your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Thursday, November 03, 2005 -

huiyi, yh, mich came to my hse to worked out today.
cause we decided we shld stop feasting and get down to get rid those annoying fats.
alright, so we gym-ed.
i taught them how to use the machines and weights. haha looking so much like a pro personal trainer :D
bombarded me with loads of questions.
"how to train flabby arms?", "then stomach leh?".

yeah i did my weights. most prob arms will hurt tml as i havent train them in donkey years ):
later, yh and huiyi went for a swim.
toook lots of stupid and amusing VIDEOS.
omg, can really beng kui. haha.
they attempt to do synchronised swimming lar!
obviously they couldnt co-ordinate and their moves are like erm... very WEIRD I MUST SAY. flapping their arms like wings in the water?!
oops (:
mich caught them on video!
haha now i can blackmail u guys with that! *smirks

went gwc after that. huiyi left so the rest of us went to food court for dinner.
supposed to abstain frm meat but realised we totally cannot make it.
i ate the mini pot noodle thingy! (:
shopped ard for a while,
then omggggg...
pitstop at BEN&JERRY'S!!!

THERE GOES OUR SWEAT AND EFFORT DOWN THE DRAIN.
so much for gyming huh?
()*@#%&)#^*%#@(%*)$

wah lao, jean u are so useless.
why bother going to exercise when you're not gonna control yr freaking diet?
i cant carry on like this. always giving myself excuses to eat such unhealthy goodies when im on a diet. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
okay, starting frm this moment, im going on a LOW CARB diet.
thats it.

anw, we met hockey friends charmaine and theresa working at B&J.
yh had her large choco fudge brownie cone for the price of a small.
tskkk!
my new york super fudge scoop automatically upgraded frm a small to a regular.
maybe if she didnt upgrade my scoop i would feel abit less guilty.
ahhhh! temptations are hard to resist.

anw, asked if they need any part-timers there.
yh and i wrote down our particulars.
hopefully they will get back to us real soon.
and i mean REAL SOOON.
my cash is diminishing at an unforgivable rate.
and i predict its gonna be a negative value in no time.
):
my mum will def hit the rooftop, shoot out frm the hse towards the moon if she gets to know this.
growls, im being a very very bad daughter.

annie's band is performing tml but i cant make it.
sighhhh.
sometimes i believe events are meant to clash so as to straighten out my priorities.
have i told u i hate making decisions.
oh well, alll the way fellow niex! ROCK ON BABE :D
saturday im counting down...

to yinghuey:
dont worry babe. im sure u're gonna be a famous and sucessful synchronised swimmer in future! (: right behind u.
and yeahhh pls cheer for yr muscles are gradually building up.
we are sooooo nearing our waterboys goal :D haha

there is no way i can fit in,
not even the smallest spaces in between.
i finally realised im alone.

-edit-
its time now for Singapore Funniest Home Videos...
we have retards trying to do synchronised swimming here.
omfg, THIS IS REALLLY HILARIOUS.
1st video.
2nd video.
3rd video.
4th video.
5th video.
yeah, people pls dont die laughing.
wouldnt wanna be arrested as murderer and hold responsibilty for the consequences.
*you must have realplayer to see the videos. it takes time to load so pls be patient. (:

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 9:57 PM