your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?
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Saturday, September 29, 2007 -

Exhausted but happy.

okay favourite geek, listen up.
i'm officially saying this, you are N O T gonna get a cheap xbox game bundled with guitar hero 2. seriously, HELL NO WAY.
you're crazily addicted to van halen and prob replayed the track 5 times just to hit the 5 stars!
this is not a very good sign. ahhaha.
i can't believe and forsee myself being replaced by a game. omg, its a game!

waited for tiff and fifi for a good half an hour at shaw tower, but the rest of the night made up for it :)))
dinner at this ah loi/ hoi place where they serve thai food.
lemon chicken, calamari, baby kailan, tom yum seafood soup, soya bean.
ooooh, rubs my bellly, hahha!
they gave me the last bits of vege, soup and chicken and when asked why, their reply was "oh cause we were late."
everything goes back to "cause we were late".
HAHAH.




















my belated birthday gifts.
okay, i have no idea why FG is there on the balloon as well.
LOL, must be one of those crazy tiffy's cheap thrill ideas.
i told tiff this : " you must be the only friend that i used the words cheap thrill on the most times".
:DDDDDD












oh, i had a deformed small heart shaped chocolate cake as well.
but due to fifi's clumsy-ness, we have no evidence to show u its devastating state.
HAHHAHA.
we entered the laughing state mood, couldnt stop laughing.
" i cant bear to look at it!" quote unquote tiff.















my dearest fishy pals! :)))))
our face looks so flawless here. O_OOOOOO

at gloria jean's cafe exprimenting with tiff's new sony ericsson phone self timer.
heeehee. i caught fifi smiling nicely at the camera while tiff was obviously not done adjusting the angle and timer.
it was such a amusing moment when fifi saw me staring at her.
awwwww.
had a wonderful time, lubbbb my fishy pals deep deeep deeep.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:29 AM

Thursday, September 27, 2007 -

Funny, soft, cake-like cookies.

favourite geek decides to try his luck at baking today so we got betty crocker's chocolate chip cookie mix off the shelves after lunch.
i tossed and mixed the egg, softened butter and cookie mixture into a cookie dough form, while favourite geek just watch and stare.
and yes, you have to stir the whole mixture in the SAME direction throughout!
thats basic baking rule number 1, you silly!
and i think we added way too much butter, say about 250g of butter into the mixture.
our first 2 batches of cookie expanded and covered the whole metal tray.
instead of round solid cookies, we had soft, flat, cake-like and easily crumbled cookies.
O_OOOO
really quite the horror.
urgh, i hate it when my baking becomes a flop. SULKS ):
the rest of the batches were saved by some added flour, thank god.
and hey, the cookies didn't turn out bad. :)))
well, they were still edible!

those stupid thoughts, those crazy emotions.
what a night.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:01 PM

Wednesday, September 26, 2007 -

screw the expectations, screw the disappointment.

the weather is unbelievably hot.
but i'm going to settle my cravings for youtiao and tao huey.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 3:40 PM

Monday, September 24, 2007 -

It's all coming back to me.

finally after 2 years, it's all coming back to me again.
all those fear, pain, anxiety, anger, frustration.
i feel them like it just playback yesterday.
didn't expect to battle them face to face just so soon. it seems sooner than i thought.
nobody told me it was this hard.
nobody can ever explain why this was so hard.
maybe, i'm not ready for it.

or rather, i just can never be ready for it. never.



yes, i'm an asshole sometimes.
i'm a pain in the ass, such a total mess.
good gosh.
what the hell was i thinking?


and all of a sudden, i feel so small and alone.

damn the 3rd sleepless night.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:38 AM

Sunday, September 23, 2007 -

i float higher, and higher, and higher....


let me tell you why, i would die for you.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:19 AM

Tuesday, September 18, 2007 -

you. me. and kungfu master.

after not making it for the grand opening ceremony of favourite geek's birthday surprise, the 9th present finally touched down at 83 strathmore on sunday evening :)))))

SO HAIL THE FAMOUS DOMOKUN KUNGFU MASTER! *drum rolls
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AHHH TAHHHHHH! call me shifu or you shall perish.
(breaks out in evil laughter)

zomg, im going nuts, out of my mind.
i'm talking like a soft toy, HAHAH o_OOOOO
but damn, aint it utterly squarish-ly cute! :DDDDDD



awwww, my 2 zui ai.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:40 PM

Saturday, September 15, 2007 -

1) results caught me by surprised. i got A+, A and a freaking B+.
there goes my clean "only A+ and A record sheet".
but thank god there is no C or whatsoever. phewwww :)))

2) the threadless tees arrived this morn at fav geek's place! i totally love my Burnout tee.
and yeahh, the eggplant colour is just perfect and awesome!
current count of Threadless collection : 8 and many more to come.

