your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Sunday, November 27, 2005 -

alright. lets see...
annie, hc, enmin, sher, jasmine, imelda, peihan, jo and me :D
9 pple for a class gathering? hurhur.
hahah, its the Battle Of The Cliques.
nevertheless, we still had lots of fun and joy like we did in crescent.
oh yes, im really quite proud to say i love crescent baby! haha (:

well well, we played air hockey AGAIN!
tskkk! but like we still lost to that undefeatable hc can.
i cant believe like we still cannot win her after countless practices.
we oughta reflect and see whats going on here.

had marche for dinner.
whoooohoo!
oh man, i seriously miss the caramel bananas waffle with chocolate ice cream. it was perfectooooo (:
managed to catch up on what all of us had been doing since we gone separate ways 11 mths ago.
laughed at our stupidity-filled but carefree days in the past.
it sure brought back lots of lovely memories.
rapping machi didi and jay chou. haha (:
and there's our fav form tcher mad mdm kwan.
oh and of course shared juicy gossips. heh *winks
i had this warm fuzzy feeling in my heart, in a way, it was ....nice.

god, i do miss them.

what i learn is i dont need alot of friends in my life.
all i need is a few good friends who is able to share my joy and sorrows with me.
and im really glad that i came to crescent.
if not i wouldnt have met these guys that made my grey skies turned blue.
so all in all, i simply love 4C3!
hahha. obviously that includes nienie family (:

and omg did i tell u that the new tofuman collection came out alr!
hahha. and i got myself 2.
cake tofu and cookie tofu! yayyyyyyy ! :D

today is one of the few days that i was genuinely happy.
be glad that u dont hafta hear my moodswinging rubbish.
GOODNIGHT.

im half alive, but i feel mostly dead.
i try and tell myself it'll be alright.
i just shouldnt think anymore tonight.
im not crazy cause i take the right pills everyday.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:44 AM