Sunday, October 29, 2006 -
as much as i want to post nice beautiful photos to at least keep this blog alive, i couldnt find any.
sadly, i couldn't.
cause i was in the STAY-HOME-AND-DO-SERIOUS-SELF-EVALUATION mode the past months.
okay, maybe i should say i
am still in that mode.
but guess what?
i'm actually starting to enjoy this out of touch feeling. wow.
its weird. i don't know.
my biggest fear is that i'll become too comfortable with the idea of being lonely.
and my lips are raw as hell, from biting on them just to stay awake.
but its not like i'm gonna need them
cause you won't be around to see them bleed and break.
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 12:53 AM
