole family to come look for me at fish&co.
i think my face looked like O_O.
really, im not kidding. hahaa.

okay, im gonna call SA up to tell them u changed yr reason for not turning up in sch :D
she couldnt stop laughing when she saw my nametag lor!
what the hell.
she is one funny shit.

after work, walked over to Funan IT Mall.
its so near workplace anw. hurhur.
HP Pavilion series looks really attractive to me.
with all the specs and performance.
almost perfect creation! loves it :D

Janice Dickinson got me all high when she appeared in america's nxt top model!
WHOOHOO.
actually, i dont know why i like her.
she's just bold, straighforward in her actions and words!
and that can really crack me up big time.
*nods

drain the pressure from the swelling.
the sensations overwhelming.
give me a long kiss goodnight, and everything will be alright.
tell me that i wont feel a thing.
so give me novocaine.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:44 PM

Tuesday, January 17, 2006 -

sorry dudes.
i dont have enough time to blog.
busy whining and bugging my stuborn-like-an-ox dad to get me the HP laptop while hes trying very ahrd to get some precious sleep.
RAH RAH!!!
he just freaking refuse to budge lar. F***.
)):

and now when im done harrassing him or rather used up all my saliva and energy.
its like i feel i need to stay asleep for 12 hours to replenish the energy.
alright, so TATA.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:44 AM

Sunday, January 15, 2006 -

Look at this photograph.
Every time I do it makes me laugh.
How did our eyes get so red,
And what the hell is on Joey's head?

This is where I grew up.
I think the present owner fixed it up.
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin' out.

And this is where I went to school.
Most of the time had better things to do.
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must've done it half a dozen times.

I wonder if it's too late
Should I go back and try to graduate?
Life's better now than it was back then
If I was them I wouldn't let me in oh oh oh
Oh god I…

Every memory of lookin' out the back door
I got the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor.
It's hard to say it, time to say it.
Goodbye, goodbye.

Every memory of walkin' out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was lookin' for.
It's hard to say it, time to say it.
Goodbye, goodbye.

I miss that town, I miss the faces
You can't erase, you can't replace it.
I miss it now, I can't believe it.
So hard to stay, too hard to leave it.

If I could relive those days,
I know the one thing that would never change.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:39 PM

Saturday, January 14, 2006 -

asdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdf

alright, im feeling really f***** up right now.

family issues.
friends issues.
money issues.

seriously, i've endured the worse.
im ready for more bad things to come.
wallow in self-pity. thats exactly want i'll do.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:34 PM

my loyal fan (MISS LOH YINGHUEY) demand me to update my blog just cause i didnt update for erm.....1 day?!?!
that silly tootie poottt! HAHA (:

oh yeahh, i met that women mentioned above for dinner.
well, her hockey diet forbids her frm eating fried stuffs, alcohols and sugar drinks.
its kinda like 'WHAAAATTTTT!'
omg, i just reminded of my low-carb diet. it my as well dont exist lar.
URGHH.
okay, jean u better start working those freaking fats.
anw thats not the point we had Pastamania.
i had bacon aglio. mmm, sweet baby. (:
and i just realised i like all the aglio olio pasta.
no cream-based please, thank you. EXTRA CHEESE IS A NO-NO!

circled around carrefour and the perimeter of plaza singapura.
i lost count of how many rounds but its alright.
many more chances will come.
plus, duddy provided entertainment in one way or another.
walking outside cafe cartel towards the entrance, she suddenly stopped dead in her tracks.
had this really concentrating look, brows frowning.
i was like 'aye yinghuey, WALK.'
buttttttt she just stood as though her legs were rooted to the ground!
the group of girls behind us got the what-is-that-stupid-girl-doing looks.
HAHAHA.
after about standing motionless for 5 secs, she FINALLY started walking.
the whole reason behind this was she heard 5566 song somewheree.
goshhhh, i almost died laughing!
she claims she didnt hear me asking her to move!
thats one crazy shit. TOOO MUCH lar.
i still believed u were hearing things :D
*nods

alright, i see Mr Sun out to play today!
loveee the sun, i tell you.
rainy days bring my damn mood down )):
it sucks. SUCKS.
time for me to get brown a lil!

