your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Thursday, January 26, 2006 -

the clock shows twenty mins after one.
okay, i have no idea why im still up at this ungodly hour.
oh wells, blame it on those insane and unusual hormones.
its disgusting.

been trying to download all american rejects latest album.
but all im getting is funny and what-rubbish-is-this looking sites appearing that happens to have the words 'american' and 'rejects'?!?!
omg, turning nutters real soon.
GRRROOOWWWL.
sometimes i think i was a lion in my past life.

fine fine, u wanna go look for a cheaper one.
go ahead. go, gooooo.
just dont complain when i ask to upgrade it 1 yr down the road.
there is no doubt abt that.
let me tell u something.
its mentally and physically draining to settle stuffs with youuu people.
and all of this nonsense shld end now.
i mean, just give me a break.

god damnit.

i must have felt pretty holy these days.
or maybe deep down inside i know i have committed lots of sins and obviously i need to make up for that.
ohh, it could have been both. *wonders
cause i actually walked into this christian shop.
almost bought modern rock worship cds.
right right, they are one bunch of rockers.

bye little humans of the pathetic world.
and WHERE's MY PILLOW!?!
ahhhhhhhhh!
*hurries off to search for darling.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 1:28 AM