your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Tuesday, September 27, 2005 -

oh my oh my. *shakes head
the 'poisonous' jelly taste terrible! YUCKS! all these thnks to my dad who insists that the particular brand of jelly powder is nice. like i dont seee how nice is it lar. plus it only cost 70 cents a box?! inferior products i must say (:
its rasberry flavour and so its BLOODY RED in colour. i happily popped one scoop of jelly in my mouth...for a moment i thought i was eating solidified detergent. swear it was uber gross! the damn manufacturers used so much red dye tooo! my pooor mama had a hard time washing away the red stains on the pot used for mixing the jelly. argh.
and so now i can imagine the walls of my stomach stained red.
like how cool is that eh?

I AM NOT A GOOBLAH!
I AM NOT A MONSTOR!
I DONT HIDE IN PEOPLES' CLOSETS!
fullstop.
goshhh jean is stupid.

not exactly looking forward to tml.
firstly theres loads and mountains of stuffs for me to do at wrk. that simply means lesser sitting down time and going-out-to-buy-kinder-buenos breaks. the latter is definitely something to be sad okay? ): oh, then gotta go sch. aye at least i did all my maths tutorials! far ahead of the lecturer! (: yay!

anw i shall go off now. got a date with my beloved management bk.
totally loved it with all my heart. like serious.

somebody just shoot me pls.

i will still think of you but i wont love you anymore.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 10:20 PM