your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?

Tuesday, July 25, 2006 -

STAFF PARTY, BLACK AND WHITE SUMMER THEME, AT DXO WAS HELLUA BLASTTT:DDDDD

accompanied tiff and fifi to bugis village. they got their manicures done at this shop "Living Dolls" on lvl 2.
fifi's nails were black with 2 white stripes at the end. tiff's nails were half black and half white plus a small ribbon.
awfully sweet! (: they totally mocked me when i told them the rainbow one is damn cute.
the lady was kinda laughing her ass off at our crazy silliness. wth.
hotdog breads and corn cup for dinner.
and im highly amused with the vibrators they sell in the sex shop.
HAHAH, right fifi? aye dont forget u arent 18 yet! (:

bus-ed down to suntec with the fastest speed ever.
did last minute rehearsal with shu and miao.
omg, that ian was nowhere to be seen throughout the whole time.
such an idiotic guy la! trust me, my blood was boiling and evaporating inside me.
RAH RAHHH!
enough about that piece of shit.

then fifi, tiff, shu, miao and i rushed down to DXO just in time for briefing.
rosy was alr there as expected hur.
guess what!?!?
WE ARE SCHEDULED THE FIRST TO PERFORM! *faints.
PLUS IAN WAS STILLLLL MISSING IN ACTION.
we began to panic, sweat, take deep breaths to calm down.
in other words, KAN CHEONG SPIDERS! hahha :D
registered and went into DXO.
oh wells, it actually feels good to be 18. no chop for me which means no restrictions frm getting drinks! LLALALA
hurhur. (:
oh yeahhh, the place was freaking small la. tskk.
ricky chew shld have booked a bigger place like MOS.
i mean c'mon, he can do better than this.

fisherians frm different oulets starts to swim (HAHAHHAHA) in to DXO.
crowded. crowded. AND MORE CROWDED.
everyone put on their best black and white outfit. nice to see all of suntec pple dressed up.
shu and i got drinks for fifi and tiff.
oh my the pooor bartenders. my deepest sympathy man.
we had like gintonic, bourbon coke and beer!
2 gintonic (i lovee!) and 1 bourbon coke down my stomach but i was still sober the whole night!
WHEEE!

goshhh, kk was deaddrunk after the party BARELY STARTED.
like seriously, chocho carried her over the shoulders and out of DXO.
kk couldnt even stand still on both her feets and blabbering nonsense.
and rosy told her off in the fiercest manner ever. i never seen that before!
oh god, scary man.

with a " ITS JUST A SONG, DAMN IT", the 6 of us pulled our courage and stood on the stage to sing.
we had lots of fun and joy. thats all that it matters (:
suntec cheered and sing along with us to show their total support.
now thats heartwarming. :DDDDD

what follows on was just drinking, chatting and lucky draws.
and oh oh oh, did i mention that rosy had a lapdance!!!
she was alr drunk by that point of time, so she had lots of funny expressions on her face.
OMG, IT WAS JUST FCUKING HILARIOUS.
somebody shld just kill me cause im going to die frm excessive laughter.

pooor tiff lost her camera. you careless girl!
THATS 430 BUCKS FLOWN AWAYYYYY!
fifi and i were desperately looking high and low for it but to no avail.
bloody hell.
u know what, i curse the bitch/ jerk who stole the camera. i wish u bad luck every other day (:

A XBOX 360 WAS WHAT I WONNNN AT THE LUCKY DRAW!
in my entire life, i had never won something so high in value at lucky draws.
there were like over 300 fisherians competing over say 25 gifts!?!
how on earth did i actually won the third prize.
O_OOOOOOO
when the mc said mentioned that he's giving out the xbox 360 now,
i casually exclaimed to fifi and tiff "omg, i want that".
the next moment i heard my number 299.
seriously, i stood still for 2 secs before it finally struck me IT WAS MY NUMBER.
i had the WHAT-THE-HELL look on my face after receving my xbox.
okay i think god loves me alot yesterday! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
now who wants to lend me some games to play.
stupid xbox games are OH VERY EXPENSIVE ): *sulks.

thank god, there was no techno yest.
dancing takes my mind off certain stuffs. is that good or bad?
no, i think i just enjoy music blasting in my ears.

party ended at 345.
it was quite an interesting sight to see pple puking, friends helping drunk fisherians into cabs and pple trying hard to walk straight.
HAHAA. shit im so sadist. but who cares (:
fifi and i sat at the waterfront at esplanade.
babe, i was so worried u will puke yr guts out okay. but u didnt!
u did me proud. (:

then we decided to head over to 7-11 opp cityhall mrt.
DO U HAVE ANY IDEA HOW BLOODY FAR IS THAT!
omg, its amazing we actually made it there alive on foot with only one pitstop at overhead bridge.
eating mushroom chicken instant noodles at 530am gave me an odd but fuzzy feeling.
i like :D
instant noodles was our breakfast. haha.
home sweet home at 6!

wahhh, this is such a long entry.
okay, goodnight la.

jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:00 PM