your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Thursday, February 23, 2006 -

right now, i could really imagine pulling all my hair and screaming till my voice breaks.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
fuck, why must things seems so complicating when its not a very big deal.
the questions "should i do it or should i not?" kept flashing in my mind at turbo speed making my head spin like the Magic Teacups we see at funfairs/amusement parks.
no, im not joking.
oh wells, all i can pray is that things will return back to normal.
but it sure going to be kind of weird atmosphere lingering ard.
yucks, i dont even wanna think abt it. ):
maybe tml i will gather enough courage to do what i feel i ought to do.
lets go with the flow.

'EXCESSIVE BLOOD LOSS' (errrr herm) IS CAUSING ME GIDDINESS WHENEVER I SQUAT OR KNEEL DOWN.
what the hell man.
hello, my name is AUNTIE JEAN.
tskk.

this johari and nohari window is really funky shit.
my friend who takes psychology learn this model in some lecture.
its like a metaphorical tool that somehows test the communication and interpersonal relationships.
*omg, this came at such an appropriate time. my communication skill sucks to the moon and back.
yup, so u get to see what others see u as.
and i'll be able to analyse my own character.
dont u think its damn coool?!
HAHHA. most prob i'll get some really stupid adjectives.
check out my johari window! :D
of course, i'm interested in my other side. my nohari window.

after all, i just want some entertainment.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:43 PM