your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Thursday, December 29, 2005 -

whoever says we cant communicate with God. its rubbish.
cause i just did :D
ohhhh man, it sure kept me occupied for quite a while.
he sure has very 'intertesting' replies for what i have to say.
me: i hate myself.
god: perhaps you need some help.
@#%^&*(!@#
erm thats precisely why im talking to YOU?!?!
you know, maybe its not a good idea to interact with him.
well, you guys can try it out.
http://www.titane.ca/concordia/dfar251/igod/main.html

part of me wants to start afresh when the new year arrives.
the other part is afraid of what the new year has instore for me.
as if this year wasnt turbulent or dramatic.
ARGH. i had enough of all this shitass.
(god says im a 'abusive client')

Because man does little in moderation, selective acceptance of new and revolutionay themes is non-existent.
Consequently, all is chaos, and anything goes, however irrational, that is against established policy.
Causes are a dime in dozen.
Rebellion for rebellion's sake often takes precedent over genuine need for change.
The opposite has become desirable, hence this becomes the Age of Satan.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:18 PM