your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Tuesday, November 29, 2005 -

it just had to rain cats and dogs when i end work punctually at 10. hurhur.
seee, even heaven is playing a joke on me.
*bangs head on the wall ):
okay, so i came home totally D R E N C H E D.
i think i saw my mama's jaw dropped. ooops.

as im typing this, my hands are so shaky that i'll end up typing 'a' instead of an 's'.
hshshs. get it? (:
brrrrr.
what is this? winter?!
freako.

but i got to drink salted vege soup that mama cooked for dinner. (:
and i seriously felt loved after that.
thats like sucha weird emotion to feel huh.
conclusion that weird pple have weird emotions.
yeah yeah yadah yadah, whatever.

oh! jean is glad to announce that the FOUNTAIN OF WEALTH AT SUNTEC IS OPENED AFTER RENOVATION! :D
hip hip hurrayyyyy!!!
i got to listen to continous all time favourites pop/rock/ r&b songs blasting through the speakers.
(lucky there wasnt any techno for i would have gone to smash the speakers)
which somehow or rather made me a lil wee bit more fond of working.
i suppose its good eh.

hahah bartender was being such a corny fellow.
at times i really wonder how he can be so spastic and nonsensical.
one day, i hope i'll be able to explore his brain cells. (:
'aye fuck! why the fountain blast the music so loud! cannot even hear the song in the restaurant (it was usher's My Boo). cheebye lar!'
immediately, he went to the office and turn up the vol a notch louder.
and came out with a triumphant smile on his face.
oh godddd, terrible lar.

shall go and dig out all my old A1, Backstreet Boys, Westlife, Boyzone, Robbie Williams, Blink 182, Simple Plan songs tonight.
basically, playlist for today will be 'boybands'.
cause it seems like a perfect night to drown in these sad sorrowful melodies.
i still do it despite knowing the effects.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:33 PM