Tuesday, April 10, 2007 -
You're crashing but you're no wave.the day has been...heartwrenching, and mindboggling.but that slow afternoon walk in the light rain did clear a little space in the corners of my mind.it's always nice to feel raindrops falling on my bare skin.however, it's being very hard on my nose.i feel like i'm still in a constant state of semi unconsciousness. oh wells.to hell with the freaking cold.to hell with the pills thats so NOT effective in chasing my cold away.and sorethroat, bring it on. i couldn't care less anymore.when fate comes into play, choice sometimes goes out the window.maybe Romeo and Juliet were fated to be together, but just for a while. and then their time passed. if they could have known that beforehand, maybe it all would have been okay.love is about choices. it's about putting down the poison and the dagger and making your own happy ending... most of the time. and sometimes, despite all your best intentions, fate wins anyway.if Juliet was stupid enough to fall for the enemy.drink a bottle of poison. and go to sleep in a mausoleum. then she deserved everything she got.whoever said 'What you don't know can’t hurt you,' was a complete and total moron.the dating, the friends and the family, if you ask me, it's all overrated.p.s: on a happier note, after travelling to msia and japan alr, mr ipod charger's next destination is london.I love you, in a really, really big pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you, love you. So pick me, choose me, love me.
(i hope my entry looks less emo now.)
jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:05 PM
