your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Tuesday, November 01, 2005 -

picnic wth dearest clique today was absolutely FUN :D
havent see those dudettes for some time so was really happy.
we brought sandwiches, chips, seaweed chicken, fishballs, drinks, cupcakes, fruits!

played frisbee tooo! like yh and me against ek and horse.
it was just plain hilarious lar.
we started playing the REAL frisbee. then things changed lar. all of a sudden u can just run with the frisbee to the goal line! wth! this is too much. more of touch rugby to frisbee.
i almost rolled on the floor. *laughed hysetrically

the sun was so scorching that i think if u put an egg on the floor it will be cooked.
crazy i tell u.
applied tanning oil and lied down to tan.
jean loves tanning :) my aim was to reach bronze state. but apparently failed big time. not even anywhere near that. tsk!
the rest were burnt pretty bad. all red and stuffs. i know mich and horse looks like red lobsters now *winks

oh! we had lots of fun phototaking man! wheee!
like really too high...
think of the stupidest thing we can do, we got them captured for u. (:
aye no joke okay!
u gooooooo take a look yrself in album.

but theres no kite!
):
WAILS.
wah lao how can picnic not have a kite.
totally spoils my mood can.
i was sulking on my way there.

anw, i had my fortune read today by miss dai yihan.
shes quite a pro with that horoscope bk, i would say.
yeah she said i had split personality.
?!?!?!?!?!??!
upon thinking, its kinda true in a way.
i set off to town uber excited for my jay album.
trust me i was ALMOST skipping to cine rather then walking.
got my freaking cool album and listened to it on the way home.
and yeahh the R&B songs were pretty sad and touching.
mixed emotions.
it provoked my thoughts. i see pple rushing thru their life and i wonder do they sit down and slowly reflect on things that affects themselves unconsciously. could they tell what i was thinking?
the lyrics are sucking me deeper and DEEPER.
but im going with the flow for i have no intentions of resisting.

playlist for tonight: Jay Chou's November's Chopin.

OC season 3, you got served, flightplan and transporter 2 awaits me.
and gin quick take pics of yr earrings. im yr advertising director. we can make big bucks together.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 9:28 PM