Tuesday, December 27, 2005 -
alright, im devastated/upset/truamatized/cranky mood now.RAH RAH!reason being? I BROKE MY FAV ORANGE ADIDAS WATCH STRAP!!!i mean who can be so fucking stupid to do that?omg, that idiot is me. ):for yr info, my precious watch stays on my wrist 24/7, heardly leaves my hand and stick to me wherever i go.now i feel like part of me is missing.god damn, seriously dont like this at all.*pulls a long face.if there's no one besides you when your soul embarks,then i'll follow you into the dark.if heaven and hell decided that they both are satisfied, illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs.i learned to play on the safe side so i wont get hurt.i find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me.i find it hard to let anyone else in.oh yes, i'm afraid.
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:12 PM