Thursday, April 13, 2006 -
seriously,this is worse than shit.
my mum has to stop having that mentality that im forever very free.
and telling me impt stuffs at the last min.
gosh, its highly getting on my nerves okay!
now my plans are totally spoilt. bloody hell.
i was really in high spirits when we arranged to have lunch tgt.
long time since we ever did that.
which explains why im so looking forward to it.
which also explains why im angry/annoyed/lost for i may not be able to make it.
i mean its not as though i dont wanna pay my respects to grandma.
cause i do love her.
i cant bear to disappoint her. ):
but at the same time, i very much wanna go for lunch with them.
RAH RAHHHHHHHHH!
can i wreck my brains apart? PLEASE I BEG U.
u know what, maybe i shld just pop 20 sleeping pills and get a good rest.
this is too much.
im breaking down.
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:09 AM
