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Tuesday, July 31, 2007 -

Too much drama mama.

and so the headlines news hit me close to midnight yesterday.
the next minute, my mind went completely blank, i was tongue-tied, i was speechless, i froze.
a thousand and one images flashed through my mind so quickly, i can hardly catch anything.
i attempted to speak but i didnt know how to begin or where to start.
the whole matter blown up when i took things slightly too hard.
me, myself and i to blame.
it fcuking sucks.
gosh, i dont even want to continue anymore cause that would mean having to put the poor heart through the torture.

and i ain't sure if the heart can take the fall once more.

on days like these, you only want to snuggle in bed, close your eyes, dream of the sweetest things and stay that way for a long long time.
but, i still thank you.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:04 PM

Saturday, July 28, 2007 -

Morning rides at 630 in a convertible is no joke

100% successful clique bbq on friday at yihan's place.
yan jun, jane and songyi were there as well.
if you're currently a starving animal, i believe you dont want to know what we had.
stingrays, sotongs, chicken, beef, pork, sweet potatoes, taiwan sausages, mushroom wrapped with bacon, marshmellows.
everything was lip smacking awesome i say :DDDD

the mahjong tai-tais hands began to itch and so 2 tables were set up.
i realised i was the only one that's not interested in the game.
okay fine, I DONT KNOW HOW TO PLAY LA. ))):
but the nintendo ds game did provided me entertainment the whole night!
it has a motion sensor and requires to tilt the nintendo left and right in order to play it.
so damn highly addictive!
ek is like 10 times better than me, i suck. LOLLL.
to put things simple, we practically mahjong-ed, nintendo-ed, liu xing hua yuan-ed the whole night till about 6 in the morning.
holy crap, it's been long since i last woke up at 6. feels like a school kid.

reylere was nice and ferried chloe,horse, yan jun, jane and i to the orchard bus stop in her red peugeot convertible.
i'm seriously thinking over my decision to get a mini cooper convertible in the future.
my hair gets messed up, my face hurts from the wind and i could barely open my eyes with the wind blowing.
okay, someone is immersed in the sea of happiness, i know. haha.

showered and knocked out till about 1115 in the morning.
rushed down to school, pon the second half of otqm lecture.
its like such a regular routine now. but really to hell to lim siew choon.
his voice and HIS FACEEEE (OMG, ZzZzZz) will drive up the walls someday.
arghhhh.

far east chicken rice for dinner!
the owners almost gone bankrupt at the rate we whacked their black soya sauce and chilli. :)))
anw, threadless "Bunnies" tee at bilboard got sold out. ):
what a total pity, really. *sulks
efficient evf needs to start another threadless spree so we can place our orders for "Higher higher", yes?
now where's the 10 bucks threadless sale?!

me can't wait to get the lacoste polos.
the day you changed your mind and start to fancy the red and lime green, will also be the day i get mine.
makes it alil more exciting huhh. :DDDD
maroooon is a sweet colour.

jumanji awaits me tml.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:59 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007 -

Dumb Toads Part 2

today saw me doing a few little but significant things.

1. being a breakfast delivery woman. i'm super efficient.
2. gave the 1st toad the usual water treatment first.
3. dumping this GIGANTIC rock on the 1st toad who sat stupidly in the drain. (i'm sorry, couldnt find any sticks around)
4. i heard a loud splash and thud. errr, you can imagine what happened to the unlucky toad. HAHAHAHA.
5. saw the 2nd toad, finished all the water so ended up showering it with spits and saliva.
6. created a mini landslide with a flat piece of rock for 2nd toad.
7. to tell you the truth, i'm pretty grossed out by the thought of what could possibly happened to 1st toad.
8. i can't physically and mentally take those "dying" thoughts, they scare the living daylight out of me and make me pee in my pants.
9. but but... the word is still. a m a z i n g.

geez, this post is so incoherent.
O_OOOOO.
lights out world.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:26 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007 -

Chocolate overload stealer.

first things first, 2 of my projects are down down downnnnnnnn!
:DDDDDDDDD
i'm left with OTQM and BF assignment 2. everything fits nicely into the schedules so im a very elated jean.
it calls for some celebrations. :)

my tuesday treat at Gelare, half priced waffles!
*gives a mega-watts smile. :)))))))
the waffle featured fresh cream, chocolate overload and soy chocolate obsession.
so much for not having a sweet tooth, totally stole all the chocolate overload when i turned away to look at something else!
hurriedly put down fork and knife on the plate and goes "eh where did all the chocolate overload go to ah?"
funny, very funny.
WAHAHHAHHAHAH :D
lesson learnt : always guard your waffles with icecream tightly.

i never knew bellies could go so big and round when you force air into them, hmmm.
O_OOOOOO


approximately 2 more days before i face my death penalty.
shit, its inching closer slowly, bit by bit.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:34 AM