lucky Chinatown stallholders dont have to worry no more.

chinese new year songs can be very overwhelming for me.
they should come up with some rock style. right.

i wont watch my life crashing down on me.
if only i tried.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:07 PM

Thursday, January 12, 2006 -

things are definitely different when yr friend drives a car :D
well i do get chauffeured aroud the island.
and i dont have to worry abt getting caught in th freaking rain and waiting for the snailing busss.
simply power mama.

vive drove me from sch to RELC to make payment for coming exams.
johnathan was alr there to take the queue number so it was pretty fast for us! yeah, i can help it if we are so effficient and smart.
took abt half an hr for the whole process.
drove to bugis for lunch.
haha i feel like some queen being driven to my destinations. awesome! (:
we had the nice wanton mee opp bugis junction.
the fried wanton tgt with the black dark sauce noodle is SUPERB!
oh oh , u guys should go try it someday. heh.
johnathan left so vive and i shopped the whole bugis junction PLUS bugis street!
gooodness gracious, my legs totally felt like it was giving way.
for a moment i thought i aged 50 years. haha.

hmm, i was suppose to find my sweater but it wasnt successful.
RAH RAH. terrible horrible lar!
in the end, that woman bought 2 tops okay.
TOOOO MUCHH.

we left bugis and headed to town at say 630.
and omg, its so damn expensive to park yr car in the carparks during office hours!
let me tell u how much was it.
$6.50 for like 4 HOURS?!?!
i n s a n i t y.
tskk tsk.
i think i will stick to taking public transport in future. *nods
but i would personally loved to own a beetle or a mini cooper :D
the shape is oh-so-cute. mini cars can be a sexayyy baby!

anw, she treat me to Din Tai Fung at paragon.
to me, Crystal Jade still wins hands down.
and i was very amused by the way she dipped the xiao long bao into the vinegar. HAHAH.
its a clever move girl!
after my next pay, i'll treat u to good food too! ((:
YAY. lets go food hunting around spore!

yeah yeah, Hi-Tea at Goodwood Park Hotel!
damnit, now im craving for it. SLURPS.

my fool-proof plan to con my mom to get a laptop for me is still in progress.
aye slow and steady wins the race.
cause my KNS com is windows 98, i cant get my iriver U10 or creative zen vision!
*bangs the table.
like totally GREAT.

bloody hell.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:34 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006 -

my 4th finger on my right hand is SWOLLEN.
basket. )):
the best thing is i dont even rem how or when i hurt it whatsoever.
its hindering me from typing and writing properly.
basically, SUCKS.

anw, nienie outing yesterday! :D loves it.
obviously those two ANIMALS were bullying me lar.
really oughta get shot!
oh oh oh! did i mention that hilarious annie gave me this GREEN TOFUMAN SHIRT!
HAHAHHAA.
omfg, i peeped into the bag and my eyes went O_O.
but yeah. thanks a million babe.
u have contributed to my tofuman collection. great! (:

AND WE SAW FANNY MOMMMMMY AT WISMA!!!
*screams.
hahah that sneaky woman forgot our hp numbers so she didnt called to say she's coming spore for say 5 hrs for transit.
we bought her the BIGGG Famous Amos Cookie lollipop that says 'You R My Sweetheart'.
fanny,gin,annie,qingyu,zhilei and oh-i-forgot-whats-her-name! sorry. (:
had lunch at food replubic at wisma then.
neoprint session was FUNNN! its ultra cool when u can edit the neos with no time limit. like take yr own sweet time.
annie will scan them and i'll post them up.
so be patient alright.

ginbabe left at 5 plus.
headed on to find hc,sher and shi at TCC.
you know, im starting to love TCC more than Coffee Bean.
crap, Oreo Milkshake rock the house down man!
Wedges was thumbs up too :D
erm yeahhh, annie was pretty taken aback when she saw her BLUEEE HAIR.
*faints.
thats all folks.

on a random note, i saw alot of pple today.
there's ek mama when i was working at fish&co. but she didnt see me! ):
then i saw chen zhi cai! hhaha, he still looks good and charming at his age!
some crescent seniors but i forgot their names. i mean its not like i have to remember their names what. blah blah blahhh...