3) last but not the least, happy 3rd to you and me. :D
i was one of the chosen few, who went ahead and fell for you.
but i sure hope i'm the last one.

okay, my nose is irritating the hell out of me.
outta hereeeeeeeeee.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:09 AM

Tuesday, September 11, 2007 -

the heart sinks when you just leave her there without a proper signing off.
it kills her while she waits and waits without a clue, wondering just when will that call or msg beep in.
and through them all, she wants to say "I'm sorry."


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 3:05 PM

Monday, September 10, 2007 -

What a beautiful day.

oh my holey moley, and so the 9th of september came and flew by right before my eyes.
all that crazy 2 weeks of brainstorming, shopping for scrapbook materials, countless trips from far east to wheelock to vivo, consistent sleepless nights due to excessive thinking if i missed out any important parts or any alternatives that i can consider, frantic search for a suitable and big box, worry about the ebay transaction including the payment problem and shipping updates, after 12 scrapbooking sessions.
osh gosh be gosh, i felt as though my brain didnt rest much ever since the exams.
all burnout but absolutely worth it when i lugged the box to cck and surprised the fav geek who was ironing his top. LOL.

well, the big box contain the following:
1) handmade domokun card (alot of uneven edges, my art is B last time la)
2) completed jigsaw puzzle
3) scrapbook (a first attempt at REAL scrapbooking, i thought mine wasnt so bad, HHAHA)
4) cd with 23 songs (oldies, duh)
5) domokun soft toy (damn cute but sadly didnt make it in time for the opening ceremony)
6) metal personalised plate
7) double chocolate cookies (yes, yours truly baked them)
8) mr greedy book
9) slice of NYDC's boo boo cake

dinner was at Brewerkz and i had their pork ribs again! :))))
he had the rib eye steak and agrees that the herb garlic chips are the bomb man!
thinking about the chips is even to make me droool. woots!
a slow stroll down to marina where we had the HUGE MUDDY MUDPIE.
i swear its pretty much damn filling.
and fav geek kept koping the oreo crust at the bottom. hahha.
ended up at esplanade rooftop terrace where we spend a good hour or so talking about everything under the sun :))))

all in all, i wished you had a smashing unforgettable 9 september this year.
may not be the best but at least i saw smiles on your face :D
so HAPPY 23rd FAV GEEEEEK!
you're greatly loved!


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:44 PM

Monday, September 03, 2007 -

Under pressure pushing down on me.

i'm not sure if its the bitchy rainy weather that pours like crazy trying to flood our pathetic singapore island or if its the pain in my archilles tendon.
but 3 hours into massive planning, brainstorming and shopping at orchard left me with a throbbing splitting headache.
damn it, screw the crowd. im claustrophobic.
O_OOO
okay err, i still have a few trips to make in the coming days.
i feel like a superwoman now. LOL :)

i had better pull this off.
cannot afford to disappoint you. omg.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:16 PM

Saturday, September 01, 2007 -

Royce, bra designer, auntie admirer.

must have heard of my archilles tendon, which explains why i was snoozing from 2 to 4 plus.
that nap was shiok, i couldnt feel any pain at all (must be the painkillers).
pure bliss :)))
abit dissapointed that i couldnt make it for the last meeting before kalya takes his first class flight back to incredible india.
but but but.
guess what, favourite geek home delivered Royce chocolates despite the slight drizzle!
that mota actually remembers the slightest little things i say, what a sweetheart :)
i love how the chocolates melts in my mouth, awesome stuffs.
HAHA.
aye, next time just get hello grizzly or mitsuya tasty, they should do the trick too.
whooooo!
i seriously dont know why i'm so elated even after the archilles tendon sprain.
YAY! *limps and hops around.
maybe i'm just high on royce :DDD

i don't know how often the family on the 3rd floor does their laundry.
but apparently, they look like they wash ALLLL THE UNDERGARMENTS TGT ONCE A WEEK.
LOLLLL.
all the bras are hung according to the same colours on the bamboo pole from left to right.
it was seriously a very amusing sight!
if you're thinking like a few bras, i can say its easily like TEN OR TWELVE!
lagi best alr O_OOOOO
my dad thinks its a family of bra designers. what the hell.

speaking of my dad, he has an auntie admirer that enjoys looking at him when he hangs the laundry.
how creepy and weird is that!

okay, my block is full of crazy families.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:08 AM

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