Sunday, July 22, 2007 -

Doctors are L A Z Y.

never ever EVER fall ill on a saturday. especially after 1230pm.
all the clinics happily assume that their patients will definitely fall sick either before sat or on the following monday.
*rolls eyes
we toured the whole queenstown and commonwealth area but no clinics in sight!
holland V has like 6 family clinics, but ZOMG, none of them were open to welcome us.
)))))):
and it totally doesnt help when the rashes are mothereffing itchy and we're sweating like dogs.
i swear i was on the verge of going nuts. O_O
but Toh Yi Clinic saved us just in time. our only true saviour!
oh, the doctor was so much knowledgable than he looked, i'm very impressed.
he mentioned the rashes had something to do with some high molecular something something. (his handwriting is atrocious)
its caused internally and can be triggered by eating seafood, canned and processed food, artificial colouring, perfume, new furnitures and blahhhh.
the most cool thing is those rashes can change into different shapes and sizes each time, and they love to group together and form a UBERLY HUGE mosquito look alike bite.
and so, you are ordered to stay in airconditioned areas. you heard me. :)

me finally got a chance to sink my teeth into doughnuts from Donut factory!
:DDDDDDDDD
whacked 2 mint chocolate, 2 peanut chocolate, 1 peanut butter glazed, 1 rasberry chocolate.
apparently, the peanut butter glazed didnt succeed in winning someone over.
but hell, i love the chocolatey moustache and goatee!
utterly no shame in life man! HAHAHAHHAAA.
we got so many dirty looks from the girls sitting beside us. LOL.
it was such a good long laugh.
the perfect way to end the night. *beams :DDD

ps: doughnuts. the cheaper alternative insurance.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:19 PM

Friday, July 20, 2007 -

after god knows how many years, i finally caught up with yh, sher, hc, shi and boon.
boon and i were like almost 1hr 15 mins late. oooops!
AND AND AND SHE DROVE US THERE!
it feels a weebit weird to get driven around by boonie.
if you ask me, she's got the genes of a reckless driver. LOL
me: "aye watch out yellow light alr."
boon: " aiya, nevermind la. yellow light means tah you! (meaning accelerate)"
the next thing i knew, the car picked up speed and dash across the traffic junction.
O_OOOOO.
oh, i realised she has a tendency to love to overtake the vehicles in front of her.
ten much boon!

dinner was at Brewerkz at Riverside point. :DDDDDD
my bbq pork ribs were awesome. their fries was deeee best.
and our 6 people dinner choke up a unusually large amount of 205 bucks!
we all agreed that it was our most expensive dinner outing so far. :)
okay, me feeling lazy, so your just see the pictures can?














meet our reckless driver!














but in anycase, thanks for the ride home.
u helped me save about 90 cents. :D






don't you think hc looks like a kid with the old skool backpack?
HAHAHA.
everbody was in a "why must keep taking photo?" mode except for sher.
which explains why we don't have a proper group photo. ):
i freaking hate it when i can't seem to express my thoughts freely.
believe me, i probably hate it more than you do.
it kills me every single time.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:53 PM

Thursday, July 19, 2007 -

Smileys 101

































if you can, identify the respective smileys :DDDDDD


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:10 PM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007 -

Dumb Toads and Meow Catchers.

2 hours ago, i discovered a new source of entertainment.
in fact i think it may start to evolve into a hobby. :))) LOL.
those poor slimy disgusting toads, really not their day when we spotted them hiding nicely between the grass next to the pavement.
we whipped out our water bottles and gave the two toads a little shower! (i can't believed you emptied mine as well)
HAHAHA. oh, one of them very power la.
it just turned its back against us and sat still throughout the whole showering process.
O_OOOO
the other was frantically hopping away.
VERY DAMN FUNN :D
i bet we got alot of weird stares from drivers going pass. haha.
obviously not intimidated by the showers of blessing (cause they still sat calmly near the drain), we went on to provoke them furthur!
hello, we're no toad lovers. wth.
so anyway, we searched for a long thick branch near the grass area.
it became our weapon. HAHAH. :)))
yes yes, we used the branch and flicked/pushed the dumb toads into the drain.
i swear it was freaking amusing cause i think i saw one of them flying STRAIGHT INTO THE SIDES OF THE DRAIN before crashing down!
HAHHAHHAHAAA. ZOMG. :DDD

shit, i feel so cruel and heartless.

but but

HELLA FUNNNY. :D


and special note to the "Meow Catchers", your really should leave the poor cats alone.
now everytime i look up at the 11th floor of hdb flats, i can almost imagine some poor cat falling down to the ground.
wah lao, very the traumatising la!
one last thing, "Meow Catchers" sound very cheesy and unprofessional.
your could do with something like "Cat Destroyers"?!
well, just a suggestion :)))


