your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Wednesday, December 07, 2005 -

what did i eat last night? *wonders
cause i had a terrible stomachache today.
like within 1 hr of working i visited mr loo TWICE.
trouble walking for i couldnt stand up right.
i bet my manager thinks im a baby who cant control my freaking bladder.
but after i shit-ed everything out, i felt really... erm light.
hahha, okay this is damn YUCK.

most prob gonna take my typhim vaccination tml.
HOWWWWW?!
even the thought of it gives me the creeps.
somebody save me! ):
uh huh, i've got low threshold of pain.
okay okay, i'll pray hard i get a nice and gentle doc who doesnt go ard poking my arm 10 times trying to find the vein.
thats good enough.
wha lao, its just a jab, whats there to be afraid of.
dont be such a loser jean.

intergration is such a pain in the arse.
so i just laughed at the question, skipped it and slept through the darn paper.
how interesting.

its time for me to get a new bag, leather wallet and jacket.
where's the money? where's the money? *chants

people so caught up in their own lil world.
there isnt a place for me to settle down.
fear, loneliness and insecurity is here to stay.
bravo.

how come i dont feel x'mas coming?

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:52 PM