your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?
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Thursday, October 27, 2005 -

Before you go, just listen.
Well I'm sorry,
For all the things I've done to you.
You know that I'm sorry
For all the things I've put you through.

You see I,
You see I never did realize how it must have felt in your eyes.
Complacency was my disguise,
Until the day that I found you.
Will I ever see the day,
When I turn around and say
Things shouldn't be this way.
But all I know is I feel all alone.

Do you remember the way it used to be,
I know you remember,
Maybe we could make it real.

Before you go, listen to the things i have to say.
Before you judge, don't you let your pain judge me this way.
Before you leave, give me just a second to explain
All the things I'm feeling inside.

And all I ever wanted
Was to be your hero.
And all I ever wanted
Was to be your friend.

i jumped at the sound of thunder cause its really freaking loud.
all of a sudden, the sky seems like an angry monster hunting for foood ):

ROARS.
so i grabbed my covers and duck beneath it.
safe and sound for now.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:24 PM

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