who exactly am i?!?
if u know, kindly tell me the answer.
spare me the agony.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:34 PM

Tuesday, January 10, 2006 -

WHY ON EARTH IS EVERYONE TELLING ME THAT THEY ARE HUNGRY AND ASK ME TO FEED THEM!?!?
are yr insane!
do i look like Doraemon, with that anything-also-can-produce pocket, to u silly little people?
omg, purposely want to drive me to my grave.
and now my stomach is rumbling. ARGHHH.

anw, there was mediacorp filming at fish&co this morn.
tay pinghui, qi yuwu and ou xuan were there.
tay ping hui has this really stuckup look that says "hey look here! im the most charming man alive."
alright, thats pretty turn-off.
in my opinion, qi yuwu seems more friendly and gentleman.
my sis asked me why i didnt ask for their autographs but i just rolled my eys 360 degrees at her.
its scary how skinny ou xuan can get. i wouldnt notice her if she hides behind her pole.
oh wells, just mediacorp artistes.
its not a very big hoo-haa!
but they freaking messed up the table settings lar! totally unforgivable i tell u!

oh, HAPPY HARI RAYA HAJI.
not like i actually celebrates that. but yeah, im just expressing my joy and happiness cause its a public holiday :D
holidays rocks my socks.

and i miss geeebabe and niebabe terribly!
lucky i will get to replenish my nienie dosage tml.
wheeee (:
we're going to have an awesome day. you bet.

i look around me, and theres not a single soul in sight.
bloody hell.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:22 AM

Sunday, January 08, 2006 -

After all we've been through, i know we're cool.

There's a thousand reasons why i hate myself.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:17 AM

dear ginny says she will get a Canon, annie will get a Canon, i MUST get a Canon.
EVERYBODY IN THE DAMN WORLD MUST GET A CANON CAM.
and so i have to post a Canon here or she will really cry her heart out.
oh yes, i think she's capable of doing that.
i wouldnt wanna take this risk man.
by the way, she told me Sony sucks cause i'll be paying for their design only and their overly-priced accessories.
thats a good point actually.

there you go! digital Ixus 55. (:
really powerful features but i wished they had more colours.

chinatown with my mum and sis today.
filled with mountains and mountains of uncles and aunties.
and i kinda wanna wear a traditional chinese costume for CNY.
like the whole family, my mom dad and sis, wears it on the first day of CNY!
hahha, wont it be fun?
aye take it as family bonding!
but my mom totally ignored me and told me to drop the stupid idea.
now, im one very unhappy kid.
( i always laughed at those red round hats with the fake long plaits attached to it! ridiculous!)

duddy introduced me this wonderful thing.
ooohhh, i can be a part time secret spy.
*grins :D
and the features looks abit stranger to me after i stared at it for 15 mins.
okay okay, dont remind me. i will go for IT courses to upgrade myself.
SUCKER.
at least it provided me with some sort of entertainment.

work.school.home.work.school.home.work.school.home.work.school.home.
look at my COLOURFUL life!

arghhh. stop it jean.
stop whining for goodness sake!
annie, maybe u are right. its probably just a nienie thing.
blah blah blah,
gobbledy gobbledy gook gook.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:04 AM

Friday, January 06, 2006 -

both of my younger sister has been consulting me regarding what cca they shld join in sch.
they are over enthusiastic abt the whole choosing a right cca thing, cause they have been PESTERING me for this WEEK!
omg, like bees buzzing in my ear.
so i recommended janel to join modern dance since thats the only cca the school is stronger at compared to the other lousy/pathetic cca.
okay, i know im mean but who really cares.
well, jovial chose International Dance too.
but shes considering netball now after i told her its really a interesting game. besides, it makes one grow taller by jumping!
oh greatttt, now im gonna have a family of dancers.
cheers for me people (:

i seriously thinks my mum's brain works in a VERY different way from the NORMAL human beings like you and me.
"dont join dance lar. i scared u will break some of yr bones."
"huh! why netball? its under the sun! no good."
tsk tskkkk!
alright, somebody get me a doctorrrrr. QUICK.

