your lack of depression is making me nervous. are you okay?
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Tuesday, July 31, 2007 -

Too much drama mama.

and so the headlines news hit me close to midnight yesterday.
the next minute, my mind went completely blank, i was tongue-tied, i was speechless, i froze.
a thousand and one images flashed through my mind so quickly, i can hardly catch anything.
i attempted to speak but i didnt know how to begin or where to start.
the whole matter blown up when i took things slightly too hard.
me, myself and i to blame.
it fcuking sucks.
gosh, i dont even want to continue anymore cause that would mean having to put the poor heart through the torture.

and i ain't sure if the heart can take the fall once more.

on days like these, you only want to snuggle in bed, close your eyes, dream of the sweetest things and stay that way for a long long time.
but, i still thank you.


jeanthemean
cried her heart out at 11:04 PM

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