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:46 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007 -

140707

baking a tray of chocolate fudge with cookies & cream brownie at freaking 8 in the morning despite coming home at 1.45 am the previous night. *still feeling sore over not completing the frosting! ))))):
special delivery to this block 484.

all in the name of seeing that smile on your face.

on a sidenote, HAPPPPY 19TH BITHDAY MISS LOH YINGHUEY! :DDDDDDDDDDD
real sorry i missed your steamboat on friday, but no worries i'll catch you soon.
i think i dont have to tell you how much i cherish u my friend. LOVE!

i dig imperfect heart notes with primary school borders.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:50 PM

Thursday, July 12, 2007 -

The boxer wannabes.

by 10am, yours truly was alr in school having breakfast.
so to all my slacker friends out there, you peeps oughta be ashamed for sleeping till 12 noon!
i felt good cause we managed to finish up the TQM assignment proposal and at least progress a little on the Dubai webpage.
:)))))))
photoshop does wonders, i love!
zomg, don't even get me started on the BF project. seriously.
what deeee hell.

oh, me had bacon aglio for dinner. garlic overload but shiok.
(man, i miss boon! we need to have our dose of bacon aglio fast!)
and our dinner conversations revolve around stuffs like this.

emmy: "So can the condoms be recycled?"

or

kalya: "Whenever i can't sleep at night, i'll put on...(slight pause which really cause listeners to imagine) national geographic to watch."

or

kalya: " Are you only going to have sex with your husband/ going to be husband?"

WHAHAHHAHAHA. my god.

as if i didnt laugh hard enough, we went into adidas and the guys went to play the boxing game.
its something like the nintendo wii where you wear the gloves and start punching like crazy in front of the screen.
well, they did beat this fat guy named "Tiny" who is so not tiny at all after 10 mins of excessive punches near the screen accompanied by alot of "fcuking bitch/whore" and "fcuk you!".
LOL :DDDDDD
i almost rolled on the floor.
we totally made a scene in the shop, the poor staffs and customers.
if im not wrong, we got quite a bit of weird dirty looks behind our backs.
HAHAHA. :)
but in the end they gave up on the match, leaving the adidas sweating as though they ran 5km on the threadmill.
bloody hell.

right, catching Harry Pottie tml.
but eewww hes so fugly looking now. *pukes


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:03 AM

Monday, July 09, 2007 -

Starbucks, starbucks and more starbucks
























i never liked mocha frappuccino with warm chocolate cake this much.
and in about 10 mins, i go into laughing fit mode.
our favourite talk-nonsense-go-crazy hangout place (:


number 45 on the list - checked and done.
all's good.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:24 AM

Friday, July 06, 2007 -

today was Die Hard 4.0 day.
and surprisingly it didnt disappoint me and waste my 8 bucks!
in fact, i thought it was pretty exciting and effects were good.
maybe cause bruce willis was acting in the show. :)))
i love his sense of humour and bald head. LOL.
but i found it pretty crazy when bruce willis and maggie q simply don't die after all those falls, explosions and punches!
totally ridiculous la.
and how he made it to the warehouse from the expressway without any transportation, we conclude that maybe he was an athlete in high school.
HAHHAHAHAHAH.
private joke la :DDDD


seriously, he looks good for his age.
yummy.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:26 AM

Tuesday, July 03, 2007 -

School Blues

sunday was girls' night out with the crescent clique at New York New York.
they serve free cotton candies there. so i love :DDDDD
the bold reylere made a few trips to the cotton candy machine in order to satisfy the greedy monsters (meaning us).
and surprisingly jowei came, like W O W. lol
hmmm, i thought we kicked her out of the gang alr? kidding people!
we talked about hostel life, fear and excitement about university starting soon, pyscho teachers, overseas study, so-and-so boyfriends, next bbq/steamboat, holiday trips, illness and diseases (like damn depressing pls)....
the topics are never ending, which was why we stayed till the staff shoo-ed us away politely.
hhaha, my girls totally made my day!!!

and and and school starts today.
WAILS AND MAKE HELLA LOT OF NOISE. ))))):
but at least i got to see the good old people!
BIS is really waste time la, the lecturer's voice is so muffled i think he needs 20 packets of strepsils lozenges.
in the evening, we thaiexpress-ed and starbucks-ed. :D
seriously, need to stop getting tempted by the warm chocolate cake. good gosh!

mission one completed.
thank god.

ps. the great singapore sale is unbelievably good. my purchase was at a 40% discount. *beams :)

blogspot is being such a bitch, i cant post any pics ):


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:36 AM

Sunday, July 01, 2007 -

argh.


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cried her heart out at 7:56 AM

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