oh btw, Jack Daniels with Cola make a perfect drink. :D

and i was just wondering if i would be even chatting to anyone online if i dont initiate a conversation.
hmmmmm.
its hard to believe sometimes.
okay, im in a rather sucky mood now so pls no offence to whatever crap i said.

tommorrow i'll relive my CCA Recruitment Day.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:46 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006 -

Samsung D600!!! loves it. ooohh lala :D

Sony Cybershot T9! such an awesome thing.

my dream HP Paillion Laptop.
another opportunity to dumb my screwed up/crazy/laggy desktop.
heh. omg i really want it ALOT!

haha, im feeling all tech-nified today.
i cant help myself cause those are one freaking coolio stuffs.
WAHHHHH, if only i owned them.
its alright. i'll based on my own ability and make that fine day possible.
*nods.
just wait and seee (:

horror for the night:
that wonderful ching is going to embark on her very dangerous mission to dye her hair BLUE BLACK.
thank god its not bright blueeeeee.
*huge sigh of relief. PHEWWW.

its a horrible thing to have Zouk just down the next street. TSK.
oh yeah, trust me.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:26 PM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006 -

Burn it down till the embers smoke on the ground
And start new when your heart is an empty room,
With walls of the deepest blue.

Fall fades how it ages when you're away.
Spring blooms and you find the love that's true.
But you don't know what now to do,
Cause the chase is all you know.

And she stopped running months ago.
And all you see is where else you could be.
When you're at home out on the street,
Are so many possibilities to not be alone.

The flames and smoke climbed out of every window.
And disappeared with everything that you held dear.
And you shed not a single tear for the things that you didn't need,
Cause you knew you were finally free.

This is like a bad dream. so so bad.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:10 PM

Monday, January 02, 2006 -

randomly switched betwn channels on tv and caught Campus Superstar broadcasting on channel U.
i just really thought the contestants were just toooooo young to be even on stage singing instead of slogging their guts out in school.
hurhur :D
and my eyeballs JUMPED out of my SOCKETS when that stupid girl told me she liked F5 and wanted to DATE her?!?!?
like hello, are u running a high fever babe?
gosh, what on earth are you thinking abt!
AHAHHA.
her pink tie is seriously UNcool.
didnt u hear orange is the new pink aye.
had a laughing fit when the male contestants came on.
my stomach hurts terribly. *ouchhhhh ):
their voices were so damn high pitched lar.
oh yeah i forgot they were still 13. so u know, puberty starts later for guys compared to girls.
that explains why their voice hadnt break(broke).
girls act cute. guys act cool. EEEWWW to the power of 10 million.

i hereby certify that the fish&co at suntec is secretly haunted.
*&^%$#@!*&^%#@!
this is really no joke okay!
for all who have been there, u know theres shelves at the bartender area where they put vodka-sized bottles filled with striking coloured water.
yeahhh, on the 3rd shelf, 3rd column, theres this particular SAME bottle which will go out of line ON ITS OWN.
omg, i swear no one went to shift it a single bit. not even the staff, managers,cleaners, bartenders and staffs.
everytme we placed it back in line, the next morning it will be out of position again!!!
can anyone please tell me how fucking freaky is that.
holy crap man.
and so every morn when i first step into fish&co, my eyes will be fixed on that 3rd shelf, 3rd column.
till today i still get that O_O look on my face.
SHUCKS.
i can actually feel a shiver down my spine.

alrights, sch reopens tml.
*note my tone doesnt sound very much excited or whatsoever.
all i can say is wish yr PLENTY of luck dudes.
oh yeah baby, PLENTY of luck sure isnt too much at all.

bye for now.
its time to retreat into my cosy little bed.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:14 PM

Sunday, January 01, 2006 -

SAY GOODBYE TO 2005 AND HAIL 2006.

simple.plain.uncomplicated.happy.satisfied.loved.
i just want things that way.
thats all i ask for.
toooo much drama-mama isnt exactly nice.

goodnight world.
pray for an awesome year ahead.

*and sky high is such a cute show lar!
super heroes life sure is more interesting than my current life.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 2:18 AM